Xu Yanqing hurriedly hid the suicide note behind her back, "Mom, it's Jiang Huai."
"Is there any news from Yu Zhi?"
Xu Yanqing could only force a smile and said, "Well, I said I'd be back in the next two days."
"That's good, that's good. You have to sleep well at night. You can't stay up like this."
"good."
Xu Yanqing returned to the room and gently pushed the door closed.
There was only a honey-colored wall lamp in the room. She sat on the edge of the bed and unfolded the suicide note again.
When Xu An was writing, he cried so much that the wrinkles on the paper were the marks left by the dried tears.
"I originally thought that after today, I would be a normal person. I could go shopping with my sister from morning to late at night, and my sister would no longer have to worry about whether I could bear it. I could also accompany my mother to square dances. Every time
, she can only stand there and watch, I want to take the first step with her..."
"Sister, we have struggled until now and refuse to accept our fate, but it turns out that people really can't resist fate."
"There has never been a suitable heart..." When Xu An wrote these words, he wrote so hard that the paper was torn.
"But it doesn't matter. I don't feel sad at all, but I'm really afraid that you will be sad. I'm afraid that you won't be able to accept this reality. In fact, I really want to leave and go find my father."
Several years had passed, but Xu Yanqing had only read half of this suicide note, and her tears had already fallen.
I can't help it, my heart still hurts.
"Sister, I am writing the next words to you. Can you please let yourself go? Ever since you were a child, you have been so tired. It seems that you have only one goal in your life, and that is to keep me alive."
"I know you too well. You will soon blame yourself for insisting on operating on me. You will feel that you killed me..."
"Sister, are you stupid? Even if I go back well today, I will wait to die when I go home."
"I really don't want to taste that kind of feeling anymore. Waiting to die... is far easier than dying directly."
"After seeing this, you may cry again, please don't cry, okay? Please, promise me, after crying this last time, you will be happier in the future."
"By the way, after I leave, the kidney will be transplanted to Wang Min. I met her once. She is just like me, so young. She also wants to live, even more than I do."
When Xu An wrote this, he added a parenthetical sentence at the end for fear of being implicated.
"I begged my brother-in-law to take me to Wang Min. As you know, he loves me and can never resist my begging. But this time is different. I begged for a long time."
"I signed a donation letter, but I didn't tell my brother-in-law, nor did I tell you. Sister, I just think... no matter it is me or Wang Min, whoever survives will be a good thing."
"There are two people who are going to die. No matter who lives, it will be fine."
"Sister, don't think you can't accept it just because it's me who died, okay? I've always told you to let yourself go. In fact, if it weren't for the medicines given by my brother-in-law, I wouldn't be alive now."
"You have helped me snatch my life from the Lord of Hell for so long. During this time, I have been so happy. I have eaten the most delicious cakes in the world and watched the most beautiful fireworks in the world."
"The most important thing is that I see the most suitable person for you appearing next to you."
"Brother-in-law is really nice. He only entered our family because he likes you. After I die, I hope you and him will be fine. Just promise me, sister..."
Xu Yanqing's eyes were completely blurred, and the paper in his hand was shaking.
Her tears fell on the paper, and she quickly wiped them away with her hands.
"Some things can't be left to time. Life is too short, so short that I won't even give you time to regret it."
"Sister, take good care of your mother, and you must be happy."
Xu An's last works.
Xu Yanqing placed the suicide note beside him.
She covered her face with her hands and did not cry, but her tears flowed into her palms.
Xu Yanqing never knew that An An had left a suicide note.
She read it word for word and could even memorize it.
An An is right, there are some things that just cannot be left to time.
She shouldn't have blamed Yu Zhi for so long, nor should she have blamed herself for so long.
Punishment is too strong a word, let alone one's own happiness as a burial object.
When Xu Yanqing went out, it was already dawn. She changed her clothes and rinsed her face vigorously with cold water.
When Huang Ding found her, she was squatting opposite the restaurant, her eyes red from the heat.
"Have you slept in the past two days? I think you are dying..."
Xu Yanqing looked outside the glass window without blinking.
"The waiter who testified that Yu Zhi went to the back door has not come to work for several days, and no one is home."
"So what? She is an important witness. Don't worry, the police will not let her leave Nanhuai City."
Only then did Xu Yanqing's eyes fall on Huang Ding's face.
"I want him to come out, Dingding... I have a lot to say to him."
"You are completely concerned and confused. Who is he? Do you think such a thing can really trap him?"
Xu Yanqing lowered his eyes, "Yes, no."
"Yan Qing... don't worry about his safety, worry about yourself. Or think about how to explain to him?"
Xu Yanqing didn't even have the slightest idea of explaining.
"Ding Ding, you don't understand him. Even if everyone in the world doubts me, he won't."
Huang Ding moved his mouth, feeling sorry for her, but said nothing more.
In the evening, it started to rain in Nanhuai City.
Xu Yanqing ran around all day, and when he arrived at the police station, his body was already wet.
Diagonally opposite the police station was a bus stop. Xu Yanqing sat down, it was very close to him.
The Yu family's car turned from the opposite side and drove very fast as it passed the platform, but Yu Yi still saw Xu Yanqing through the glass.
Yu Zhi left the interrogation room and when he walked outside, he saw Yu Yi.
"You're finally fine." Yu Yi quickly stepped forward, looking surprised and happy, "But we were so anxious."
"What's the rush? You can't convict me of anything."
Seeing that he was about to walk out, Yu Yi hurriedly grabbed the man's arm and said, "Those reporters seem to know that you are fine. I have already found a way to move them away. Just go home."
"besides……"
Yu Yi held Yu's arm's hand and tightened it slightly, "Xu Yanqing will probably receive the news. If she framed you, she might come to you and use some cruel trick. Don't believe her words anymore."
Yu Zhi took his hand out and continued walking outside.
Suddenly, a familiar figure appeared in Xu Yanqing's eyes, and she thought she had seen it wrong.