Chapter 884 Am I still qualified to have children?
Fu Dai smiled: "I volunteered."
In the bar of Country M, she fell in love with this man at first sight when he helped her drive away the gangsters.
From now on, she doesn't mind whether he intentionally deceives or does anything he does.
She only cares about one thing, whether she and him can last forever.
As she spoke, she raised her hand and stroked his cheek, which was thin due to being imprisoned for several days:
"Even if you don't really like me, and you are only with me to pay off debts and cling to power, even if your marriage with me in the past few years is just a show of support for me every day, I don't care."
"To be honest, in fact, when I found out that you had a fiancée, I was mentally prepared. The one you really love may always be the woman named Gu. She is more beautiful, more capable, and better than me.
I will be an outstanding doctor in the industry in the future, and as for me, apart from my status as a princess, to be honest, there is no place I can compare to her."
"So, even if you really love her and are just using me, I won't be surprised."
"My liking for you is my own business and has nothing to do with you."
Every word she spoke was sincere and without any resentment.
Tong Shiran's facial muscles trembled, and suddenly he raised his hand, grabbed his wife's wrist, and slowly slid it off:
"So, do you want to hear what I really think?"
Fu Dai's pupils moved and she looked at him.
Tong Shiran's tone of voice was a little more stern, trying his best to control his emotions:
"I met you by chance in Country M. I learned that your father was the crown prince of this country, and I found out that you had a crush on me. I admit that I did have some thoughts at first, and wanted to use you to pay off debts, rescue the company, and make a comeback. That company
, it’s been my hard work for many years, and I really can’t bear to give up like this.”
"Later, according to your arrangement, I faked my death and changed my identity. I was recognized by the royal family and married you."
"I admitted at the beginning that I did feel guilty for Gu Qingruo. That woman was another promise of mine. I once promised her that if I made enough money, I would quit the entertainment industry and marry her openly and live with her.
I have lived a stable life, but now I have failed to live up to it. It is impossible not to feel guilty."
As he said this, he suddenly couldn't control himself and burst into tears, feeling guilty:
"I even thought about asking you to help me pay off my debts after I got together with you, and I would re-establish the company and then find a way to divorce you, or fake my own death again and escape like you designed for me.
you."
Fu Dai had a look of calmness and understanding on her face. She didn't resent him at all. Instead, she was very happy to hear his sincerity.
Tong Shiran's eyes flushed:
"But... as I live with you day by day, I find that I really can't do it..."
"I don't know when the day started, but I actually fell in love with you."
"And, I can't help myself."
"Every morning, when I see your face when you wake up, I feel very good."
"Every night, watching you sleep soundly makes me sleep peacefully."
"I have paid off my debts long ago and have the capital to make a comeback. I thought your use value was over. But I still can't bear to leave you."
"Over the years, I have despised myself and cannot accept myself... I obviously have a fiancée and I am just planning to use you, so why do I still fall in love with you... Gu Qingruo thought I was dead. I may have been living in pain all these years.
But because I fell in love with a woman that I took advantage of, I couldn't live without her... I'm just a half-hearted trash, really despicable and disgusting."
He slightly bent his tall body and hugged his temples, with a painful look on his face and an anxious tone:
"That's why, after getting married, I said I didn't want to have children for the time being."
"It's not that I don't want to have children with you... I really hate myself like this. I'm a beast and I've hurt both women. Am I qualified to have children like this? What kind of child can I give birth to? What kind of child can I have?"
I'm afraid that one day, if you find out about Gu Qingruo's existence and that I have deceived you, you will hate me. Then, by then, your child will become a shame and burden to you."
Fu Dai burst into tears, but her tearful eyes were filled with a smile she had never seen before.
It turns out that he likes me.
Over the years, it turned out that she was not the only one who had wishful thinking.
Every detail of his tenderness towards her, she originally thought was just something she had to do to please herself.
It turns out that they all come from the sincerity.
He had also fallen in love with himself a long time ago, but he was burdened with guilt for Gu Qingruo and couldn't extricate himself.
Unable to control it, she threw herself into his arms and hugged his neck forcefully:
"How could I hate you..."
Tong Shiran held up her face and wiped away the tears on her face.
Huo Shenxiu was silent.
I don't know what to say.
This couple has been married for five years and has always been in love, but they have always lied to each other. Only now do they tell their true feelings.
After a while, the couple had to break up:
"Are you finished? Let's go back to the clubhouse first. I've made an arrangement with the crown prince and will arrange for you to return home tomorrow morning."
Tong Shiran didn't look at him. He slowly and gently wiped away the remaining tears on his wife's face, then slowly turned around and solemnly begged Huo Shenxiu:
"Before returning to Country M, can I go see Gu Qingruo."
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Hospital, that day Su Mi listened to Han Fei on the phone talking about the whole incident that happened in the Zhuyuan Street Building.
In this love triangle, she thought Fu Dai was the most innocent and innocent victim——
He is the biggest insider and arranger.
This was something she hadn't thought of before.
The two have their own concerns and deceive each other, but they love each other deeply.
And the most pitiful person is of course Gu Qingruo.
Before hanging up the phone, Han Fei said again: "Oh, yes, the second master Tong Shiran will come to your hospital tonight. Before returning to China, he wants to visit Dr. Gu."
After hanging up the phone, Su Mi fell into thoughts.
What Han Fei just said was all in his mind.
The medicine that had just been infused had a calming and sleep-promoting effect. As I thought about it, my eyelids drooped and my consciousness gradually spread.
Without realizing it, the darkness in front of me gradually became brighter.
She knew that she, who had not fallen asleep for a long time, was brought into the dreamland again by the power of Huanyan.
Following the light, she walked forward, and the scene in front of her slowly expanded and became clearer.
In the beautiful countryside, a woman carrying a bamboo basket was whispering reluctantly to a young man at the entrance of the village, as if she was saying goodbye.
It's not like modern times, but it's not like the ancient times of the Jin Dynasty either.
It's like the modern times a few decades ago, when wars were raging and the city walls were frequently replaced by royal flags.
The woman has a round face and big eyes, is pretty and charming, and has an innocent manner. However, her clothes are simple and there are a few patches on her face. At first glance, she looks like a village girl from an ordinary background.
The man wore gold-rimmed glasses, a white shirt, and gray trousers, but he looked like a scholar and a city boy. He only had a few shallow scars on his forehead, the back of his hands and his neck, as if he had been seriously injured before.