Su An stared at the conspicuous result, his mind empty.
She...is pregnant again?
How is this possible?
Su An subconsciously put her hand on her lower abdomen. She didn't know if it was a psychological effect, but she felt as if she could feel the little life sprouting in her belly.
Then he suddenly woke up again.
No……
How could she be pregnant at this time?
This child shouldn't have come...
There can be no such coincidence in the world!
Maybe the pregnancy test is inaccurate?
Lele said before that the most accurate way is to go to the hospital for a blood test!!!
Maybe it's because she has been exhausted recently and hasn't had a good rest, which is why her body is in some abnormal condition...
Su An comforted herself crazily in her heart, hurriedly took out the tissue, picked up the pregnancy test stick on the ground and threw it away, and left without looking back.
It wasn't until she returned to the bedroom, got into bed and wrapped herself tightly in a quilt that she felt a little sense of security.
There was no way she could get pregnant again so soon...
The pregnancy test must be inaccurate!
I'll go to the hospital tomorrow to check and find out what's going on!
The next day——
Su An cleaned up early in the morning and rushed to the hospital alone.
She quickly registered and queued up to have her blood drawn nervously.
Obviously the results can be viewed on your mobile phone.
But she wanted to wait in person.
Sitting down on the bench at the door, Su An's heart was high and her brain had been in chaos since yesterday.
It would be best if you are not pregnant...
But what if you are really pregnant?
What should she do?
Su An closed her eyes, not wanting to let herself start thinking wildly before the results came out.
However, I couldn't control it.
Just then——
Her cell phone suddenly rang.
Su An picked it up casually and saw that it was a call from Lu Ziting, and her expression changed slightly.
After a two-second pause, she picked up anyway.
As soon as it was connected——
Lu Ziting's voice, the same as usual, came out of the receiver.
"Good morning, An'an, did you have a good rest yesterday?"
He spoke to Su An gently, as if nothing happened yesterday.
Su An's eyes flickered for a moment, and she softly said "hmm", but her eyebrows couldn't help but frown.
Senior is like this...
Do you mean you are not ready to give up yet?
Even if she was treated like that yesterday...
Su An felt more and more sorry, and then she heard Lu Ziting continue to ask, "What do you want to eat? Can I bring you breakfast? You didn't really like what your aunt at home cooked..."
"No."
Su An refused without thinking, deliberately making her voice sound cold.
She can no longer accept her senior's kindness so unscrupulously.
Su An pursed her lips, not wanting to say any more and planning to end the phone call.
But before he could speak, Lu Ziting said again, "Then...if you don't want to see me, I can order some breakfast for you and send it over, okay? Don't go without eating..."
He couldn't help but worry anymore, his tone was full of concern.
"I……"
Su An felt sour and bitter at what he said. She paused for two seconds and decided to refuse.
Since you have already decided to separate from your senior, why give him hope?
In the future, he will meet a girl who is more worthy of his efforts.
She quickly adjusted her emotions and was about to speak——
A young couple holding hands happened to pass by her.
The girl was complaining and coquettishly saying to the boy next to her, "It's all your fault. Now I have to draw blood. It must be painful..."
Her voice was neither loud nor quiet, but it was all clearly heard by Lu Ziting on the other end of the phone.
"Blood draw? An'an, are you in the hospital? Which hospital are you in? What's wrong with you?"
Lu Ziting reacted instantly, and there were footsteps immediately coming from the other end, as if he was about to go out.
"I'm fine!"
Su An's heart skipped a beat and she immediately said in a hurry, "Someone just passed by. I just didn't have a good rest yesterday and wanted to come to the hospital to get some soothing medicine..."
The ringing on the other end of the phone stopped instantly.
"Is it really just that I didn't get enough rest?"
Lu Ziting didn't believe it.
Su An affirmed, "Really, senior, I'm very tired. I just want to take medicine, go home and take a nap, and die first..."
Afraid that the passers-by would say anything else that would reveal information, Su An did not dare to say any more and hung up the phone directly.
She breathed a sigh of relief when she saw the call ended message on the screen.
