Su Hang looked embarrassed: "I came a few times ago and all sent to the store. I didn't expect that the postman had delivered the wrong delivery, so I opened it. After reading the content, I realized that the letter was yours."
"I glanced at it, it should have been sent to you by your family."
Su Hang quickly put the letter he had dismantled in Yang Guangming's hands.
"Uncle Yang, I did something wrong."
Yang Guangming opened the letter and saw the content of the letter. A bitterness ejaculated at the corner of his mouth, and he laughed at himself.
"In their eyes, I am a person who must provide them with money at any time. If I give less, they will scold me behind my back."
"I always wanted to go back to see them, but..." Yang Guangming poured a glass of wine, raised his head and drank it dry, and wiped his mouth casually: "But my identity is not allowed to leave Jiangning. I haven't seen them for so many years. I
I really miss them, I want to know if they are doing well."
Yang Guangming's eyes were red.
"I used to be a patriotic young man, and I also wanted to contribute to the country. Every time I went to the battlefield to fight, I was the first to rush forward. In order to defeat the enemy, I was not afraid of hardship or fatigue. I had eaten for half a month.
I was not afraid even if the bullets were passing by my ears, but…”
Yang Guangming sighed.
"But I didn't expect that my passion was in chaos because of the civil war. In front of Mr. Jiang, I was loyal, but in the eyes of the Chinese people, I was a betrayer. I had a disgraceful history, even if
I quit, but I am still a stained person.”
"My daughter-in-law and children are insulted by others because of me, they cannot live normally, especially my children, who have no way to go to school. They are afraid of being scolded by everyone, so they stay at home every day, and see their daughter-in-law holding the child and crying every day,
My heart hurts more than anyone else.”
"Brother, you don't know that that period was the most tragic day in my life. My wife knelt in front of me and begged me to let them leave. I had no choice but to rely on my relationship everywhere and buy a ticket."
"I used up all my money, bought three boat tickets, and sent them to Hongcheng when I wanted to leave."
"Hongcheng has high consumption, and my wife has no way to live with her children. I don't want them to live a poor life, so most of the savings were sent to them."
"Although I have a job now and work as a doorman at Dihai University. Although I am free now, my freedom is limited to Jiangning. They will send letters and ask for money almost every once in a while. I have become accustomed to it for so many years."
Su Hang felt Yang Guangming's sadness and quickly poured him a cup of tea: "Uncle Yang, drink some tea and sober up."
Yang Guangming waved his hand: "I'm not drunk, I'm this..." He pointed at his chest. "I really miss them."
"If I had known that this would be the result, I would never have joined the army back then. I would have been an ordinary citizen. I would have lived with my wife and children, and I would not have been able to look at them for so many years.
”
Su Hang frowned, and he could feel Yang Guangming's fragility and longing for his family at this time.
"Uncle Yang, since you can't leave Jiangning, you can send a telegram to your family and let them come to see you?"
"Look at me?" Yang Guangming laughed out loud. "In their eyes, apart from money, I am a dispensable person. They cannot understand my relationship and longing for them."
Perhaps because she really drank too much, Yang Guangming kept talking about his wife and children that night.
The square didn't come back in two hours.
After taking a few simple bites, he helped Yang Guangming leave.
Looking at their backs, Su Hang sighed lightly.
There are so many people like them in this world.
I am so lucky that God not only gave me a second chance to be reborn, but also gave me the opportunity to make up for what I had done before.
"Suhang, I've finished cooking my foot wash."
Luo Ling'er's sweet voice rang in her ears.
Su Hang walked into the house.
He hugged Luo Ling'er in his arms.
Luo Ling'er was startled: "What's wrong? Have you drunk too much?"
Su Hang shook his head and lowered his chin on her head: "I'm very glad that I will definitely make you happy in the future."
Luo Ling'er smiled and gently pushed him away: "You did it, I'm very happy now, but Comrade Su Hang, please wash your feet immediately, or you will sleep on a chair tonight."
The two of them collided in the air, with a bit of joking.