Chapter 202 Marrying you, I have always been wronged
The rain curtain is getting bigger and bigger.
Su An rushed out of the elevator and immediately saw the still upright figure in the rain.
Gu Jingchen's gray suit was almost half wet, and there were water droplets on the ends of his hair, but he exuded a stubborn and stubborn aura.
Su An stared at him for a few seconds, and for some reason, suddenly felt a little angry.
Just for that one thing...
Does he need to do this?
If that's the case, then she should tell him clearly!
She pursed her lips suddenly, opened the umbrella, and walked out quickly.
"Gu Jingchen!!!"
Su An rushed into the rain curtain and stood in front of Gu Jingchen in three steps at a time, with the umbrella in his hand covering his head.
Gu Jingchen was in a daze, but when he heard the sound, he suddenly reacted.
Then he saw the person in front of him clearly, and his eyes lit up instantly!
"An'an?"
He looked at Su An in surprise, and his cold heart suddenly warmed up.
An'an settled down!
He was not wrong in his bet!
He knew she wouldn't watch him get wet in the rain!
Gu Jingchen reached out to grab the umbrella with excitement, and said hurriedly, "An'an, I..."
"You want to talk, don't you?"
Su An did not give him a chance to speak, but interrupted him with a somewhat aggressive tone.
Gu Jingchen paused after hearing this, and hope suddenly rose in his eyes.
An An is... finally letting go?
Is she willing to face what happened that night?
Gu Jingchen breathed a sigh of relief. Just as he was about to suggest that the two of them change places to talk, he saw that Su An's expression suddenly became serious.
Then he spoke quickly, "Gu Jingchen, I don't want to recall or mention that night anymore. You and I are both adults. To each other, that kind of thing is nothing more than a one-night stand!"
"A long time ago, you were drugged once. Now it's my place. Even if we are even, I hope you don't take this matter to your heart. I won't care, let alone hold you responsible.
Is that clear enough?"
Su An said everything in her mind in one breath, but she didn't feel much relieved. She only felt that her chest was still uncomfortable.
She knew that these words sounded somewhat hurtful.
And... Gu Jingchen was the benefactor who saved his brother today.
Even if I want to say these words, it shouldn't be today.
But she had no choice.
If not, Gu Jingchen doesn't know how long he will have to wait here.
Now, he should understand what she means, right?
Su An thought, waiting for Gu Jingchen to turn around and leave.
I didn’t expect that the next second——
Gu Jingchen suddenly held her hand together with the umbrella!
"not enough."
He murmured two words in a low voice, and a dark light flashed in his eyes. Instead of leaving, he took a step forward, bringing the two of them closer.
"An'an, you've finished speaking, now it's my turn?"
Gu Jingchen asked in a deep voice, his ink-black pupils staring at Su An inexplicably.
She almost subconsciously avoided the other person's gaze, lowered her eyes to look at their intertwined hands, and wanted to pull them out.
But Gu Jingchen's grip was so tight that she couldn't pull away even half an inch.
Immediately afterwards——
Gu Jingchen's deep voice sounded again.
"An'an, what happened that night was indeed an accident. You said you didn't care, but I cared so much that I even felt very happy."
"you……"
Su An was startled, and her mind suddenly went blank for a moment.
Then I heard Gu Jingchen continue to say, "I'm very happy that at that time, you chose to trust me. What's even more happy is that we have been separated for so long, and I finally feel it again... what it is like to have you by my side. Feeling, so I can't pretend that this incident never happened, and even shamelessly want to use it as an opportunity to get you back!"
"Every day when you are away, I think like this, I miss you very much, I care about you very much, I can't let you go at all, and when I see you having contact with other men, I even get jealous and go crazy! So... …If you want, can we…start over?”
Su An was stunned.
She never dreamed that she would hear such words from Gu Jingchen in her lifetime.
Missing, caring, unable to let go, and...jealous.
These are what she had always dreamed of seeing from Gu Jingchen.
If it were her before, she would probably be jumping for joy right now.
But now, there is only sadness.
Sure enough... people only feel regret after losing something.
But……
What’s the point of belated regret?
Moreover, the real reason why she left him was because of Ye Kexin...
