After living in Shanghai for nearly ten years, Little Star decided to leave Shanghai and stay in her hometown after the Chinese New Year.
Last month, Little Xingxing went back, planning to open a store in a newly opened scenic spot near her hometown, and then write a book and open a store at the same time.
But who would have thought that if we go back, we will go back empty-handed.
The slightly better facade was all taken away by internal employees.
Note that the person responsible for operating the scenic spot is a private enterprise, not a state-owned enterprise. The key is that you have clearly greeted the boss responsible for the development of the scenic spot before.
It's normal to go through the back door. Little Xingxing doesn't want to get a prime position. It doesn't have to be too good or too bad.
The result was really frustrating to say the least.
Angry means going back on your word.
After that, there is the question about the new book. This book is Xiaoxing’s first book. It has written more than 3 million words, almost 4 million words, and it was written from the middle of 2019 to the end of 21.
The time span spans more than two years, and it is almost time to end.
The new book was originally intended to be a complete historical text, describing the events of Renzong's dynasty. There were many famous ministers in Renzong's dynasty, and six of the eight famous officials of Tang and Song dynasties that everyone is familiar with belonged to Renzong's dynasty.
As for history, Xiaoxing is not from a major. He has only read some related professional books, such as Wu Gou Shuo Song Series, "Temple Worries: Fan Zhongyan and the Qingli New Deal", and more in-depth ones such as Teacher Deng Xiaonan.
"Northern Song Dynasty Political Reformer Wang Anshi", "The Law of the Ancestors", teacher Zhang Xiqing's "Song Dynasty Rules and Regulations", teacher Wang Shengduo's "Financial History of the Two Song Dynasties", in terms of historical materials, I read "Song History Chronicles", "Continuation Materials"
"Zhi Tong Jian Chang Bian", and there are also several papers.
But the more I understand, the less sure I feel and the less I dare to write.
Therefore, I have put this subject on hold for the time being, and will write about it when I have accumulated enough.
After that, I thought about several themes one after another.
One is to travel through time and become an NPC. After writing a little bit, I found that I couldn't grasp the fun part of it, so I killed myself.
One is the interpenetration of two worlds, inspired by Elbow Boss’s Nomenclature of the Night, and the theme involves a little bit of foundation elements and a little bit of mysterious elements.
However, after discussing with other people, I found that this subject matter is a bit niche, and Xiao Xingxing is just a small fan, not a master with outstanding writing skills.
Therefore, he was also killed.
The following themes are relatively popular.
One is a recently popular simulator, Zhutianliu in disguise.
One is to continue writing about the current trend in the world, through TV series and so on, and to avoid the poisonous points that appeared in this book. However, Xiaoxing is a little reluctant to continue writing about similar themes. This book has already combined the TV series I have watched.
Empty out.
What kind of spiritual energy recovery and other variants will follow suit?
Maybe I’ve thought too much and it’s become difficult to choose.
Because I’m afraid that the subject matter of my new book will hit the market, I haven’t decided yet what to do when I go back next year. I’ll be looking for something to do while I’m writing the book.
After talking about the new book, there is another sad thing.
After returning to my hometown, blind dates and marriage have to be put on the agenda. Little Xingxing is already thirty this year. In fact, according to my own ideas, there is nothing wrong with being single.
But everyone in my family understands this and will definitely not accept it.
Dating, getting married, buying a house, having a baby, you have to face everything, and all of these are inseparable from one thing.
money.
The author is a relatively lavish spender. After ten years of working outside, he barely saved any money. Apart from a car worth over 200,000 yuan, he has no fixed assets, working capital, and returned license plates.
After paying for the goods, I probably only have less than 200,000 yuan.
This little money is enough for oneself, but it is too much for getting married.
The author is a rather stubborn person and is unwilling to ask his parents for money. After all, his parents are old and it is not easy to save some money, so he should keep it for retirement.
Regarding marriage, besides money, there is another very important thing. Little Xingxing has been single for a long time and no longer knows how to fall in love.
In other words, we have lost the ability to love.
It's so sad to talk about relationships, but it's better to talk about money. No one has any burden, they exchange with each other, and everyone gets what they need.
However, Little Xingxing also knows that it is not possible to run a marriage with this attitude and must change.
Alas, I talked a lot, and the more I talked, the more anxious I became. I haven’t written tonight’s update yet.
So annoying.
By the way, there is another annoying thing recently. I have been delayed for a long time in lending money to friends. In fact, it is understandable if you encounter difficulties, but you can pay it back when you say. You keep pushing and pushing, and tomorrow comes tomorrow.
Too bad.
Compared to the new book and what happened after returning home, this matter is really nothing, and the grumbling will be over.
Anxiety ing…………
I suspect that the hair loss is related to the recent anxiety. After all, there is no history of hair loss in our family.