Sang Luo was slightly stunned when she heard this. She had never thought of this possibility.
She had a vague suspicion in her mind just now, but now that it came out of Chu Yanshu's mouth, she needed time to digest it.
It turns out that he is not just the messy young man in Xuanyuan Sect.
Or Chu Yanshu, who has experienced a life of being a demon.
It’s no wonder that when he was in the moon demon illusion that day, his inner demons were so heavy.
Seeing Sang Luo's stunned look, Chu Yanshu felt a little uneasy. He was silent for a long time, then suddenly stood up, hugged her in his arms, and said in a low voice,
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide it from you for so long."
"I'm just scared. I'm afraid you will blame me if you find out."
His voice was very soft,
"I once killed many people, causing a bloody storm in the world of cultivation. That mortal man Sang Luo also died indirectly at my hands, but..."
His voice was a little shaky,
"I did not destroy Xuanyuan Sect. I did not destroy Xuanyuan Sect."
"When I went there, Su Changluo was already dead."
"Sang Luo, please don't blame me."
In fact, he was really scared and afraid of this day coming.
Because he has done so many wrong things and killed so many people.
Sang Luo has always been upright and kind, and she is so bright.
He was very afraid, very afraid that she would hate him like that.
After all, those blood debts are indeed in his hands.
Even though he was reborn, standing on this land now, at the border between humans and demons, he saw the devastation of the world of cultivation.
Those are all caused by him.
Without him, perhaps the world of cultivation would not be like this, and those innocent people would not die.
Sang Luo lowered his eyes as he listened, raised his hand to gently caress Chu Yanshu's back, and sighed softly,
"You did do a lot of wrong things."
Chu Yanshu's back stiffened when he heard that. He didn't say anything, but hugged Sang Luo tighter.
Sang Luo was so strangled that he could hardly breathe. He coughed several times and could really feel Chu Yanshu's uneasiness.
"Don't be nervous first, I didn't say anything?"
She struggled to break free from his arms, and when she raised her eyes, she met those red eyes.
In the past, her peach blossom eyes were filled with a calm and gentle fox smile. At this moment, she had complex emotions, revealing uneasiness, self-blame, and guilt.
This time he saw the world of cultivation that was devastated and filled with blood, and he understood what wrong things he had done when he was temporarily blinded by hatred.
Naturally, he was also afraid that Sang Luo would not want him because of this.
So Chu Yanshu just looked at Sang Luo, not daring to do anything.
Sang Luo smiled at him, held his face and whispered,
"We just made a mistake. Now that we have a chance to start over, we can just start over."
Chu Yanshu seemed not to have expected that Sang Luo would do this to him. He looked intently at the bright and gentle smile in the girl's eyes, and suddenly felt a little sore in his eyes.
He didn't cry when the entire Chu family was wiped out. He didn't cry when he was seriously injured and had his heart eaten by thousands of ants. He didn't cry when he killed the Su and Gu families and was listed as an enemy by the entire cultivation world. He didn't cry when he was hunted everywhere, until he finally fell.
When you become a demon, you are exiled from the demon clan, and you have no time to live in a state of confusion all day long...
And the next moment, Sang Luo's words caused him to be defeated.
The girl looked at him intently, gently touched the corner of his eyes with her thumb, and spoke softly,
"What's more, in this game, you can't help yourself. You are just a pawn in other people's calculations."
She was in no position to blame Chu Yanshu.
Because if she had been in his position and position at that time, she might not have gone on the road to becoming a demon. So the so-called disaster was not the result of being deceived and used?
First update~
It’s the last few days of May. I’ve been off the list a bit these past two days. For the meager subsidy, I’m asking for recommendations and monthly votes like crazy~