Then less than two seconds later, another message popped up.
It's Lu Ziting.
[Have a good rest and call me if you need anything. Don’t take sleep-aid drugs all the time. It’s not good for your health. I will solve everything quickly. Trust me.]
Su An turned off her phone with a complicated face.
Then I heard——
"Is Sue Ann here?"
A nurse came out holding the test sheet.
"I am here!"
Su An came to his senses instantly and walked over quickly.
When the nurse saw that she was alone and unaccompanied, her expression suddenly changed slightly and she handed over the test sheet in her hand.
"You're pregnant."
These four simple words, like a lightning strike, froze Su An in place.
She is really pregnant.
Su An's brain seemed to be drawn into a vacuum in an instant.
She didn't know how she received the test order.
I don’t know how I got out of the hospital.
All I know is that when she came to her senses, she was already standing at the gate of the community.
The thin piece of paper was still held in her hand, and there was an answer printed on it that she didn't know how to face.
Pregnant……
There really was another little life in her belly.
But……
Its father is Gu Jingchen!
Su An woke up suddenly, her heart seemed to have been hit hard by something heavy.
Why……
There are so many people in this world who want children but cannot get what they want.
But she had Gu Jingchen's flesh and blood twice!
What should she do?
Do you want to stay?
Do you want to keep the blood of this man that she never wants to see again in her life?
She stood at the door of the community, her palms subconsciously placed on her lower abdomen.
Just then——
"Mom! I want to eat grilled chicken wings tonight!"
A crisp childish voice interrupted Su An's thoughts.
She subconsciously raised her eyes and saw the neighbor across the door walking towards her direction with her child.
Seeing Su An, the other party took the initiative to say hello, "Miss Su, have you just come back?"
"Um."
Su An responded and forced a smile.
The next second——
"Aunt Su, please have some candy!"
The child held by the neighbor put a candy into Su An's palm.
"Thanks……"
Su An quickly thanked her.
The neighbor was also amused and laughed, and after saying a few words to Su An, he and his children walked away talking and laughing.
Su An's eyes couldn't help but follow their backs, and the softest place in her heart was suddenly lightly poked by something small.
It wasn't until the mother and son disappeared from sight that Su An withdrew his gaze.
The expression on his face is no longer confused.
She seemed to suddenly have an answer.
She wants to keep this child!!!
Must stay!!!
No matter who its father is, her blood will still remain on him!
It was also a piece of meat that fell from her body!
She has lost too many relatives...
Maybe it's because even God can't stand it anymore, so he wants to give her some "compensation"...
Let her have a "family" connected by blood in this world again.
From Gu Jingchen's side, she would keep it a secret!
She wants to give birth to this child alone, grow up with him slowly, and give him all her maternal love!
Su An's eyes quickly flashed with determination, and she suddenly felt that there was hope in life again.
It doesn't matter whether there is love or not.
Now she just wants to wait patiently for the day when the little guy in her belly comes.
Su An thought, neatly folded the test sheets in her hands, put them back in her bag, and walked back home.
But when I walked downstairs, I saw a familiar figure waiting there.
Su An paused.
Lu Ziting also happened to look over.
As soon as he saw her, he immediately walked over in two steps and said worriedly, "An'an, I'm still a little worried about you, so I came over to take a look, you..."
Halfway through his words, when he saw Su An's hands were empty, he couldn't help but wonder, "Didn't you go buy medicine?"
"I……"
Su An was startled, remembering her excuse to deal with him, and hurriedly found a reason again, "The doctor said that my current level of insomnia does not require medication, and I should try my best to adjust myself, so he did not prescribe medication for me..."
"I see. In this case, as for the medicine, it's better not to take it if you can."
Lu Ziting had no doubts. As he spoke, he put the bag he had been carrying into Su An's hands and gave gentle instructions.
"There is vegetable porridge specially cooked by my aunt at home. I also bought some fruits you like. During this period, you don't have to think about anything. Just eat well and sleep well. Leave everything to me, okay?"
"
"Senior..."
Su An felt the weight in her hands, as if it was heavy on her heart.
