Having said this, a smile filled with hatred appeared on Li Chengxun's lips, but it was as dark as mist.
"After my father found Huo Shenxiu, I was not only sad and aggrieved, but also afraid. I was afraid that he would take away my father, who was my only one. Before my father saw him, he was still devoted to him. For him, I left him alone.
What will happen to my birthday when I see him and take him back? Will my mother and I have no status at all in this family? "
Su Mi could understand how he felt at that time.
The biggest thing for children is the fear of losing their parents.
In this regard, it is easy to have random thoughts.
Thinking back then, when her mother was suffering from cancer and was about to die, she knew that her mother was about to leave her. Like Li Chengxun, she was so frightened that she even cried until her pillow was wet every night. She also prayed silently, hoping to use her own life to replace her mother.
life.
Li Chengxun's tone gradually darkened:
"In order to vent my anger, I wanted to ride horses at the racecourse. My mother asked someone to take me there until I was in a bad mood... On the racecourse, I rode faster and faster... In the end, I fell off. Then
For a moment, I felt heartbreaking pain in my lower limbs. Then, I fell unconscious."
"When I regained some vague consciousness, I found that my lower body was numb and unable to move, as if it was sealed. I heard my mother crying and talking to the doctor beside my bed, and vaguely heard the doctor suggesting that I need to have surgery immediately.
But that operation is very risky. If you are not careful, it may damage the nerves, cause high paraplegia, and even be life-threatening..."
"I fainted again before I finished listening. This time, I woke up completely a few days later. When I woke up, I found that I still couldn't feel anything in my lower limbs, not even the least pain. I knew
, my legs are finished."
"Later, I found out that after I fell from the horse and was taken to the hospital, my mother immediately called my father, but my father and Assistant Lan never got through on the phone. My mother could only face my fall alone because of the surgery.
The risk is too high and I dare not make the decision privately. I decided to give conservative treatment first and wait until I contact my father and discuss it with him."
"When my father learned about me, he hurried home and discussed with my mother about having an operation with me, but it was already too late. I missed the best time. After the operation, I still had no feeling in my legs."
"That's how I became a cripple."
"I have become a cripple with a bad temper in your eyes."
Su Mi's heart moved.
The corners of his mouth curled up into a sad smile, and he stared at her:
"I know that you have always disliked me targeting Huo Shenxiu, but if you were me, how would you feel about this brother?"
"From the moment he appeared, he made me doomed. I know that I can't blame him. After all, he didn't take the initiative to ask my father to find him, and it wasn't him who pushed me away. But, if it's my birthday, he doesn't
Even if my father didn't go to find him, would I still end up like this?"
"In order to bring him back, my father did not answer my mother's call, which delayed my most precious operation time and made me sit in a wheelchair for the rest of my life... Sometimes I wonder, in my father's eyes, whether this son can go home.
Is it more important than another son’s legs?”
"If you don't kill Boren, Boren will die because of you."
"The day he met his biological father was the day I became disabled."
"It was him who changed my life."
"Because of my disability, my father was hit hard and I felt very guilty for my mother and I. In addition, Huo Shenxiu himself was unwilling to return to the Jin family. In the days that followed, my father never went to China again and never offered to take him home.
thing."
"But I know that my father has been caring about him secretly. Every time I find out that my father secretly takes care of him and asks someone to take care of him, my heart hurts. It hurts so much that it turns into hatred."
"I've been thinking about what I can't do to compare with him and make my father love him so much. So over the years, I've always wanted to be better than him in everything, and I didn't want to make him look better... When I was extremely jealous, I still wanted to
He also lost his legs, so I asked him to be buried with my two legs..."
"Yes, that time in Yuncheng, I did ask for someone to hit him. I didn't want him to die, I just wanted someone to hit his leg and make him the same as me. Because just before that day, I
Once I was diagnosed by a doctor and my legs still didn't respond at all, I was afraid that it would never be cured, so I acted impulsively."
"Of course, I calmed down afterward. If he dies, my father will miss him even more. In my father's heart, I will never be able to beat him in this life."
"So, don't worry, Mimi. I won't do that kind of thing again."
The air in the gym became silent.
After a long time, he added: "Maybe you thought that I was good to you just to retaliate against him and hit him. At first, I thought so too. But slowly, I discovered that it was not the case."
"After losing my legs, I never made any friends again, and I no longer keep in touch with my old friends. You are the only person who has said so many words to me, except for my subordinates and my family...even if it is...
Even if you scold me, I feel like I am alive when I am with you."
"You are the person I met outside of my plan, not my pawn."
"I haven't celebrated a birthday in many years. This time, you happened to come to country m during my birthday. I just wanted you to accompany me to attend the promotional meeting and have a birthday worth remembering."
"I really didn't threaten you, let alone use the director to force you."
"If you still feel uncomfortable, forget it."
Having said that, be quiet.
He stared at her eagerly with a pair of expectant eyes, and there was a layer of water on the surface of his eyes.
It made her feel that he begged Jin Fengtai to stay for his birthday like this back then?
She didn't expect that the disability in his legs had such origin, nor did she expect that this arrogant young master had suffered a lot in recent years.
After a long while, he looked out the window and said silently:
"The rain has eased a bit, so go back quickly. If it doesn't rain tomorrow and the event can be held as usual, let's talk about it later."
Li Chengxun was overjoyed after hearing this, knowing that she had agreed. Like a child who had just received a birthday gift, he nodded excitedly, slid his wheelchair obediently, and left towards the door.
…
At the same time, downstairs in the hotel, across the road.
A car was parked in the rain and remained motionless almost all night.
Big raindrops fell from the sky, hit the car body, scattered in all directions, splashed a few pieces, slid to the ground along the fuselage, and formed a stream.
The car window, foggy from the rain, was half-open.
In the back seat, Huo Shenxiu stared at the main entrance of the hotel, his handsome face gloomy, and he stayed like a car all night without making a sound.
"Mr. Huo, I'm afraid the rain won't stop for a while. The temperature is going to drop. It's better to go back first to avoid catching a cold." From the driver's seat, the temporarily hired local driver kindly reminded me.