Chu Yunxi was in so much pain that he didn't know how to express his emotions. He could only insert his fingers into his hair and hold on to his hair.
Compared with what he had done, what was the importance of Jun Lingyun hiding the emperor's mastermind from her and destroying the Sikong family?
Maybe Jun Lingyun did that not only for the emperor, but also to protect her.
The Xiao family, Jun Hongyan, Aunt Liu and Chu Xueer have all reached the end of their ropes. The past has left them with only one emperor left.
Together with Jun Lingyun, she will surely find a solution. Chu Yunxi comforted herself, but she could not reconcile with herself.
Throughout the night, Chu Yunxi sometimes giggled, sometimes cried bitterly, sometimes fell into memories, and sometimes his eyes were dull.
In the midst of self-denial and reconstruction, he struggled to and fro. After an unknown number of rounds, Chu Yunxi finally struggled to his feet.
What she has to face is the present. If she remains immersed in the past forever, she will fail her in this new life.
As for whether to forgive her or not, leave it to Jun Lingyun to decide.
Chu Yunxi stepped out of the door of the library tower. She was sleeping on the bed and slowly opened her eyes.
What caught his eye was Jun Lingyun's face of surprise. He carefully reached out and wiped away the tears from the corners of Chu Yunxi's eyes.
"Xi'er, I'm sorry, I made you sad. From now on, I will never hide anything from you again. Please forgive me this time, okay?"
After Jun Lingyun finished speaking, he waited for Chu Yunxi's eyes to look sad, disappointed, or angry.
Chu Yunxi put her arms around his neck and pulled his body to her.
Jun Lingyun was stunned when she heard Chu Yunxi's words with a thick nasal voice:
"Ling Yun, I have something to confess to you."
"Xi'er, don't cry. If you have something to say, please speak slowly."
Jun Lingyun took advantage of the situation to support Chu Yunxi's body and helped her up.
Chu Yunxi was like a pendant, hanging on his body and refusing to come off.
Jun Lingyun felt distressed and happy at the same time. She felt sorry that Chu Yunxi had endured so much pain in her two lives, and was happy that she did not alienate herself from him because of her concealment.
He patted Chu Yunxi's back gently to calm her down.
"Xier, what do you want to say to me?"
What does Xi'er mean by being frank?
Chu Yunxi reluctantly hugged Jun Lingyun again before letting go. She didn't know what kind of result she would get after telling everything.
But she could no longer hide anything from Jun Lingyun. Otherwise, she would only suffer the condemnation of her conscience every day.
She looked into Jun Lingyun's eyes.
"Ling Yun, I, I know that you are reborn."
Jun Lingyun's eyes were filled with shock, confusion, and uneasiness. What did Chu Yunxi mean by this? How did she know?
She knew she was reborn, but did she also know what happened in her previous life? How is that possible?
Chu Yunxi interrupted Jun Lingyun's chaotic thoughts before he could figure it out, let alone ask questions.
"Me too."
"What did you say? What did you do too?"
Jun Lingyun felt that all the blood in his body was stagnant. He understood what he said, but he didn't understand. Could it be Chu Yunxi?
"I have also lived two lives. On the same day as you, the day of the palace banquet, I also just came back from the dead."
Chu Yunxi said it clearly this time, and Jun Lingyun completely understood it even if he didn't want to understand.
In her previous life, Xi'er also remembered how the concubine and her husband worked together to frame her, how the entire Chu family was massacred, and how her own life was worse than death. Xi'er also remembered it.
He also suspected that Chu Yunxi was pretending to take refuge with Jun Hongyan and treated her more harshly.
In order to test her mind, she was almost insulted by Jun Hongyan again.
At this moment, the emotions in Jun Lingyun's eyes were complicated and difficult to describe.
Chu Yunxi endured the heartache and continued:
"At that time, I didn't know that you were also reborn. I, I only thought about my own pain and hatred. I wanted you to help me. I wanted to take revenge and protect the Chu family. Although, I also wanted to repay your kindness.
But after all, I took advantage of your feelings."
Jun Lingyun's heart trembled, Xi'er stayed by his side, but she didn't love him, now, too?
He grabbed Chu Yunxi's shoulders with force, as if a beast was about to break out of its cage in his heart. If everything Chu Yunxi did to him was just an act, what should he do?
"I don't care if you take advantage of me, I just want to know if you fall in love with me?"
Chu Yunxi doesn't know if the two people's positions were reversed, whether she would be as firm in love as Jun Lingyun. How can a woman with such an affectionate man be so hard-hearted?
She nodded seriously.
"I know clearly that I betrayed you in my last life and caused you trouble, so I don't deserve to have you, but my heart is still sinking. Ling Yun, are you still willing to have me like this?"
The evil aura on Jun Lingyun's body dissipated instantly, and she felt extremely satisfied. Looking at Chu Yunxi's tears rolling down her face, she hugged her into her arms.
"Xi'er, stop talking nonsense. The choice has always been in your hands. As long as you are willing, I am yours, forever."
Chu Yunxi hugged Jun Lingyun back, closed her eyes, and felt his hot temperature.
"You really don't hate me or blame me?"
Jun Lingyun raised the corners of his lips.
"Of course I hate you, I blame you."
After he said this, you could feel Chu Yunxi stiffening and his smile getting bigger.
"I hate you for being blind. I blame you for not protecting my princess."
Chu Yunxi's heart was racing around the ground and the sky. He clenched his pink fist and hit Jun Lingyun twice. This made Jun Lingyun laugh.
He hugged Chu Yunxi tighter.
"Xi'er, from now on you must open your eyes wide and recognize the dangers in the world. Don't suffer any more losses. Also, if you feel sorry for me, love me more."
The pearls that Chu Yunxi had just held back fell down again with great success.
"I will never let you down again. For the rest of my life, you will never leave me, and I will never abandon you."
Jun Lingyun felt like a spring breeze, this must be the most beautiful love words he had ever heard in his life.
I thought that having his father's secret exposed by Aunt Liu would create a gap between him and Chu Yunxi.
But unexpectedly, it was a blessing in disguise. Instead, they met each other sincerely, without any secrets. However,
"Xi'er, how did you learn about my rebirth?"
Chu Yunxi wiped her tears, raised her little face, and said with a troubled expression:
"Ling Yun, if I tell you, don't think that I'm crazy."
Jun Lingyun scratched her nose in a funny way.
"We have all experienced rebirth. I cannot accept anything more bizarre."
Chu Yunxi thought about it too.
"Actually, I told you before, but you didn't believe it."
"Huh?" Jun Lingyun raised his eyebrows. Could it be that he has lost his memory?
Chu Yunxi smiled mysteriously.
"I told you, you knew it in your dream?"
Jun Lingyun's expression became even more exciting.
"Xi'er, aren't you kidding?"
Chu Yunxi shook his head with a sincere expression.
"Of course I'm not joking. Since I was reborn, I have been dreaming at night. In my dream, there is a library tower with many books in it, covering everything."
"So, did you learn those weird skills from this dream library tower?"
Jun Lingyun thought of Chu Yunxi's small pills, and believed Chu Yunxi's words.
As expected, children can be taught, so Chu Yunxi continued to explain.
"Well, there are even biographies of emperors, queens, princes, and princesses of various countries."