The blood all over Gu Jingchen's body seemed to be coagulated because of the blood stains on the bed.
The next second——
"Gu Jingchen, what are you doing!"
Su An didn't have much strength, and was caught off guard. She reacted and immediately tried to block herself again, but it was too late.
All the wounds on her body were exposed in front of Gu Jingchen's eyes, crisscrossing them in a shocking way.
"What's going on?"
Gu Jingchen finally came to his senses, grabbed Su An's wrist that was still trying to cover it, and without caring about anything else, forcefully pulled her hand away.
Then I saw that not only the outside of the arm, but also the inside, there were some bruises that seemed to have been pinched out.
There were only two of them here, so of course he wouldn't do this.
Therefore, she is the only one...
"An'an... you... why do you need to torture yourself like this?"
Gu Jingchen looked at those wounds, his heart tightened uncontrollably, wishing that these wounds appeared on his body!
Seeing that he discovered it, Su An stopped covering it up.
Lowering her eyes and glancing at the spots on her body, she waved away Gu Jingchen's hand indifferently.
"It has nothing to do with you."
She uttered these four words with a pale face, looking at the dazzling scars everywhere on her body, but there was an idea in her heart.
not enough……
Not enough.
But like this, she can't even repay one ten thousandth of what she owes her senior!
How long will her life...exactly last?
"An'an..."
Gu Jingchen called her name softly. Looking at Su An like this, he felt extremely strange and couldn't bear it.
Then she saw another drop of blood slipping from her fingertips and dripping on the sheets.
Gu Jingchen's eyebrows suddenly tightened, and he hurriedly turned around to find a tissue, trying to help her wipe away the blood spreading from her wrist.
But before they could touch her, Su An opened her hand directly.
There was a "pop" sound!
Su An finally raised his eyes and looked at the person in front of him.
But those eyes were full of hostility, and a bottomless determination to die that almost overwhelmed people.
Gu Jingchen felt a chill in his heart.
After a two-second pause, he finally gave in and carefully placed the tissue next to her hand.
"An'an... you wipe it yourself first, and I'll go find the medicine box to give you some medicine."
Gu Jingchen said and hurriedly turned around to find the medicine box.
The sound of footsteps gradually faded away.
Su An sat numbly on the edge of the bed, her nose still smelling the aroma of food wafting in the air.
Then, she suddenly thought of something and suddenly raised her eyes to look at the dinner plate!
There are two light side dishes on the dinner plate, as well as a small bowl of soup.
A small porcelain spoon rests on the edge of the bowl, looking smooth and clean.
After staring at the spoon for a few seconds, Su An's eyes suddenly lit up, and he almost jumped up from the bed, holding the spoon in his hand!
The next second——
A crisp "ding" sound!
The sound of breaking porcelain came from the floor.
The message successfully reached the ears of Gu Jingchen, who was about to return to the door of the room!
What sound?
His steps suddenly stopped, and then he suddenly thought of something, and hurriedly ran towards the room!
The next second——
What he saw when he turned into the room almost made his heart stop.
I saw Su An holding a spoon that was broken into half and pointing the sharp side at his throat!
"An'an!!!"
Gu Jingchen shouted loudly, and almost rushed towards Su An, grabbing his wrist fiercely, and then wrapped it in her palm, trying to snatch his half-broken spoon.
He was too careless...
I thought it would be fine as long as I didn't use kitchen knives or forks.
Who would have thought that he would go get a medicine box, but within a minute or two, An An would...
He couldn't imagine what it would be like if he came back half a minute late. Gu Jingchen was already sweating on his back.
The palm of my hand was also scratched by the sharp blade of the porcelain spoon, and a line of blood dripped from it.
But he still didn't let go.
"An'an! Give it to me!"
He growled at Su An, his eyes full of panic. For the first time in these days, he finally showed signs that his emotions were about to explode.
Su An didn't reply, but gritted her teeth with red eyes, desperately holding on to the last bit of "death" hope in her hands.
"An'an!!!"
Gu Jingchen's palms were so hot that he was numb from the pain.
Su An still held the half of the spoon tightly, and her tears suddenly fell like broken beads.
"Why...why..."