As long as that "ticking time bomb" is still with him, she will fall into the previous situation again.
She no longer wanted to make the choice left by him.
And the Gu family...
The Gu family is like a cage.
She didn't want to go back either.
After experiencing the taste of freedom, I know how difficult it is to live as the glamorous "Mrs. Gu"...
Su An's eyes were staring at a certain point in the air without focus, and she didn't speak for a long time.
Only the raindrops kept beating on the umbrella surface, making a ticking sound.
It also stirred up Gu Jingchen's heart, anxiously waiting for Su An's response.
The next second——
"Gu Jingchen, I don't want to start over with you again."
Su An uttered a sentence lightly.
But every word hit Gu Jingchen's heart hard.
"An'an, I..."
He spoke hurriedly, wanting to get another chance for himself.
But she heard Su An continue to ask, "Do you know...why I left you?"
"you……"
Gu Jingchen was startled when he heard this, and was suddenly a little confused by the question.
He thought...he should know.
But when the words came to his lips, nothing came out.
Having known each other for a long time and having been married for two years, he seemed to have never thought that Su An would disappear from his life one day.
Her presence seems to have become a habit for him.
She will always be by his side and tolerate everything about him. As long as he looks back, he can see it.
That's why he was surprised and sad when she firmly filed for divorce.
Even more is unbelievable.
And after the real loss, I couldn't sleep all night.
He knew that he had done many things that made Su An sad.
Looking at each of them individually, they may not be responsible for today's consequences.
But long-term accumulation is the real culprit that pushes up the city wall.
It was he who hurt Su An too deeply...
Time passes minute by minute.
Su An always looked at Gu Jingchen quietly without speaking to urge him.
Time seemed to pass only a moment.
It seems like a long time has passed.
Gu Jingchen remained silent.
finally--
Su An suddenly chuckled.
"Don't think about it, I'll tell you."
She didn't want to wait any longer and answered the question she just asked in a low voice.
"The reason is that in the past two years of marriage, I have endured too much and I have had enough."
Just one sentence.
All her mental journey over the past two years was laid out in front of Gu Jingchen.
Gu Jingchen's heart suddenly hurt.
Then, he frowned in confusion.
Tolerate?
What is An An enduring?
Apart from what he did wrong, did she suffer other grievances in the Gu family?
Perhaps the confusion on his face was too obvious.
Su An chuckled again.
"Do you want me to be more clear?"
She took a deep breath and continued without waiting for Gu Jingchen to answer.
"Gu Jingchen, let me tell you, I really hate Ye Kexin! I hate it so much that even looking at her makes me feel sick! I hate even more the way you don't trust me every time because of her!"
"I don't like living with your mother either! I don't like you always going on business trips and not coming back for ten days and a half, leaving me alone!"
"Obviously I am capable of working, but I can only be used as a vase at home by you! It is because as Mrs. Gu, I am not suitable to go out and show off! I have endured this kind of life from beginning to end! You understand
?”
By the time Su An finished speaking, she couldn't help but feel slightly out of breath.
She almost opened herself up and crushed her into pieces, revealing the Su Anping who was extremely humble because of her deep love for Gu Jingchen.
In the past, she was willing to do so.
But now, I suddenly couldn't help feeling a little aggrieved.
She had really had enough of those days.
The tip of Su An's nose suddenly became sore, and the emotions in her heart had already surged into a turbulent sea.
Not wanting to lose control of her emotions in front of Gu Jingchen, she hurriedly bit her lower lip and suddenly looked away.
Gu Jingchen was also stunned, because of what she just said, he was so shocked that he didn't say anything for a long time.
These things...
An An never even mentioned it to him.
He always thought that it would be enough for her to live a stable and prosperous life in the Gu family, but he never thought about what she really wanted.
No.
It's his fault...
I never paid attention to her emotions...
Gu Jingchen suddenly came back to his senses, couldn't help but hold Su An's hand a little tighter, and said hurriedly, "An'an, I didn't know before, but in the future..."
"Where did we come from..."
Su An interrupted Gu Jingchen's words directly and couldn't help but sneered.
She was about to say something when she heard Gu Jingchen's voice rang again.