Now, there is no need to hesitate anymore.
Even if the Lu family's parents agree to their being together, she can no longer drag her senior down.
Because she has decided to keep the child in her belly.
The father of this child is Gu Jingchen.
She couldn't talk to her senior.
We can't shamelessly let him accept a child who has nothing to do with him.
If she hadn't had this little life in her belly, maybe she would have had a child of her own after getting together with her senior.
But now, should he cruelly abandon his own flesh and blood again?
The emotions and feelings I had during my last abortion surgery are still vivid in my mind.
It made her heart palpitate every time she thought about it.
She doesn't want to go through it again!
Therefore, I can only give up on seniors.
Su An's eyes flickered for a moment, then he slowly raised his hand and stuffed the things Lu Ziting had brought back into his hands.
Lu Ziting's expression froze, and his pretended nonchalance collapsed instantly.
"An'an..."
He grabbed Su An's hand eagerly.
"I know, I was too anxious yesterday, so I came up with such a stupid idea to propose to you. Can you please don't reject me in a hurry? Give me some more time, and I will give you a satisfactory answer! I
I have missed you once, and I finally saw the light of day. Do I have to miss you a second time?"
Lu Ziting's tone was almost pleading.
Su An's heart suddenly hurt, and she was almost overwhelmed by the overwhelming feeling of guilt.
sorry……
She was the one who felt sorry for the senior...
But……
Really, there is no other way.
They are destined to be destined to each other.
"Senior."
Su An gently patted the back of Lu Ziting's hand, looking a little moved.
But she still firmly pulled away his hand and said softly——
"I will remember all the good things you did to me, but... I really don't want to destroy your family because of my own reasons. You have done enough for me!"
"Your family is also very good. I don't resent my uncle and aunt. They are also doing it for your own good, so you should cherish them more. You will also meet better girls in the future... I'm sorry, let's... forget it.
."
The last three words floated lightly by Lu Ziting's ears, and then hit his eardrums hard.
Su An's voice also passed by his eyes.
Lu Ziting watched her leave with helpless eyes, but there were only those three words in his ears.
Forget it.
This was the cruelest sentence he had ever heard from Su An.
Lu Ziting suddenly clenched his fists, and there was boundless unwillingness and sadness in his eyes.
Why forget it...
How could he just let go of the person he had been waiting for and loved for so long!
An An is such a beautiful person...
Are the prejudices between family backgrounds so important?!
Lu Ziting took a half step forward, trying to catch up with Su An.
But suddenly stopped.
Then he turned around and left in the direction he came from, his eyes full of determination.
An An's heart is tied to her parents.
Only by resolving this matter can he get An An back!
upstairs--
Su An had already entered the door and was sitting on the sofa, looking at the test form, with her palms gently placed on her lower abdomen.
Although it's only been two months...
However, I don't know if it was a psychological effect, but she seemed to be able to feel the blood connection between that little life and her.
Even this house no longer seems empty.
Because here, she is no longer alone.
Can……
Thinking of Lu Ziting's injured look just now, Su An's heart twitched violently.
The senior will definitely come again...
She has made up her mind to live alone in the future.
But refusing again and again will only make him more hurt.
And I don’t know when Gu Jingchen will appear...
As the little guy in her belly grows bigger and bigger, sooner or later her secret will be revealed!
Not as good as...
Su An thought for a while, and suddenly an idea came to her mind.
She raised her eyes and surveyed the room in front of her.
What was originally just a fleeting thought suddenly grew into a towering tree, occupying all my thoughts.
She's leaving!
Change the city and start a new life!
Anyway, there is nothing here worthy of her nostalgia...
In this way, we can also avoid the seniors and Gu Jingchen.
The house that my brother specially selected has a good location and a good environment. If he wants to sell it, it will be sold quickly...
After she leaves, she can buy a smaller house, as long as it can accommodate two people.
The remaining money, plus what her mother had left behind, was enough for her to survive the pregnancy and the time after giving birth, and then slowly find a job.
Then, accompany your children to grow up, and live a stable life like this.