"Why won't you let me go! Why!!!"
She roared, the hollows in her eyes getting bigger and bigger, her voice getting hoarse, and her eyes gradually filled with hatred as she looked at Gu Jingchen.
"Gu Jingchen, tell me where I am sorry for you!"
"My mother died because of you, my brother died because of you, and now the senior is also killed by you!!! Can't I go to accompany them? Why are you still stopping me? Are you happy to see me like this?
?So you won’t even give me any relief!!!”
"What exactly do I owe you! Tell me! Tell me! I'll give it all back to you! I beg you! Please let me die! Please let me die!!!"
Su An screamed hoarse. Because of the force exerted on her wrist, blood overflowed from the wound again, dripping down her wrist bit by bit.
But he seemed to be unconscious and didn't care. He just held on tighter.
"An'an, don't be like this, I know... you are just emotionally excited for a moment, calm down first, okay?"
Gu Jingchen did not dare to relax in the slightest, for fear that if he let go, Su An would make a dangerous move again, so he could only helplessly and palely persuade her over and over again.
"I'm calm!!!"
Su An roared and said, and with a strong force in his hand, he pulled out the half spoon that Gu Jingchen was holding tightly in his hand!
Gu Jingchen also felt a more severe pain in his palm!
"Well..."
He groaned and came back to his senses. Only then did he see that the sharp side of the spoon had made the wound on his palm even bigger. It was directed diagonally downward, almost piercing through half of the palm and extending to the forearm.
!
Blood also gushes out in an instant, dripping down the arm!
Gu Jingchen couldn't care less, but he held Su An's wrist again in just a second, and pressed her directly to the ground!
"An'an!"
He wanted to reach out and grab it again.
Su An held the fragment tightly in her palm.
Blood overflowed from her fingers, stinging Gu Jingchen's eyes.
Seeing that she was about to raise her hand again, he hurriedly held her wrist with one hand and pried off her fingers.
While the two were fighting, Gu Jingchen also had several wounds on his hands.
It was no longer possible to tell whose blood it was, it was all mixed together, and at this moment, both of them were in a mess.
finally--
"Clang" sound!
Gu Jingchen desperately snatched the fragment from Su An's hand and threw it aside!
Su An's tears also burst out in an instant, covering her face in an instant.
"Why? Why..."
"Why don't you let me die..."
"Gu Jingchen, I beg you, give me relief, please..."
She cried out helplessly, like a cornered animal, and the person in front of her seemed to have become her last "life-saving" straw.
"An'an..."
Gu Jingchen's heart was about to be pierced by her tears, and he hurriedly leaned over and hugged her tightly.
"An'an, I know that you can't listen to anything I say now... But, believe me, Lu Ziting worked so hard to save you, he never wanted to see you give up your life so easily like now, let alone...
"
After a two-second pause, he gritted his teeth and continued, "Besides, you still have your child in your belly. Don't you want him to be born in this world? He is the connection between you and Lu Ziting...
"
God knows how much effort he used to say such words.
But when it comes to children, Su An's reaction is even more violent!
"I don't want...I don't want children!"
She struggled wildly, trying hard to push the person on her away.
"Gu Jingchen, let me die, I beg you, please..."
Su An was so excited that she was out of breath after just one sentence.
"Okay, don't worry, I will listen to you. As long as you are good, I will listen to you in everything. Calm down, okay, An'an, calm down..."
Gu Jingchen's hands tightly wrapped around Su An's waist, with such force that he felt like he was melting into his own flesh and blood.
The man who has always been high-spirited has never been so helpless as now.
He also desperately realized that he could only do his best to stay by Su An's side.
After that, there was no possibility of being with her again.
The moment Lu Ziting passed away, he had already taken root in Su An's heart.
No one can replace it.
She will carry this guilt with her for the rest of her life.
Or maybe she can't even survive this period of time. As long as he doesn't pay attention, she will...
Gu Jingchen's peripheral vision caught a glimpse of the shocking blood stains on the hands of the two men.
In her arms, Su An was still crying heartbrokenly.
Over the past few days, he had seen her tears countless times.
But there has never been a time like this, every sob seems to be mixed with regret and despair.
