Chapter 219 I will accompany her until Ah Li's birthday
Master Mingjing's eyes fluctuated slightly, obviously very moved by Gu Hanzhang's words.
One thought becomes a Buddha, one thought becomes a demon.
The word love hurts people deeply.
"Amitabha, if we reduce the number of killings and pay a higher price, we can allow the prince and his concubine to renew their relationship. I wonder if the prince is willing?"
Gu Hanzhang, who was still a little crazy at first, was stunned, immediately stood up from the futon, staggered and threw himself in front of Master Mingjing.
"Do you have any idea? I'm sorry, I shouldn't be disrespectful to the master. Please help me, master." Gu Hanzhang completely lowered his stance.
If anyone were here, they would definitely find it unbelievable that the arrogant and dignified Gu Hanzhang could be so humble.
Master Mingjing nodded, "Your Majesty, everything must be done with a sincere heart. As the Buddha says, sincerity will lead to spiritual success. If Your Majesty is willing to kneel in front of the Buddha and use his own blood to copy the "Avalokitesvara Sutra Directly" for seventy-seven forty-nine days.
, recite sutras and worship the Buddha for an hour every morning, noon and evening. By then, many karmic obstacles will be eliminated, and maybe there will be a chance to renew the relationship with the imperial concubine."
"Seriously?" Gu Hanzhang stared at Master Mingjing closely.
"Amitabha, monks don't lie." Master Mingjing still had a kind look on his face.
Gu Hanzhang nodded, "Okay, I will do it."
In the following days, Gu Hanzhang no longer went to the morning court. He would copy the "Guan Jing Zhi Zhi" in blood every day and recite the sutra for an hour in the morning, noon and evening.
When Cheng Feng came to see him, he had to wait for Gu Hanzhang to finish the matters at hand before talking to him, including making some decisions.
Seeing Gu Hanzhang's increasingly thin figure these days, Cheng Feng felt uncomfortable in every possible way.
You know, Gu Hanzhang has always been the envy of the noble men in the capital, but now he looks like this, with disheveled hair and disheveled clothes.
People are not like humans, and ghosts are not like ghosts.
Dressed in white clothes, if anyone saw him at night, they would probably be scared to death.
"Gu Hanzhang, wake up. What that old bald donkey said is all lies. Death is like a lamp going out. Everything is in vain now." Cheng Feng's eyes turned red.
If he had known that Gu Hanzhang would become what he is now because of Chaoli's death, he would never have let Gu Hanzhang get close to Shen Lianyi in the first place. Now he really regrets it.
It is clear that Gu Hanzhang only has Chao Li in his heart, and Chao Li's love for Gu Hanzhang is deep in his bones.
Gu Hanzhang's expression did not change at all, and it was not known whether he had listened to Cheng Feng's words. At this moment, he was still peeling the Buddhist beads with his left hand, knocking the wooden fish with his right hand, and still chanting sutras in his mouth.
"All appearances are false. If you see all appearances that are not appearances, then you will see the Tathagata..."
Cheng Feng finally couldn't help but stepped forward, grabbed Gu Hanzhang's shoulders, and pulled him up.
If it were normal times, Gu Hanzhang would not be the person Chengfeng could pull up without using any force. He would not be Gu Hanzhang's opponent at all.
But now, Gu Hanzhang had no popularity, so he was able to drag him in front of him without any effort at all.
"Gu Hanzhang, you've had enough! When Chaoli loved you so deeply, you didn't communicate with her properly. Her mother and Lu Xiuyuan, whom she considered her brother, both died tragically. You didn't care enough about her! A man who can afford it must let it go.
, the most important thing now
It's the prince! Chaoli is dead, she can't come back to life, but you have to continue to live! It is precisely because of Chaoli's death that you should live with her share. Look at you like this, even
How can we survive without the desire to live!"
Gu Hanzhang said expressionlessly, "Chengfeng, you don't understand, it's not that I don't want to talk to her, it's that she doesn't want to see me. Late at night, I can only go to see her secretly, for fear that she will get excited when she sees me. The doctor said that she can't
So excited. In the last month
I was busy with the prince's affairs during that time and neglected her, which led to her death. If she died, there would be no point in my life. Now that the prince has firmly established himself as the crown prince, all he needs to do is to finish it off until A Li's birthday.
, I will accompany her."
Yes, I happened to be able to finish writing on the 7749th day, which happened to be Chaoli's birthday.
Cheng Feng couldn't believe it, Gu Hanzhang actually wanted to die for Chaoli!
"Are you fucking crazy! Gu Hanzhang, you are a man, but you can't even think of committing suicide for a woman!" Cheng Feng almost wanted to wake him up.
"I'm telling you, I want you to make arrangements for me and remember to bury me and A-Li together. A-Li has always come to stick to me, and I'm scared to be alone down here. Letting her wait for me for three months is the limit." Gu Hanzhang said calmly.
Open your mouth.
Cheng Feng couldn't accept it, "Crazy, you are really crazy, I never realized how much you love her, why have you suddenly reached this point?"
"Yes, I did not love her at first. I only wanted to give her some dignity. But Cheng Feng, you never know how good A Li is, so I took her to heart without knowing it. I regret not doing it sooner.
I expressed my feelings to her. I thought she would understand that except for her, I don’t have any women in the backyard, only her." Gu Hanzhang smiled bitterly, "But it wasn't until she died and I saw those letters that I realized that we had missed a lot.
There are too many misunderstandings.”
If he could live again, he would definitely tell Chaoli everything in his heart.
It doesn't matter if he doesn't like to talk, he is willing to change for her.
But can they really see each other again?
Cheng Feng didn't know what to say anymore and could only cry silently. He really couldn't see Gu Hanzhang looking like this.
The scene changes to the day when Gu Hanzhang finished copying the scriptures.
At this time, Gu Hanzhang was only skin and bones, and his cheeks were deeply sunken. He left Hanye Temple silently, unable to listen to whatever Master Mingjing said.
Gu Hanzhang walked for who knows how long. His clothes were disheveled, his hair was disheveled, and his feet were covered with mud. He finally arrived at a lonely grave.
There is no tombstone in this tomb, only a bunch of mandala flowers tied with paper, which unfortunately have been soaked by the rain and faded.
There weren't many weeds in front of the grave. It was obviously not an old grave, and the people buried there hadn't been there for a long time.
"Ali, do you really hate me so much?"
"You have never entered my dreams these days, and I can't even see you again in my dreams."
"It doesn't matter, you can only be mine, even if you die. We must share the coffin, no one can separate us."
As soon as he finished speaking, Gu Hanzhang fell softly on the solitary grave, with blood spilling from the corner of his mouth.
Before closing his eyes, he stretched out his hand and gently touched the mandala flowers beside the grave.
"Ali, wait for me, okay? Don't walk too fast. I'm afraid I won't be able to catch you. And I owe you, I love you."
Gu Hanzhang opened his eyes and slowly sat up, only to find that he was sitting on the ground, and not far away Master Mingjing was looking at him with a smile.
I had a splitting headache, almost exploding, my mind was in chaos, and there was also a cramping pain in my heart.
Helpless, Gu Hanzhang could only breathe heavily and did not move again.
After Gu Hanzhang calmed down, he realized that his face was slightly pale.
"Master, did what I saw just now really happen?"
Do you still remember the white figure A Li saw in a trance in Chapter 31? In fact, the man in white she saw was the thin persimmon.