She lightly covered her ears with her palms, "If you want to say something, say it nicely. Don't come close, I'm ticklish."
"I'm just afraid that you can't hear me." Yu Zhi's voice still contained a lingering note, "If you think it's not enough, I can turn on the light and say it."
"don't want."
Xu Yanqing was already grabbing the quilt, trying to cover herself up.
But helplessly, there was a strong man sitting on the thin quilt, and she couldn't pull it away at all.
Yu Zhi's arms came over, hugged her shoulders and lay on the bed together. She wanted to turn over and leave her back to him, but he wouldn't let her.
Yuzhi pulled her into his arms forcefully, Xu Yanqing pressed her face against his chest, and could hear the strong beating of her heart.
She arched her head in front of him, "Can you sleep now?"
"cannot."
Yu Zhi raised his hand and touched her, "How come you didn't react at all when you heard what I said?"
Xu Yanqing was not unresponsive, her heartbeat had not returned to normal for a while. She wanted to hide, but was restrained by Yu Zhi and could not move.
"Some words should be said. Let's not guess. I love you. I have already said it. It's your turn."
Xu Yanqing's pursed lips moved, "I just said it earlier than you did. I said we would get married in the future."
"Being able to get married doesn't mean anything."
"Yu Zhu, that's a marriage!"
How many people have Yu Zhi seen who are in love with each other? "Do my sister and brother-in-law just love each other? The person I want to marry must be someone I love deeply, and...she must love me too, so I have to be the one."
"
Xu Yan's face became thinner after thinking about it for a while, "Yeah."
Yu Zhi hugged her over and hugged her tighter. He hid regret in his heart and regretted to the extreme. "I broke up with you that day, not because I didn't believe you, but because I couldn't feel that you loved me."
"I'm afraid of returning to a cyclical dead end. I won't be able to warm your stone-like heart, but I'll end up hurting myself."
Xu Yanqing raised his hand and touched the corners of the man's mouth that opened and closed.
"How could it be? I obviously told you that I have given up everything and we can be together."
Yu Zhi lowered his body and buried his face in front of Xu Yanqing. Only with Xu Yanqing could he feel such a strong sense of worry about gain and loss.
"You said you gave up, but you don't love me. Maybe it's because of the situation, or maybe because you think I'm just a good choice. Qingqing, I don't see any hope of continuing."
Yu Zhi didn't want to go all the way to the dark side. The hopelessness swept him into a bottomless pit.
If he continues to let it go, he will only sink into the whirlpool of self-torture and drown himself in it.
Xu Yanqing didn't know any of this.
In this relationship, she was always pushed by Yu Zhi. He was domineering and wouldfully plundered, but she never knew he was so sensitive.
What he wanted was very simple, just one sentence.
Don't be ambiguous, don't guess at yourself, just say something very certain.
"Yu Zhi, I love you too. Also, I'm sorry. I should have made it clear to you earlier. If something happened to you that time in Guanpu Village, I would not forgive myself."
Xu Yanqing was glad that the two of them lived well and could talk about love slowly.
So what if it's disgusting? He likes to hear it, and so does she.
Nothing can compare with the word "love".
Yu Zhi bit her, neither lightly nor severely, but in the wrong place.
Xu Yanqing felt numb and numb before she opened her mouth, but Yu Zhi stepped forward and kissed her lips.
He rubbed it gently in front of her, then placed his palm on her heart.
"I will compensate you for the torn wedding dress. You must choose the best and most unique one in the world."
Come to think of it, Yu Zhi always feels sorry for her.
Especially when she found out that Xu Yanqing was taken by him to try on wedding dresses, she actually wholeheartedly wanted to be with him.
When his scissors went down, Xu Yanqing's heart was cut into pieces, right?
"I deserve everything. I bring it upon myself. You are right to never forgive me for the rest of your life."
Yu Zhi kissed the corner of her lips, "I'm sorry."
"Yes, I should punish you."
"Tell me, what's the punishment? As long as it doesn't separate us, anything will do."
Xu Yanqing gently held his face with her palms and traced his ears lightly with her fingers. His hair was very short, and when she touched it with her fingertips, she could still feel the hardness at the roots.
"I'll punish you by believing in me and believing that I love you from now on, okay?"
Yu Zhi took Xu Yanqing's hand, squeezed it tightly, put it to his lips and kissed it.
"Okay, I believe it, I believe you."
"Yu Zhi, I want to touch your scar."
Yu Zhi paused for a moment while kissing her, "What's wrong?"
"I just want to touch it."
Xu Yan heard the rustling sound and stood up stubbornly, placing his knees against her sides. He grabbed her hand and placed it gently on the mottled scars.
She had never touched it as well as she did this time.
Xu Yanqing's fingertips stroked it back and forth, feeling distressed. She imagined that he was trapped in that car accident, the fire burned through the fabric, and he could only watch helplessly as he was burned in despair.
Her heart throbbed painfully.
"Is there any way to remove this scar?"
"Is there anything to get rid of?" Yuzhi disagreed, "No one can see this place except you."
At this moment, he no longer felt any pain.
It's just that when it's cloudy and rainy, I feel a little itchy.
Xu Yanqing's eyes were slightly sore. In fact, there had been so many times between them that they almost never had it again.
"Yu Zhi, I want to kiss you."
Of course that's good, he doesn't want it.
"Come." Yu Zhi wanted to reach out and pull her.
Xu Yan leaned forward and kissed the side of his leg, where his scar was.
The skin there was no longer so sensitive, it was just a piece of stiff flesh, but Yu Shi couldn't stop her from doing this.
He subconsciously wanted to hide behind him.
Xu Yanqing hugged his leg. As the two of them pulled and pulled, her center of gravity became a little unstable and her face hit somewhere else.
Yu Zhi took a breath of air, and the air around him seemed to freeze suddenly.
She was so frightened that she stepped back. Unexpectedly, there was an extra hand on her chin.
Yu Zhi's voice was hoarse. "You've touched me, so don't hide."
"Who asked you to move? Let go."
"Qingqing..."
Xu Yanqing was most afraid of him calling her name like this. There was a hint of lingering affection in the affection, and the ambiguous aura swept over her, binding her body and wrapping her heart.
The strange feeling that surged through my body was really killing me.
"I think I'm okay."
"What can I do?" Xu Yanqing pinched her face and her speech became unclear.
"You can come again, many times. I originally wanted to let you go tonight, but I see that you are as interested as me."
Xu Yanqing wanted to push his hand away, "Don't talk nonsense, who is the same as you."