I don't know how long it took, but Su An's gasping sounds finally gradually subsided.
But Gu Jingchen never dared to let go, using his uninjured hand to follow her long hair bit by bit.
He didn't dare to speak for fear of stimulating his emotions again.
Then I felt that the person in my arms seemed to tilt his head slightly!
"An'an?"
Gu Jingchen's heart skipped a beat and he hurriedly lowered his head to check her condition.
Then he saw Su An's eyes closed tightly, his face became much paler than before, and he seemed to have fainted!
"An'an!!!"
Gu Jingchen was so frightened that he half lost his mind. He hurriedly picked her up and put her on the bed. He also called the doctor who lived nearby.
In less than five minutes, Tang Ze rushed over with people.
They were both shocked when they saw the mess in the bedroom.
Then he noticed the shocking scar that spread from Gu Jingchen's palm to his arm.
"Mr. Gu, your hands..."
Tangze's tone was a little anxious.
But Gu Jingchen interrupted directly, "Let's see how An An is doing!"
The doctor didn't dare to say anything when he saw this, and hurriedly came forward with the medicine box, quickly checked Su'an, and injected her with nutrient solution.
Then he whispered to Gu Jingchen beside him.
"Mr. Gu, my wife has been in an extreme mood recently, and she doesn't eat much. Her body is too weak, that's why she fainted. Injecting nutrient solution like this all the time is not an option... You... still find a way to make her
Let’s eat something…”
Gu Jingchen paused after hearing this and said nothing.
However, Tang Ze quickly glanced at the dinner plate on the table and saw half of a porcelain spoon thrown far away, and he already realized what was going on.
"I understand, you go out first!" Gu Jingchen said.
Tangze had no choice but to take the doctor out of the room first.
Not long after, he quickly returned and picked up the medicine box that Gu Jingchen had thrown on the ground.
"Mr. Gu, it will take a few hours for Madam to wake up. Your hand..."
"fine."
Gu Jingchen responded lightly, took the medicine box over, took a deep look at Su An, who was sleeping, and turned to leave.
He lives in the next bedroom.
In this way, no matter what movement there is in Su An, he can notice it immediately.
Back in the room, Gu Jingchen simply disinfected his wound and bandaged it hastily.
Seeing how he didn't care about his wounds, Tang Ze couldn't help but said again, "Mr. Gu, otherwise I'd better call the doctor..."
"Need not."
Gu Jingchen interrupted him and waved his hand.
"You go down and stay with the doctor in the guest room on the first floor tonight, just in case."
"yes……"
Seeing that he insisted on doing this, Tang Ze had no choice but to say nothing more, turned around and exited the room.
The huge space suddenly became quiet.
Gu Jingchen sat blankly on the edge of the bed, staring at the gauze in his palm in trance.
Su An's hoarse crying just now seemed to still linger in her ears.
It seemed like it was the first time she begged him...
Can……
But she begged him to let her die.
There was another dull pain in his heart, and Gu Jingchen took a deep breath quickly, not wanting to think about it any more.
During this time, his nerves were also tense.
It seems to be on the verge of collapse.
Helpless.
This is the first time that he understands these four words so thoroughly...
Just then——
Suddenly there was a buzzing vibration in the room!
Gu Jingchen suddenly came back to his senses and turned his eyes subconsciously, looking for the source of the sound.
Then I heard it, and it seemed to be coming from the drawer next to the bed.
After a two-second pause, Gu Jingchen suddenly remembered something and hurriedly opened it and took out Su An's cell phone that was inside.
Someone called An An?
Gu Jingchen thought about it before turning the phone over, but it buzzed for the last time and suddenly stopped moving.
Gu Jingchen only had time to see the word "Lele" flash past on the screen.
Then it got dark.
After leaving it for a few days, Su An's cell phone had only the last trace of power left.
Gu Jingchen's mind went blank for a moment, and then he suddenly thought of something. His eyes suddenly lit up, and he hurriedly stood up. He quickly found the charger and connected it to his phone, with a light of hope bursting out of his eyes!
Zhu Zhile!
An An’s best friend!
How could he forget this person!
Since An An is unwilling to listen to him now, will her situation get better if Zhu Zhile comes to see her?