Xu Yanqing didn't seem to hear and took a few steps closer, but was stopped by Yu Zhi.
He took a deep breath and saw the bag in her hand.
"Going to buy food?"
"Yeah." Xu Yanqing passed him and wanted to go back to the ward. Yu Zhi glanced at her back. He grabbed her arm and followed her.
"Just have a word with me, okay?"
Xu Yanqing arched her shoulders and said, "I don't trust my mother alone. Let me go in."
"I just came out and she was still asleep." Yu Zhi tightened his hands, really couldn't bear to see her like this, as cold as if he was a stranger.
"You feel uncomfortable, please tell me, just like before."
Xu Yanqing pursed her lips tightly and pressed her back tightly against his chest, as if she could feel his heartbeat.
"Qingqing?"
She lowered her eyes, and Yuzhi subconsciously put his hand on her belly, fearing that she wouldn't be able to bear it, that she would be too sad and that if she couldn't vent it, people wouldn't be able to bear it.
Xu Yanqing put his hand on Yu Zhi's wrist and gently pushed it away.
"Don't worry, your child is fine."
Yu Zhi felt a little uncomfortable in his ears, "I'm worried about you..."
"Stop running around, it's quite hard." Xu Yanqing broke away from his arms. Without looking back, she opened the ward door and walked in.
Wang Linshan heard the movement and slowly opened her eyes.
"An'an..."
Xu Yanqing sat by the bed and saw that her head was covered in sweat, so she took out a tissue and wiped it with her.
"Mom, are you okay?"
"Yan Qing..."
Xu Yanqing clenched her teeth tightly as Xu An was taken away. After the body was donated, not even a complete body was saved.
Xu Yanqing was not willing to give up, but this was Xu An's plan early on. She had waited so hard for a heart. She didn't want her death to be in vain, and she also wanted to save others.
The hospital sought Xu Yanqing's opinion, and the ashes could be taken away or put into the cemetery together.
Xu Yanqing naturally wanted to take it home and bury it with his father.
"Stop looking for An An, Mom, An An is gone."
Wang Linshan swallowed a mouthful of sadness in her throat. The pain was heartbreaking. She sobbed and cried, "Why did the operation fail? I didn't even have time to say a few words to An An..."
Yu Zhi stood outside the ward, listening to the cries.
He couldn't hear Xu Yanqing's venting, and he was worried about her.
Xu Yanqing took the rice bowl out of the bag and said, "You haven't eaten anything for a day. Eat a few bites."
"Can't eat it."
She sat on the edge of the bed, holding the rice in both hands, "Mom, if... I hadn't insisted on letting An An undergo an operation, wouldn't this kind of thing have happened? She wouldn't have left so suddenly, right?"
Wang Linshan was startled, but then she quickly scolded her in a hoarse voice, "What are you thinking about? This matter has nothing to do with you."
"I just suddenly thought that if I am willing to accept my fate, An An..."
Xu Yanqing didn't say the next words. The lights in the ward were turned on, and the beam of light fell dimly on her shoulders, making her face whiter than the paper.
She blamed herself, and she couldn't accept it. She could hear An An calling her when she closed her eyes.
"Yan Qing, if something happens to you again, I really won't be able to survive."
Xu Yanqing handed over the meal so that she wouldn't be overwhelmed, "Mom, I only have you. If something happens to you, I won't be able to survive."
The voice was soft and faint, floating through the door panel to Yu Zhi's ears.
Xu Yanqing had already excluded him.
The door was between them. He could force his way in, but Xu Yanqing probably wouldn't want to see him.
In the evening, the mother and daughter did not go home immediately, and slept together on the same hospital bed.
Xu Yanqing hugged Wang Linshan tightly. She was so tired that she finally squinted for a while in the middle of the night.
But this sleep was not a solid one. When Xu Yanqing woke up, he was so frightened by the nightmare that he was covered in sweat.
She wanted to get up, but she smelled the smell of cigarette smoke between her nose.
Xu Yanqing tensed her body and did not move. The lights in the ward were turned off, but although the light coming from the window was not bright, it was enough for her to clearly see a figure sitting not far away.
Yu Zhi didn't smoke in the ward. He didn't know that the smell of smoke was on his body, which was also very sensitive to Xu Yanqing.
The man sat there, motionless, like a sculpture.
Xu Yan stared at that spot without saying a word.
After a long time, Yu Zhi stood up. The rustling of clothes sounded noisy to Xu Yanqing's ears.
He stood next to the hospital bed, feeling very oppressive. The bed was already small, and two people were squeezed into it. It must have been very uncomfortable for Yuzhi to see her sleeping on her side.
He bent down and wanted to kiss her face. Xu Yan listened to the sound of breathing getting closer and closer, and she turned her face away.
His eyes were closed, but his movements were avoided.
"Qingqing, are you awake?"
Yuzhi rubbed his fingers on her shoulders. His cell phone was not turned on, but the vibrating sound seemed very noisy in the extremely quiet environment.
He took it out and looked at the caller ID, hesitated, and walked out.
Xu Yanqing watched his back go out, and then the door was closed. She felt sick in her stomach and really wanted to vomit.
Yu Zhi was afraid of disturbing them, so he walked out for a while before answering the phone.
The call came from the secretary. There was something going on at the company that he needed to deal with overnight.
Xu Yanqing thought it was Zhao Sinan who was looking for him. After all, taking advantage of such an opportunity, her mind must have become active again.
However, there is no need to do so. No one will argue with her in the future.
The next day.
Before it was completely bright, Xu Yanqing took Wang Linshan out of the hospital first.
They returned to their home, and she helped her mother walk up step by step.
Wang Linshan walked with great difficulty, pressing the railing with one hand.
Upstairs, a neighbor was going downstairs to buy groceries and saw the enthusiasm on their faces. "Oh, isn't this Yan Qing? I haven't seen you for a long time."
Xu Yanqing reluctantly twitched the corners of her mouth and said, "Aunt Fu."
"You guys are back? Where's An An? I haven't seen this girl for a long time."
Aunt Fu's smile suddenly froze on her face. She saw Wang Linshan wiping away tears and Xu Yanqing also looking sad.
It was inconvenient for her to ask more questions, "Yan Qing, help your mother to rest quickly."
"Okay Aunt Fu, let's talk back."
The two walked up step by step. Aunt Fu stared at their backs and shook her head.
What evil did the Xu family commit in their last life? They were a good family of four, but now they are a mother and daughter dependent on each other.
Yu Zhi stayed up all night and didn't sleep all night.
He was thinking about Xu Yanqing and couldn't eat or sleep well. Before leaving the company in the morning, he asked Jiang Huai to pack a lot of food.
Yu Zhi walked into the ward and saw no one. The quilts on the bed were neatly stacked.
A nurse came in from outside, "The patient was discharged early in the morning, didn't you know?"
Of course he wouldn't know, because Xu Yanqing didn't tell him at all.
Has she already planned to completely divorce him?