Posting a single chapter is considered a complaint.
After hesitating for a long time, I decided to say something. On the one hand, I am apologizing, and on the other hand, I am feeling guilty. It has been more than a year since I wrote this book in March last year. Originally, I developed it from my interest to work, and then fully integrated into it.
In life, yes, writing books has become a part of my life. Every day I think about the fact that I haven’t coded yet, and I can’t let go and do other things. But maybe it’s also because I’m tired. I really cope with work now as well as before.
When I’m coding, everyone talks about the three-year itch. I’m probably here now. It’s been more than three years since I first coded.
But to be honest... I feel quite guilty. There are so many words in this book now, but there are still about one or two hundred readers who have been reading it. They have been with me since last year until now. I can't provide you with satisfactory content, and I can't let you.
The money you spent was well worth it, I feel guilty.
Sometimes, I also think about writing when I want to, forget about writing when I don’t want to, and stop updating or whatever, it doesn’t matter.
But on the one hand, due to financial pressure, a thousand yuan for perfect attendance is still very nice. I just left the street shopping line and I still can’t ignore the perfect attendance award. On the other hand, I really don’t want to feel sorry for my readers.
All old readers of the book know that since I started writing the book, I have never stopped updating it, even for more than three years. If I just let it go, what will you do who have been with us all this time? What about the money you spent on my book?
what to do?
Of course, what I have said so much is actually just to vent my recent frustrations. I am not good at coding, and I am not good at playing, so just think of it as a way to vent. Readers who can insist on reading here will probably not criticize me.
Are you trying to be miserable on purpose?
What I can say is that I will try my best to persevere. Writing novels is my hobby and has become a part of my life. It is impossible to give up. This book is expected to be completed by the end of this year. After Mech 30, Mecha OG will follow.
After that, I thought about choosing a few works and integrating them into a world of machine combat, which just solved some of the regrets that I didn't write well in the early stage, and then came the final battle.
Thank you all for always accompanying me and supporting me, and I hope you can believe me. I will do my best to write the rest of the story well.
