The small porcelain spoon in Su An's hand fell into the bowl and made a crisp sound!
Su An looked at Gu Jingchen blankly, her mind going blank for a moment.
Gu Jingchen...what are you talking about?
Did he agree that she aborted the child?
And it’s because…
Su An kept repeating the reasons given by Gu Jingchen just now in his mind.
for……
If it doesn’t affect the new relationship between the two of them in the future, the child... will become a drag?
Oh……
Su An sneered in her heart.
The lake in my heart that had been calm for many days felt as if a meteorite suddenly fell, causing a dull pain all over my body.
Gu Jingchen is really a...complete egoist.
When he wanted to keep the child and raise her well, he used those high-sounding reasons to persuade her.
Now that he realized that the child might become an obstacle, he gave up without hesitation.
That's right.
After all, no one can guarantee that Ye Kexin will really stay in the hospital bed for the rest of his life.
What if I really wake up one day?
Then how could his "Sister Xin'er" allow him to raise his own children?
After all, even if this child is born, it is just a tool used to cultivate heirs.
Among them, who is the cold-blooded one!!!
Su An took a deep breath, not wanting to show too many emotions in front of Gu Jingchen.
Should be happy.
When Gu Jingchen lets go, no one will stop her anymore.
Although this little guy has no fate with her.
But when he returns to heaven, he will definitely find a pair of parents who hold him in their hands next time.
Su An silently comforted herself in her heart.
But I don't know why, just thinking that his fate has really been decided makes my eyes sore.
Tears were already welling up in her eyes, and Su An turned around quickly.
"It's good that you can think it through. I also think this is the best. I'll make a phone call. You can eat first."
Su An suppressed her emotions, left a word, tensed her body, and walked towards the door of the ward without looking back. She was already depressed to the limit.
As soon as I arrived outside the door——
Two lines of hot tears could no longer be held back and fell directly from the eyes!
"Woo..."
Su An didn't want to cry, so she hurriedly covered her mouth, lowered her head and leaned against the wall, letting her tears flow freely.
She didn't know why she was crying.
I just suddenly felt so sad, so sad.
Originally, she thought that she was ready to be separated from this little guy.
But I never thought that I would hear the word "drag" from Gu Jingchen's mouth!
This is how he sees their children…
A drag, a trouble, a burden.
It shouldn't be there and it shouldn't be needed.
Su An felt a pinprick-like pain in her heart, and her lower abdomen suddenly felt a dull throbbing pain.
She subconsciously covered it with her hands, and there was only sadness in her eyes.
Baby……
Did you also hear what dad just said?
sorry……
It's your mother's fault for not finding a father who loves you...
Su An's vision was blurred by tears and she didn't want to think about what Gu Jingchen had just said, but every word kept popping up in her ears.
Just then——
Her cell phone suddenly buzzed!
Su An's mood was suddenly interrupted, and she hurriedly picked up the phone, and then her expression changed slightly.
She stared at the name on the screen, quickly adjusted her mood, and then picked up the phone.
"Hello? Doctor Zhang, hello."
Su An was the first to say hello.
Dr. Zhang heard her tone of voice a little strange, but he didn't ask any more questions and went straight to the point.
"Ms. Su, I just want to ask how your abortion surgery is going? If it can be done in the near future, don't waste any more time. Your body..."
"I see."
Su An suddenly interrupted Dr. Zhang's words, and her heart instantly sank to the bottom.
Gu Jingchen has already said that...
This time, no one will stop her.
She took a deep breath and slowly continued, "Don't worry, I won't make fun of my body. I will have an abortion in the next few days. I will tell you after the abortion."
"Okay, then hurry up."
Hearing her promise, Dr. Zhang breathed a sigh of relief, gave a few more instructions, and then hung up the phone.
Su An put down her phone and wiped her tears. Her heart was filled with despair and she couldn't make any more ripples.
She calmed down for a while, then pretended to be nonchalant and turned back to the ward.
As soon as he opened the door, he was met with Gu Jingchen's eyes that seemed to be filled with worry.
Su An paused slightly and subconsciously avoided looking at him.
Then he said directly, "There will be recovery time after the abortion surgery. I have to take care of you these days. Once you are well, I will do the surgery."
Her tone was calm, and she had swallowed all her emotions back.
Gu Jingchen noticed her slightly red and swollen eyes, and his heart suddenly tightened.
Did An An cry?
No wonder I was out for so long just now...
Would she feel the same reluctance to let go of that child as he did?
But the person she loves is clearly Lu Ziting!
Why do you have such deep feelings for their two children?
Or is it just because she has a kind nature and thinks the child is innocent?
Gu Jingchen's eyes dimmed. He knew he shouldn't think about this anymore, but he still couldn't help but think about it.
Now, nothing is as important as Su An's body.
In order for her to have a smooth operation, he was willing to be the bad guy!
This child cannot be kept under any circumstances!
When her illness is cured, she will have children.
Just until then...
It has nothing to do with him, Gu Jingchen.
Gu Jingchen's hands hidden under the quilt had already bulged with veins, but his face was still calm. He pretended not to notice anything unusual about Su An, nodded lightly, and replied with only one word.
"good."
There was a silence in the ward.
Su An sat on the sofa with a tired look, not in the mood to care whether Gu Jingchen had eaten or not.
Perhaps because they were about to have an abortion, both of them were feeling a little depressed.
And it lasted until night.
The sky is getting dark.
Su An prepared some simple dinner for Gu Jingchen, and planned to rest on the accompanying bed nearby.
She was extremely tired, and fell asleep not long after she lay down.
Gu Jingchen didn't feel sleepy at all. When he heard that Su An was fast asleep, he turned his head and stared at her sleeping face openly, his eyes full of reluctance.
For a long time——
Su An didn't know what he was dreaming about, and suddenly he frowned and turned over!
The escort bed was originally narrow, but when she turned over, half of her body was hanging out of the bed, and she was about to fall off if she moved again!
Gu Jingchen's heart skipped a beat, and he immediately got out of bed without saying a word, and stepped forward to put Su An back to her original position.
But once his hand touched her warm skin, he couldn't move away.
It's been a long time since...he hasn't slept with his An An.