Su Mi's lips moved slightly: "No need. I also have relatives and friends in China."
Li Chengxun still wanted to persuade, so she spoke again:
"Second Master and I spent most of our time in Tancheng. Tancheng is where Second Master and I have the happiest days, and I won't leave."
Li Chengxun's nose was sore and he didn't say anything after all.
*
After the funeral, Shi Yihan wanted to take Su Mi, mother and son, to live in Jingzhou for a while and spend more time with her.
She was afraid that her daughter wouldn't be able to hold on.
It was less than two months after Su Mi gave birth to An Jin. Like herself, she suffered from postpartum depression.
Shi Yihan was afraid that Su Mi would get sick again because of this blow.
Su Mi declined, saying that she was fine and that she had been mentally prepared for the second master's illness.
Shi Yihan could only stay with Su Mi for a while with Liu Tingzhen, and asked Qiao Yin, her daughter, Jiang Qiaoyue, Su Jinhang and others to look after Su Mi for him before taking her mother-in-law back to Jingzhou.
After sending her mother and grandmother back, Ling Wanwan accompanied Su Mi back from the airport.
It's getting late when we return to Huayuan.
Su Mi asked Sister He and learned that Xiao Subao and An Jin had already fallen asleep. She turned back to Ling Wanwan and said:
"Cousin, it's getting late. I'll ask the driver to take you back."
Ling Wanwan shook her head: "I will stay here with you today."
Since the funeral began, she and Jiang Qiaoyue had stayed in Huayuan to accompany Su Mi and never returned home.
Later, Jiang Qiaoyue had to leave first because she had to take care of Weiyang's time.
She was the only one left, and she continued to stay here and watch over Su Mi all the time.
My cousin had postpartum depression, and she had to watch it for fear of something going wrong.
Su Mi said: "It's okay, you've been living here for a long time. Go back and tell your aunt that I'm okay. There are so many people in Huayuan. I'll call the driver..."
Seeing her calm and unruffled look, Ling Wanwan finally couldn't help it anymore. He took two steps forward and held her shoulders with both hands:
"Mimi, why don't you cry? Please cry, please!?"
The more indifferent and calm the cousin is, the more frightened the people around them will be!
She did not forget that that day, Huo Shenxiu was covered with a white cloth and sent to the morgue. Everyone present burst into tears, but Su Mi just stared at the scene blankly without shedding a single tear.
Throughout the funeral, she didn't show much emotion.
This is definitely not a sign of calmness and rationality!
Great sorrow without tears.
The calmer I feel, I'm afraid it's already riddled with holes and bloody!
She was really afraid that Su Mi was calm on the surface but actually collapsed.
Even do something to hurt yourself.
Su Mi gently pushed Ling Wanwan's hand away: "I can't cry."
Ling Wanwan suppressed her crying: "How can you not cry? Mimi, even if I don't have a pet, I won't be as calm as you. Mimi, I beg you, if you are sad, just cry to me.
If you cry loudly, no one will laugh at you... You will get sick if you do this! Please, Mimi."
Su Mi remained silent: "I'm fine. I won't get sick. I still have Xiao Subao and An Jin to take care of. How can I get sick?"
He walked over and wiped the tears from his cousin's face: "Cousin, don't worry, I'm really fine."
Ling Wanwan choked up: "Are you sure?"
She curved her slightly pale lips: "I have to learn to live alone. Cousin, you go back first. It's really okay."
Under the night, Ling Wan's hands slid down feebly, and her tears followed.
…
After seeing Ling Wanwan off, Su Mi returned to the house and first went to see her daughter and little Subao, who were already sleeping soundly.
Huo Shenxiu's sudden death, her daughter was still in her infancy, carefree and escaped the heart-rending pain, but little Subao was already sensible, but she was deeply affected. In just a short period of time, she lost a lot of weight, and her face became...
Pointed half a circle, I used to be a talkative person, but now I don’t like to talk when I see people.
At this moment, there were still undried tears hanging from the corners of the eyes of the sleeping little Subao.
I was probably crying and thinking about my dad again, and fell asleep while thinking about it.
She wiped the remaining tears from her son's eyes and kissed his forehead.
Unexpectedly, I woke up little Subao.
Maybe he wasn't asleep at all.
Xiao Subao opened her eyes and touched Su Mi's thin face:
"Mom, daddy will really never come back. We will never see him again, right?"
She picked up the little baby and whispered:
"My father, like my grandfather, went to another planet first. He will take care of everything there first, and then wait for us to go there. A few decades later, we will also go to that planet to reunite with him, and we will eventually meet."
Little Subao breathed a sigh of relief, her big crystal eyes flashed, suddenly full of hope, she clenched her little fleshy fist:
"Then in the past few decades, Subao will definitely protect Mommy and my sister. After a few decades, when we go there for another week, Daddy will definitely praise Subao!"
Su Mi touched her son's little head: "Well, little Subao has always been very good."
After coaxing his son to sleep, he tucked in the quilt and left.
Returning to the room and looking at the empty bedroom, she suddenly wondered if Zong Yinyin felt the same way as she did when she lost Queen Changnan hundreds of years ago.
She walked slowly to the mirror in the cloakroom.
Looking in the mirror, he saw an almost transparent face with a pointed chin. Because he was so thin, his eyes were surprisingly big.
Because I haven't had a good rest for a while, my eyelids are swollen and slightly raised, but...
Only there were no tears.
She pinched her face hard.
It took a lot of effort.
I want to force myself to cry.
My cousin was right, everyone was crying, why couldn't she cry.
She also wanted to cry loudly and happily.
However, her face was red from being pinched, and Xuexue gasped out in pain, but her tears still couldn't come out.
She rolled up her sleeves and started pinching her arms again.
Every blow was a deadly blow and was extremely powerful.
pain.
It hurts...
But why is my body hurting so much and I still can't cry?
Why was everyone crying but her, but she couldn't cry?
She finally lost all her strength and collapsed on the stall. At the same time, she picked up a shoe next to her and threw it at the mirror in front of her——
The mirror was shattered all over the floor.
"Huo Shenxiu, I hate you!"
"You don't keep your promise!"
"You clearly promised that you would accompany Xiao Subao and An Jin to grow up, graduate, and even get married and have children!"
After venting, she gasped for air.
In confusion, his eyes fell on the pile of glass fragments.
Her hand seemed to reach out uncontrollably and picked up a piece.
The sharp angle of the sharp fragments was aimed at her delicate wrist.
I don’t know if I will cry if I continue paddling like this.
The feeling of not being able to cry is really uncomfortable.
The moment the sharp point was pierced, her ears remembered the tender voice of little Subao and An Jin's cry. Her mother looked at her with tears...
The fragment stopped just above the wrist.
With a bang, it landed.
She sat down on the ground.
After a long, long time, she got up.
I took a shower, changed my clothes, and felt a little calmer.
Then, she walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, picked up her cell phone, and dialed.