"But she didn't mean to say it, she just said it when chatting."
Xu Yanqing couldn't help but sneer at the corner of her mouth, "This is a hint. As a psychiatrist, of course she can't tell you to die. But she will repeat in your ear over and over again that death is better than life.
"
People like them are mentally fragile. Who can withstand such a suggestion?
"Wenwen, have you felt anything wrong recently? For example, you have had hallucinations."
Ning Ruowen wanted to get up, but she couldn't move her body, and her facial features were wrinkled together in pain.
"How do you know? Sometimes I am in class, and suddenly I see Huo Jiao standing in front of me. I am so scared that I scream. My classmates are avoiding me now. They think..."
I think she has a mental problem.
"What about before your accident? Did you really see Huo Jiao, or was it a hallucination?"
"It's her. She changed schools, but she was unwilling to accept it. She blocked me twice at the school gate. Doctor Tang was right, some hardships are unbearable."
"That's right, she's a murderer."
Xu Yanqing sat down by the bed, "Don't take the medicine at home, don't read the books, and I'll take away your chocolate and aromatherapy. You believe me, when you slowly recover, you
You will feel that life is really good."
"Sister, I really can't... I'm afraid of Huo Jiao."
Xu Yanqing touched her head and said, "I will help you, trust me."
The next day.
Xu Yanqing went to Dr. Tang as usual.
Before entering the office, she adjusted a button on her coat.
Xu Yanqing smelled the familiar scent of incense. She lay on the soft sofa and talked to Dr. Tang.
"Why haven't you seen me coming with you recently?"
Xu Yanqing had a sad look on his face, "I injured him, Doctor Tang, do you think my illness is getting worse and worse and it can't be cured?"
"No, as long as you don't give up on yourself."
"But I feel that living is very tiring, you know? Many times, I hope that I live in a dream and never wake up."
Xu Yanqing's condition, looking at it this way, is indeed very bad.
Doctor Tang took Zongzhang's money to do things for him, and he told her that it would be best to drive Xu Yanqing completely crazy.
Zongzhang doesn't mind having a madman.
In Dr. Tang's opinion, Zong Zhang was born with hatred out of love, so why would it be difficult to drive Xu Yanqing crazy? Or just help him and kill him.
"Sometimes, people are really not as comfortable as animals. For example, a bird flutters its wings and flies high, and it will be fine even if it falls..."
Xu Yanqing closed her eyes, her face was already cold, and her face was almost blurred by tears.
Doctor Tang watched, and the corners of his lips gradually raised into a smile.
Xu Yanqing was in so much pain, if she was allowed to die, she would be helping her.
"Doctor Tang, if I fall down like a bird, will I feel very painful? As long as I close my eyes, there is no need to be afraid?"
Doctor Tang was talking next to him, his voice as gentle as usual, like a lead, holding onto Xu Yanqing's soul, trying to lead her to a path of no return.
"Everyone has a different understanding of pain. Some people feel that she cannot bear to live in fear every day. She is tortured every day for 365 days a year, but what about death..."
"It will clear away all your pain in an instant. From now on, you will no longer be bound by suffering."
Xu Yanqing listened to every word.
Who can handle this if it falls on the ears of mentally fragile students?
Xu Yanqing suppressed the anger that was about to burst out, "I think what you said is really good. It even makes me feel that death is not terrible at all."
Xu Yanqing had a heart-to-heart talk with Dr. Tang for a long time.
Dr. Tang did not hint that Xu Yanqing would return to Tokugawa City. Anyway, a person who wants to die can die no matter where he is.
Xu Yanqing has met Huo Xijing more frequently these days.
When she came back in the evening, she was standing at the door of Jinxiu Tiandi, holding a huge gift bag in her hand, but did not go in.
She wanted the security guard to help deliver the things inside.
But the security guard refused. "If something happens, we can't be responsible."
"It's just a toy."
"The people living there are all respectable people. Who would accept such an unknown thing?"
Xu Yanqing clenched the bag, just as Yu Zhu's car drove in from outside and stopped at the door.
She couldn't see the people in the car clearly, but she heard a full voice, "Mom!"
Xu Yanqing hurriedly walked to the window and slowly lowered the window. She wanted to get out of the car.
"Mom, you finally came to see me. I think you are going crazy."
As the girl spoke, her eyes immediately turned red. Xu Yanqing felt uncomfortable and hurriedly raised the bag in her hand.
"Look, mommy bought you a doll."
I was so full that I didn’t even see what was inside, “Thank you, Mom, I like it so much.”
Xu Yanqing took the doll out of the bag and handed it to her daughter.
"So beautiful."
Yu Zhi glanced out of the corner of his eye and saw that his expression was a little cold, as was his tone of voice.
He reached out and patted his full back, "Didn't Aunt Jiang buy this for you? You think the color of the clothes is not good-looking."
Xu Yanqing heard this and wanted to put it back, which made her somewhat at a loss.
"It's okay, mom will change it tomorrow."
"No, I want this. I like everything mom gives me."
Fully quickly hugged it in her arms. She turned her head and looked at Yu Zhui, "Dad, I want mom to get in the car and go back with me to play for a while."
Yu Zhi knew that Huo Xijing had visited Xu Yanqing several times recently.
If she really wanted to see her daughter, if she really wanted to go home, why didn't she even give him a call?
"No, we have to go back."
"I haven't seen my mother for a long time, and I want to be with her."
Xu Yanqing gently put his hand on the car door, "How about we just hang out here for a while and talk?"
Without waiting for Yu Zhi to answer, Suan Bang already nodded, "Okay, it'll be fine in a while."
She even wanted to get out of the car window.
Xu Yanqing opened the car door and carried her to the ground. Mother and daughter took a few steps to the side.
"Mom, dad said you are sick, how are you now?"
"Much better, mom is working hard to recover."
Xu Yanqing knelt down and gently held her daughter's shoulders with both hands, "Mom will be fine soon. When the time comes, mom can take you wherever you want to go."
Yu Zhi looked outside. Xu Yanqing didn't know what he said to his daughter, but he kept laughing.
This kind of happiness doesn't seem to belong to him.
He was a little jealous and a little unhappy.
Yu Zhi said: "When you are full, come here, we are going home."