The confusion in Su An's eyes deepened, and her brain, which was originally confused due to physical discomfort, was also thrown into chaos.
Why……
Why did Gu Jingchen start to be gentle to her again?
Was it a little "reward" given to her because she was satisfied that she had "obediently" aborted the child?
No……
She doesn't need this kind of thing!
Su An lowered his eyes and subconsciously placed his palms on his lower abdomen. The suppressed emotions suddenly surged out, and his eyes suddenly became sore.
Immediately afterwards——
She suddenly struggled hard!
"An'an? What's wrong?"
Gu Jingchen was startled by her sudden resistance and almost threw him to the ground!
Afraid of Su An getting hurt, he had no choice but to let go and put her down.
Su An didn't say a word. As soon as her feet touched the ground, she immediately turned around and walked towards the ward without looking back!
But his steps were a little frivolous. He just took two steps and his figure suddenly swayed!
"An'an!!!"
Gu Jingchen was so shocked by her that his heart skipped a beat, and he immediately stepped forward to hold her arm.
Su An still wanted to break free.
But Gu Jingchen's strength was surprisingly strong, and he said helplessly.
"An'an, you just finished the operation, please be obedient, okay? If you don't like me hugging you, then I won't hug you. I will hold you and we will walk back slowly. Is that okay?"
Gu Jingchen's tone was almost cautious.
With that said, he tentatively helped Su An move forward.
Su An's eyes flickered for a moment, but after all, he didn't say anything and continued to walk forward in silence.
When the two of them finally returned to the ward, her face had already turned paler than before.
Even the blood on his lips was gone.
As soon as he entered the door, Gu Jingchen immediately let Su An lie on the bed.
"An'an, you should rest first. Just take good care of yourself these days. Don't do anything. I'll ask someone to prepare some supplements. Your complexion is too bad now..."
Su An listened to Gu Jingchen's concerned words, but felt nothing in her heart.
The next second——
She suddenly interrupted, "Gu Jingchen, are you relieved now?"
"What?"
Gu Jingchen was still thinking about what supplements to eat after the miscarriage, and he couldn't recover for a while.
Su An couldn't help but blush.
She held back her tears, her eyes filled with rare stubbornness, and she just stared at Gu Jingchen and repeated the question just now.
"I said, are you relieved?"
Gu Jingchen's whole body froze suddenly, as if he was suddenly frozen in place.
My heart felt throbbing pain.
If possible, he wanted to step forward, hug Su An, and comfort her.
If she wants to cry, just cry in his arms.
He will bear all her negative emotions.
But now, she should hate him to death, right?
He is the source of all her negative emotions!
Gu Jingchen opened his mouth, as if he wanted to speak.
But I don't know what to say.
He couldn't answer Su An's question.
I'm probably relieved.
Without this child, she can treat cancer with peace of mind.
But...besides that, there is also a strong sense of unwillingness.
The little life they created together has disappeared under the cold equipment.
For a long time——
Gu Jingchen's eyes flickered for a moment, but he did not answer Su An's question directly.
He met Su An's eyes and saw that her eyes were already red from holding back, as if she was trying hard to hold back something, and suddenly his heart moved slightly.
"An'an, don't think so much now, have a good rest first, and I'll ask someone to find you something to eat."
After Gu Jingchen finished speaking, he turned around and left the room in large strides.
There was a "click" sound.
The door was gently locked.
The huge space instantly became quiet.
Su An was still sitting on the edge of the bed in the same position as before, looking at the direction Gu Jingchen left, his eyes a little hollow, as if he had lost his soul.
for a long time--
She suddenly raised her hand slightly and touched her belly again.
Everything is flat there.
Obviously I had never been pregnant to the point where my belly would bulge.
But Su An knew in her heart that there was nothing there anymore.
The little guy who enjoyed the same heartbeat as her was no longer there.
"Baby……"
Su An suddenly murmured.
His eyes were still empty.
But the tears seemed to have suddenly opened and rushed out of the eyes!!!
"Woo..."
A sob came to his lips in an instant.
Su An's fingers suddenly tightened on the sheets at hand, and she bit her lower lip with her teeth. Even if she tasted the smell of blood, she did not relax at all.
pain.
My stomach hurts so much.
My head hurts.
My heart hurts too.
It seemed like there was no part of my body that was not in pain.
But there is no pain that can compare to the pain of feeling that little guy drain away from your body bit by bit.
"Baby...my child..."
She gritted her teeth and growled, almost overwhelmed by the overwhelming sadness.
No matter what, I'm prepared.
It turned out that when the moment of real loss came, the heartache was still so heartbreaking that it was unbearable.
That’s the little guy connected to her life!
She doesn't even know its gender yet...
"Oh...baby..."
Su An finally couldn't bear it anymore, buried herself under the quilt, and cried heartily.
Outside the door——
Gu Jingchen leaned against the door dejectedly, listening to the intermittent and suppressed crying coming from the room, he felt like his heart was cut by a knife, and his eyes suddenly turned red.
His and An An's child is gone.
disappeared from this world.
He knew that An An didn't have him in his heart.
But for any mother to lose her child, it is a pain that no one else can understand.
But he couldn't even go in to comfort her.
I can only listen here silently.
Listen to An An vent her emotions...
After that, she could treat her illness with peace of mind, divorce him, and start a new life.
From now on, the word "Gu Jingchen" will no longer appear in her life.
An hour later——
Gu Jingchen heard the sounds in the room gradually quieten down.
He waited for a while longer, then someone sent supplements as quickly as possible and opened the door to the ward again.
In the room, Su An was leaning on the bed quietly.
When he heard Gu Jingchen come in, he didn't have any special reaction.
Gu Jingchen pretended not to see her red and swollen eyes, stepped forward and put the things in his hands on the table, and said softly, "An'an, I sent someone a bird's nest. You can eat some first and then take a nap, okay?"
As he spoke, he opened the package and brought the bird's nest to Su An's hand.
Su An didn't even look at it, and replied indifferently, "I have no appetite."
Gu Jingchen paused slightly, and seeing that she was still immersed in emotion, he coaxed gently, "But you need to replenish your body now, so just eat a little bit. It will help your body recover..."
Su An simply stopped answering this time and just glanced at the thing in his hand.
She really has no appetite...
I don’t want to accept Gu Jingchen’s true or false sincerity anymore.
I had doubted her just now, and now she is so meticulous...
What exactly does he want to do?
That’s all.
She was too lazy to think about it.
Anyway, it won't be long before they get divorced.