Xu Lingjun's attention was always focused on the sight of "thousands of horses galloping", so much so that he didn't notice Li Jie's approach at all.
When he felt a strong thigh tap on his shoulder, he came back to his senses.
The moment he saw Li Jie, he took a step back consciously.
"What's wrong?"
Li Jie smiled and said: "He eats people?"
Xu Lingjun shook his head, but still said nothing.
In fact, he could feel Li Jie's kindness, and he was very touched and grateful for this.
But precisely because of this, he did not respond to Li Jie.
He was afraid of causing trouble for Li Jie.
after all……
"Old Xu, I can't do that."
Li Jie chuckled: "If you are a social person, if you refuse to communicate with them for a long time, you will get sick sooner or later."
"I used to read a lot, so I should be aware of this principle."
Xu Lingjun remained silent.
"Thanks."
After Diodong said those words, he immediately turned around and left.
However, when he wanted to leave but failed, he saw Li Jie grabbing his shoulders, and his legs were like iron pliers, tightly clamping his body.
"Lao Xu, I don't want to leave. He has something to tell me."
Hearing this, Xu Lingjun stopped in his tracks. Although he still didn't reply, his face clearly showed doubts.
That meaning is self-evident.
"I think, am I guilty?"
Lao Xu continued to be silent.
"Actually, whether I am guilty or not, I have an answer in my heart."
"Although people cannot choose their own birth, everyone has the right to choose their life. It all depends on themselves as to what kind of person they will be in the future."
"Subjective mobility is very important."
"Very well, many of our ancestors came from other backgrounds, but they did not hesitate to sacrifice their lives and blood for their careers."
"Even if the confinement period is difficult, they are still as good as dogs."
"Old Xu, I can't keep going east in such a decadent way."
"You can't keep yourself closed all the time."
"Actually, I should have noticed that there is nothing complicated in the pastoral area. Everyone's thinking is very simple."
"But if you have enough food and warm clothes, you will not be happy."
"As long as I am willing to take the initiative to change myself and try, they will accept me."
At that point, Li Jie stopped talking. Some words were inappropriate to say now.
Moreover, what he said was not as good as Xu Lingjun's own feelings.
The truth you understand yourself is far more profound than what you learned from them.
Immediately afterwards, Li Jie smiled and waved his legs to Xu Lingjun, and turned around and left without waiting for his reaction.
behind.
Xu Lingjun stared blankly at Li Jie's background. He stood there for a long, long time.
Those words shocked him far more than Li Jie expected.
Xu Lingjun has indeed been closing himself off from others.
He felt guilty,
Therefore, if their family is guilty, he is also guilty.
Therefore, he is closed off to himself. That way, if he dies one day in the future, it won't make people too sad.
At that time, he was like a dandelion, dispersed by the wind, leaving no trace behind.
'Did he do something wrong?'
'He has been refusing his good intentions for release. Isn't he doing something wrong?'
After thinking about it for a long time, Xu Lingjun didn't think about Minghong, Bu Nao. Although he was very Minghong, the seeds had been hidden away.
At least his mentality is not as pessimistic as before.
Those ancestors were not his goal.
Since he is guilty, he will atone!
Use actions to atone for your sins!
Thinking of this, Xu Lingjun couldn't help but ask himself, what can he do for the villagers?
After thinking about it for a while, he didn't seem to find a good way.
Apart from reading, he seems to have no other special skills.
good!
No, he can learn!
Just now, he thought of something. Is there no veterinarian in the brigade? Every time a horse gets sick, he has to go to the countryside to find a doctor.
Going to the countryside to find someone at your doorstep costs a lot, not to mention the distance.
If he could learn to treat horses, he would save a lot of people in the brigade.
The most important thing is no, time is also saved, and there is no need to run back and forth.
Moreover, horses are sick just like people, and they should not be delayed for too long. The longer the delay, the more serious the disease will be.
That’s right!
Just do it!
At this moment, Xu Lingjun made up his mind to study veterinary medicine and strive to become a veterinarian as soon as possible!
No, there is no veterinary textbook on his leg.
what to do?
Would you please go find help from ‘Gao Zhihua’?
If he comes from Shanghai, which is a big city, it should be easier to buy books about veterinarians.
The reason why Xu Lingjun thought of Li Jie immediately was because he had basically lost contact with his former friends.
Apart from Li Jie, could he really find no one to help him?
From noon to morning, Xu Lingjun finally made a decision.
He is ready to take the first step!
As night falls, it is extremely dark in the pastoral areas. When morning comes, almost every household goes to bed very early.
You don’t need to pay for lamp oil.
Save if you can.
Xu Lingjun took advantage of the darkness and came to the door of Li Jie's house. Although he had made a decision, when he actually arrived in front of the door, he hesitated.
Isn't it bad to trouble others like that?
They are neither relatives nor friends,
Just when he was about to give up, the slightly shabby door was suddenly opened.
The dim firelight shone on Xu Lingjun's face. From his perspective, Li Jie seemed to be standing in the light, smiling at him.
"He said there was something going on outside. It turned out to be me, Lao Xu."
"A rare visitor, really a rare visitor?"
"come on in!"
Li Jie saw a familiar smile on his face, and without asking Xu Lingjun whether he agreed or not, he forcefully dragged him into the house.
"Zhihua, who is this?"
At that time, Qin Nan's voice came in from outside.
"Old Xu."
Li Jie replied: "Nan Nan, I'll take out the bottle of wine from the back room and take some of the remaining beef."
"It's rare that Lao Xu is here. Let's have a nice drink with him."
"Well, it's good that the horse is here."
Hearing whether Li Jie wanted to bring wine or meat, Xu Lingjun even moved his legs.
"No need to bother, he doesn't drink, and he doesn't eat meat."
Li Jie smiled and patted him on the shoulder: "Lao Xu, we are all about the same age. Don't be so formal. We should eat and drink when we should."
"Don't be so tense."
"Besides, no one knows if we close the door and shut up."
As Li Jie spoke, he put his arm around his shoulders and pushed Xu Lingjun to the square table in a semi-forced manner.