"An'an, I didn't know before, but now I know everything. I will never wrong you again in the future. I will solve the things you just told me one by one, do them well, and then come to you again!
"
When Su An heard this, he blinked his eyes immediately and froze on the spot.
What did Gu Jingchen say... He said that he wanted to do everything she just said and resolve it?
He is...
Before Su An could figure it out, Gu Jingchen already raised the corners of his lips, "An'an, I won't cause you any more trouble. I'll come back to you when I do that!"
After saying that, Gu Jingchen turned and left.
Su An stared at him blankly until Gu Jingchen's back completely disappeared in the rain.
Su An returned home and glanced out the window worriedly.
After confirming that Gu Jingchen really left this time and even drove away, he breathed a sigh of relief.
"Second Miss..."
The child's mother walked over from the side, her eyes still red.
Su An came back to her senses instantly and looked at her hurriedly.
Then, before she could say anything, she saw the child mother bending over and wanted to kneel on the ground!
“Tongma!!!”
Su An was startled, and hurriedly reached out to support the person subconsciously, and said with surprise on her face, "What are you doing..."
"Second Miss, I'm sorry for you. If I hadn't left without permission today, the young master wouldn't have been kidnapped! Fortunately, nothing happened to him, otherwise I would have lost my life, and..."
As the child's mother spoke, she began to choke again.
Su An suddenly felt a little worried after hearing these words.
Although she had been anxious and worried about today's events for a long time, she also knew that Tong Ma was not entirely to blame.
While she was thinking about it, she hurriedly comforted her, "Tongma, you don't have to blame yourself too much. It's those traffickers who are too cunning. Both you and I must learn from this incident. We will definitely not do it again in the future."
Putting my brother in such danger..."
"Yes! Yes! I will definitely never do it again!"
The child's mother nodded repeatedly and burst into tears.
Su An looked at her red eyes and felt a little uncomfortable.
She has had a particularly good relationship with her brother and child mother since she was a child, and now they are like family members when they get along with each other.
If there had been no child mother all these years, my brother would have been bullied a lot more in the Su family.
How could she bear to blame him for her unintentional mistake?
If it weren't for the fact that the child mother was older, those traffickers would not have dared to take action so easily...
Su An was thinking about it and wanted to say a few words of comfort, but suddenly she heard her cell phone ringing.
She hurriedly glanced at the screen and couldn't help showing a somewhat surprised expression.
Senior?
They haven't contacted each other for a long time, how could they suddenly...
"Tongma, you really don't have to worry about what happened today. I'm going to take a call. You can accompany your brother first."
Su An said, hurriedly returned to the room with her cell phone and answered the phone.
"Hello? Senior? Why did you contact me suddenly?"
She asked straight to the point.
"An'an..."
On the other end of the phone, Lu Ziting called Su An and suddenly fell into silence.
He already knew through others what Su An had gone through today.
But the words to ask were stuck in my mouth, and I was a little confused about how to say it.
He has been busy with some special things recently, so he has not contacted her.
Or... let's find a suitable opportunity and tell her again.
Lu Ziting thought about it before continuing to ask, "What have you been busy with recently? How are you doing?"
"I...have been doing very well recently."
Su An didn't understand why he asked, and his expression flashed with confusion for a moment, but he still answered honestly.
My brother's matter has been resolved.
There is no need to tell others, it will only increase worries.
Lu Ziting paused slightly when he heard this, and a flash of sadness quickly flashed in his eyes.
It seems...
An An has not yet regarded him as someone to whom she can freely confide her troubles.
Lu Ziting sighed inwardly, and when Su An didn't take the initiative to bring it up, he changed the subject and asked, "An An, how is your health lately? And that child..."
"I have completed the surgery and am recovering well."
Su An answered hastily, thinking of the little life that was originally in her belly, her expression darkened for a moment.
"That's good……"
Lu Ziting replied, and after speaking, he was silent for a few seconds.
Since the operation had been completed, he naturally didn't need to ask any more questions about the child's whereabouts.
The atmosphere suddenly became a little dull.
Not wanting to let this emotion spread, Lu Ziting quickly changed the topic back to business.
"cough……"
He coughed lightly and quickly returned to his usual tone, "By the way An'an, actually I called today because I have good news to tell you."