Gu Han felt it very clearly.
It was difficult for him to count what kind of emotion Luo Wannian's despair felt. He only knew that gaining and losing again, seeing and not being able to touch, was the greatest cruelty and torture!
"You have seen my experience."
Luo Wannian continued: "I know that you have friends, relatives, lovers... you have everything, but I have nothing, nothing at all."
"You feel."
"If it were you and me, would you still be able to walk on the true path of being a sentient being?"
"..."
Gu Han didn't say anything. There were no what-ifs in the world. He didn't know if he would be the same as he is now if he and Luo Wannian were exchanged.
Instinct told him.
Most likely not.
"Let me ask another question."
Seeing that he didn't speak, Luo Wannian said again: "If you were me, what would you do?"
There was silence for a moment.
Gu Han slowly raised his head, stared at him, his eyes were a little red, and uttered a word coldly.
"kill!!!"
"..."
This time, it was Luo Wannian who was silent.
"really."
After a moment, he nodded, with a trace of regret flashing in his eyes: "You and I are still a little different. You are more decisive than me, you are more determined than me, and you are more ruthless than me... In fact, if you are in this situation,
In my position, the situation won't be that bad."
"I was wrong!"
"Big mistake!"
He whispered to himself: "If I had woken up earlier, if I had a decisive and cruel temperament like you, if I had taken precautions earlier..."
"There are no ifs in the world!"
"Yeah, no."
Luo Wannian was silent for a moment, and then said what he once said to Su Su: "So, I have to pay for my cowardice, my hesitation, and my mistakes!"
"One thing to say."
Gu Han suddenly said: "Actually, it was not you who was wrong."
"Even if you say so."
Luo Wannian glanced at him: "I won't let you go either."
"up to you!"
"do not worry."
Luo Wannian suddenly said again: "You are different from those people, and with your strength, you can still hold on for a while. Even if you are going to die, you will be the last one."
Talking room.
Like a zombie, he left the cabin again, and Gu Han's body followed him out involuntarily, pulled by the force of calamity.
The cabin was filled with despair.
But the Duke's Mansion was decorated with lanterns and colorful lights, and the gongs and drums were noisy, making it extremely festive.
"what are you up to!"
"..."
Luo Wannian didn't answer, but took advantage of most of the people greeting Luo Wen and the house was empty to take some gold, silver and jade articles, and then sneaked out through the back door.
When you come back.
Behind him was a huge burden.
He threw the baggage casually on the table, and many bottles and cans scattered out.
"You've been here twenty years."
Looking at the jade bottles, Luo Wannian seemed to be talking to Gu Han, or to himself.
"You should know."
"I read many, many books."
"There are countless books in the Duke's Mansion, and I have not missed any of them. In addition to scientific examinations, there are also miscellaneous books, leisure books, medical books... I have not missed any of these books."
Double dipped in despair and calamity.
Gu Han endured the pain of being assimilated into his consciousness and sighed: "Please tell me the key points."
"It's nothing."
Luo Wannian said seriously: "I just want to say that I really know a lot, more than you can imagine. If they accepted me, I would let them know my value, but they didn't."
"Mother said."
As he spoke, he looked at the spiritual tablet not far away and said dullly: "Try to make everything better. This sentence used to be my hope for survival. I have been trying, but... it doesn't work.
.”
"so."
"I'm ready to try to make everything worse."
Vaguely.
Gu Han seemed to understand what he was going to do.
"This is an illusion. What's the point of doing these things here?"
"have."
Luo Wannian thought for a while and said seriously: "Even if it is an illusion, you still have to do what you have to do. I will kill them, over and over again...never ending!"
"understood."
Gu Han sighed and suddenly stopped talking.
Even if it is an illusion.
Even though the real Luo Wannian has already become the master of all calamities.
Can……
He is still completing his own revenge in the same way as before!
This illusion is a reincarnation.
A reincarnation that can never be escaped for ten thousand years.
This fantasy is also a sustenance.
A sustenance attached to Luo Wannian's obsession, which he cannot bear and does not want to break!
"I read a lot of books."
Looking at the large and small medicine bottles on the table, Luo Wannian ignored him and said to himself: "So I know medical skills, I know witchcraft, and I also know...poison skills."
"pity."
"My medical skills cannot save my daughter."
"Can……"
"My poison technique can help her and help them take revenge."
Talking room.
He picked up one of the jade bottles and said in a daze: "For example, this one is just the most common medicine for bruises. This one..."
To be continued...