In the distant future, in Russia where the Soviet Union no longer exists, there were Russian social relations scholars who conducted such a bizarre questionnaire.
"Do you think that starting from the Soviet Union and now in Russia, can young people talk about sex boldly and say "love" bravely?"
There is no need to say where the love takes place here. Basically, any grown-up man can understand it.
The final results of the questionnaire showed that many young Russians who were interviewed for the first time laughed off such questions, and their subsequent answers were 100% consistent. When will people who have lived in this land for generations not be able to talk about this?
Now? Don’t think that communism means keeping silent. That’s not the case.
You can talk about sex boldly and talk about love with confidence at any time, even if it goes back several decades to the Soviet era.
What surprised Malashenko was not that the political commissar suddenly talked about such a topic, but that he was surprised as to why the political commissar made such a conclusion and thought that he would do what he did when he returned. Could it be that in the heart of the political commissar, he
Is he really this kind of person?
No, Malashenko asked himself and felt that there must be some misunderstanding, and how to resolve the misunderstanding would require some other means.
"Wait, let's talk clearly first and straighten things out bit by bit. There is another reason why I didn't do that. Don't make random guesses. Does it have to do with my personal ability and Natalia's love for me?
It doesn't matter at all, don't get it wrong."
The more Malashenko said this, the more curious the political commissar actually became, and it became increasingly unclear what exactly Malashenko wanted to express.
"Okay, no problem. I will definitely believe what you said to me. You don't have to worry about this. But don't you think this is abnormal? I have never been married in my life and I think this is abnormal. You must know what it is.
You mean, what’s the reason? I’m really curious, you might as well tell me, as long as you’re willing.”
Malashenko has indeed considered the matters between himself and Natalya very seriously and carefully...
For this beautiful daughter-in-law who was given away for free after traveling through time, Malashenko can truly feel Natalia's affection and tenderness from every bit and every move. She has a deep love for this girl named Malashenko.
Physical love is like the snow lotus blooming quietly on the top of a high snow-capped mountain: holy and pure, it is too late to protect it with all your strength, so how dare you harm and destroy it casually.
Natalia is a very rare good girl, and Malashenko knows this very well.
But precisely because of this, Malashenko, who understands that his current state is to keep his head in his waistband at all times, is even more afraid to touch him casually, nor to easily leave anything that may affect the future results.
"I have seriously considered the matter between the two of us. I have always thought about it and considered it, and I have never stopped..."
Malashenko leaned his forehead forward on the steering wheel, and in a rather serious tone, he confided his true thoughts that he had never mentioned to others to the person who knew him best and who was most sincere in helping him.
"Imagine if Natalia and I had a child before the war ended. But then I would still be fighting bloody battles with the enemy on the front line. Wouldn't it mean that I was suddenly killed by the enemy and sacrificed on the battlefield?
Is it possible? You have to know that I have been close to death countless times, and the Germans have almost killed me many times. It is not impossible, Uncle Peter."
"I died and the child was born, but what about the future? What about the future? Natalia cries all day long with her nursing child at home looking at my portrait? Will she be a widow for the rest of her life? I don't want this, and I don't want that.
The hope that having a child would be a burden, a hindrance, to her loving someone else and being loved by someone else who could protect her."
"I get a headache just thinking about this. Let me tell you the truth. Just imagine if you truly love a girl and think about her, then you will definitely understand my true thoughts."
"We are all staunch materialists, comrade political commissar. This world is not an idealistic world that will disappear and stop after we die. It is unrealistic and irresponsible to hold such an idea! I love Natalia, so I
I will consider her future. If I die on the battlefield, what will happen to her in the future? These are all included in my planning and considerations, and they are really possible."
Malashenko did not finish what he said, and at least half of the truth was not told to his comrades, the political commissar.
This was not out of distrust or unwillingness to speak, but because Malashenko really felt powerless and could not speak at all.
The reason why I can enjoy the tenderness from Natalia is because of this body that I bought for free. My true identity is that I am a complete body-stealer and soul-piercer, even if I take away a body that would otherwise die.
Even if I came to this world inexplicably and confusedly, I was even filled with resentment and wanted to return to my original world for a while. But when facing a good and affectionate girl like Natalia, I would always spend less time together and more separation.
To be honest, Malashenko still hasn't fully convinced himself, isn't ready, and doesn't want to fully accept this love for the time being.
Just like treating Anya only for emotional exchanges, Malashenko, who came to this bullshit era with his head in his waistband, has never had a sexual encounter in almost three years from 1941 to now.
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He was so busy on the battlefield that his life was at stake and he couldn't think about it. Even when he was on vacation, Malashenko always used tiredness and sleepiness to excuse himself.
This can indeed be seen as an escape from reality, but it needs to be pointed out that this is an escape from reality based on the premise of being really responsible for one or even two good girls, and at the same time it is also an escape from one's own desires.
If you don't love sincerely, who the hell would do this?
After being asked without warning by the political commissar, Malashenko finally had the opportunity to truly examine himself: it turned out that he had really fallen in love with two girls, Natalia and Anya, at the same time.
Damn it! Not to mention dead, even if you survive, this matter will not be solved!
A violent tank general who rides two boats?
Damn, that sounds so fucking awkward!
What others do and what they choose is their business. Malashenko really doesn’t want to hurt any of them, no matter how. But things like this can only be truly recognized after the fact.
Clear yourself up, otherwise there wouldn't be so many people crying and shouting "Why in the world don't you regret selling medicine?", right?
Are you regretting it?
Malashenko, who was holding the steering wheel and banging his head on it, didn't know. He couldn't figure out the answer for a while. He just felt that thinking about these nonsense was more difficult than thinking about how to deal with the Germans!
As for the future and what to do next, he has no clue at all. Malashenko, who has been escaping from reality, has never thought about these things before.
Tonight, right here, under the influence of Comrade Political Commissar's words, this is the first time in history that I have seriously considered it.