Liu Yu's expression changed, his mouth opened wide, and he looked at Zhi Miaoyin: "You, what did you call me? Miaoyin, are you willing to call me like before?"
Zhi Miaoyin took a deep breath, opened her eyes, and two lines of clear tears flowed down the corners of her eyes: "I thought that my heart had stopped, and there would be no more waves, but I was wrong. When I saw
When it comes to you, I still can't control my feelings. It's because of my lack of practice. The Buddha once told me that my earthly fate is not over yet. Only when I see you will I cut off everything. This is my destiny, numerology, I
You must obey it. Therefore, tonight, Wang Miaoyin will return again, and at dawn, there will still be only Zhi Miaoyin left, the faithful servant of the Buddha."
Liu Yu sighed: "Do you want to end it with me as Wang Miaoyin?"
Zhi Miaoyin wiped the tears on her face and turned her head: "There are too many things I don't understand, and there are too many things I want to ask you face to face. Brother Yu, I can forgive you for everything, but I can't forgive you. I can't."
Forgive you for betraying our feelings."
Liu Yu gritted his teeth: "Murong should have told you that I didn't want to betray our feelings, but that I fell into the trap of the traitor, who made me mistakenly think that you and Huan Xuan were together. At that time, I was completely dejected, and Murong saved me.
In order to save me, she committed herself to me, and I felt responsible for her, so we can be together."
Zhi Miaoyin bit her lip tightly: "You lied to me, you lied to me. If you really have a firm relationship with me and don't have any doubts about me, how could you be deceived? I am also being deceived by those who want to frame you.
The people who framed the Xie family even put your life-extending thread in front of me. They said, they said you were dead, but I still didn’t believe it. I didn’t believe you would really be killed.
, I thought you were the proud son of heaven, the most extraordinary man in the world, how could you die like this at the hands of Xiao Xiao? I could have married into the palace, become a noble queen, and honored the world as my mother, but in order not to betray our oath of love, I cut off all ties.
, cut off your hair, become a nun, and escape into Buddhism!"
"Liu Yu, this is me, Wang Miaoyin, and this is your lover's promise to our love. No matter how wronged I am, I will stay loyal to you forever! But what about you? No matter what reason you have and
Excuse, you have betrayed me. I won’t talk about you and Murong Lan. I will only talk about yourself. If you hadn’t already doubted me and my feelings for you, how could you believe that I would marry Huan
How about Xuan being together and betraying you?!"
Zhi Miaoyin's eyes were red, and her tears were like broken beads, falling continuously, staining her monk's robe and making her chest wet, and the towering chest covered by the robe could be clearly seen.
To rise and fall violently with rapid breathing due to over excitement.
Liu Yu's eyes were also sparkling with tears. He did not dare to face Zhi Miaoyin's scorching gaze. He turned his head and sighed: "Yes, it's my fault. I'm sorry for you, Miaoyin. I, I am sorry for the relationship between us."
My feelings are too cowardly and too inferior. I, I never dared to really believe that you are sincere to me. I always thought, always thought..."
Zhi Miaoyin suddenly laughed, and cried while laughing: "You always thought that my approaching you, dating you, and falling in love with you were all arranged by our family, my husband, and my uncle. Why?
The purpose is to use me, a woman, to win you over and control the Beifu Army. I am just a chess piece without blood and flesh, and can be manipulated by others. Today they can let me marry you, and tomorrow they can let me marry Huan Xuan, and I will do the same.
You won’t hesitate, right?!”
Liu Yu closed his eyes, and tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes. He was struck by what Zhi Miaoyin said, so cruelly, but there was no word to refute it, because this was indeed the true thought in his heart.
Zhi Miaoyin said quietly: "Brother Yu, if you think carefully about the days we spent together, the mutual understanding, love and happiness we had together, was there ever a trace of hypocrisy or reluctance? Every moment I, Wang Miaoyin, spend with you,
Have you ever been unwilling at all? I just know that you will have random thoughts and even don’t believe in this love that transcends status and family status, so I tell you again and again that I, Wang Miaoyin, personally like you and love you, no matter you are
General or civilian husband, I am willing to stay with you, why do you, why don't you believe me?!"
Liu Yu sighed: "I'm sorry, Miaoyin, it's because I was short-sighted and stuck in my family background, so I didn't face your true feelings. But please believe me, my love for you is definitely from the bottom of my heart. If not,
Because I love you too much, I won't care about you so much. I won't, I won't be deceived and think that when you are with Huan Xuan, my heart will be filled with despair, my whole person will collapse all of a sudden, and I won't even resist.
, just let the black fire burn me. At that time, I had no other thoughts, only one thought, which was to let this damn fire burn my skin, melt my bones, and destroy my heart that was riddled with holes.
, burn it early, so that my heart will not hurt."
Wang Miaoyin suddenly flashed in front of Liu Yu, raised his hand, and looked at the skin on his wrist and the back of his hand. Her tears fell one by one, like crystal pearls, sprinkling on Liu Yu.
on the back of her hand, and her voice was full of concern: "Are you really, were you really injured by the black fire? Does it matter? Will it leave scars?"
Liu Yu felt warm in his heart. The familiar feeling of skin-to-skin contact brought him back to the time when he and Wang Miaoyin were intimate with each other many years ago. He really wanted to take her into his arms. Just as they were thinking about it together, he suddenly thought of having to meet her tomorrow.
At Murong Lan's wedding, she just stretched out her hand a little, then retracted it again and remained silent.
Wang Miaoyin obviously felt Liu Yu's small movement. She let go of her hand and took two steps back. Just like she did many years ago, she gently fiddled with the front of her robe, lowered her head and said, "You,
Did you really think so at the time?"
Liu Yu nodded: "Yes, what hurts me more than being burned by black fire is your betrayal. I can't imagine that you would actually come with Huan Xuan to kill me. The one who pretended to be you before
The person who seduced me was Huan Xuan's wife Liu Tingyun. She is familiar with many of your private matters and knows your demeanor, so she acted in such a way that even I was fooled."
Wang Miaoyin gritted her teeth: "It turns out she was pretending to be me. No wonder she never dares to see me now. I thought she was married to Huan Xuan and it was inconvenient to go out. I didn't expect that she had something evil in her heart! I have such a good sister.
, Hahaha, this is really the result of your own cultivation!”