After thinking for a while, Ye Junfei went to Xu Mansion and asked Xu Shoubei to help find someone.
Xu Shoubei still had no news about her.
He hasn't slept a wink all day and night.
During this day and night, he imagined thousands of possible things that could happen, and the violence in his heart swept through his heart like a strong wind.
He no longer knows, if she is in danger this time, or if she no longer wants him, what will he do in the future?
He felt that he might go crazy and become the murderous lunatic in her dream.
When he heard the guard say that she was talking about the Lin Mansion, he came to the Lin Mansion as quickly as possible.
At this time, he saw her sitting there quietly eating, and he didn't dare to blink.
He was afraid that if he blinked, she would disappear.
Ye Junfei stood there without speaking, his eyes slightly red.
Lin Xiuyan felt a little uncomfortable when he looked at her like this.
Just as she was about to speak, Ye Junfei swept to her side like the wind and hugged her into his arms.
He whispered: "Xiuyan, don't let me go."
He was so strong that he just wanted to rub her into his bones and blood.
His voice was slightly trembling, revealing his mood.
Lin Xiuyan's body shook slightly uncontrollably because of his approach.
Although she had figured it out and let go of the past and looked forward, she was unable to control her body's reaction in a short period of time.
The whole night of tossing the night before finally left a psychological shadow on her.
She reached out and pushed him gently and said, "Give me a little more time."
Ye Junfei's body froze slightly and he looked at her face. She looked back at him with complicated eyes.
His peach blossom eyes dimmed several times, and finally he let go of her and said softly: "Okay."
For a moment, the two of them were relatively speechless, neither of them spoke, and the atmosphere was slightly tense.
Ye Junfei was cursing Princess Anle in his heart at this time. He felt that yesterday's siege was too light on Princess Anle.
When there is a chance in the future, he will definitely kill Princess Anle!
That night, although they had the most intimate relationship, their relationship seemed to be back to what it was before.
He looked at her somewhat cold and distant eyebrows and felt anxious.
He wanted to say something, but he was afraid that if he said too much, he would be wrong and make her angry.
Lin Xiuyan was the first to break the calm: "I went to see Yu Zhan yesterday and convinced her to join you."
"You will need to send someone to contact her later. How to mobilize the troops and horses, as well as the subsequent deployment, will take some thought."
Ye Junfei was a little surprised and looked at her again.
Lin Xiuyan chuckled after seeing his expression: "No matter what happens, I will do what I promised you."
"Please do what you promised me."
She promised to help Ye Junfei conquer Yu Zhan, but she only had one request for Ye Junfei, and that was to protect her parents.
As for why she didn't subdue Yu Zhan for her use, it was because she knew that there was a huge gap in strength between her and Yu Zhan.
Under such circumstances, if you forcefully conquer Yu Zhan, you will probably be counterattacked.
Ye Junfei felt her alienation, and he felt dark in his heart. He nodded lightly and said, "Don't worry, I will protect my parents."
Lin Xiuyan smiled at him: "Okay."
Ye Junfei asked her softly: "Are you feeling uncomfortable anywhere else?"
Lin Xiuyan's face turned slightly red. She looked away from him and whispered, "I'm fine."
In fact, she was still a little uncomfortable, but she was really embarrassed to tell him about this kind of thing.
Ye Junfei wanted to hug her, but he remembered her resistance just now. His half-stretched hand stopped in the air, and he wanted to retract it, but felt a little embarrassed.
Lin Xiuyan looked at him. His eye sockets were covered with black spots, his chin was covered with stubble, and his handsome eyebrows contained anxiety and worry.
She took a deep breath, took the initiative to hold him, and leaned into his arms.
He was stunned for a moment, and Lin Xiuyan said softly: "The night before yesterday, if I really tried my best, I could have left you..."
"Since I stayed, I was willing. What happened that night, although..."
She paused for a moment, took a breath and said, "I don't regret it at all."
Ye Junfei was a little surprised and looked at her with joy in his eyes.
He whispered: "I know, I was too rough and scared you."
"Don't worry, I will never force you to do anything you don't want to do in the future."
He felt a little uncomfortable when he said this: "I will be very gentle."
Lin Xiuyan's face turned slightly red, she bit her lip lightly and hesitated to speak.
Ye Junfei asked her: "What do you want to say? No matter what you want to say, you can just say it."
Lin Xiuyan glanced at him and asked softly: "Would you touch a woman you don't like?"
Her question stunned Ye Junfei for a moment. He frowned and said, "Why do you ask that? Is it because of the rumors about me in the capital?"
Lin Xiuyan bit her lip. She really couldn't ask about what happened that night in their previous life.
Although he wanted to divert to other places, the essence of the matter was still close, so she nodded.
Ye Junfei looked at her seriously and said: "My situation in Beijing, as I told you before, is indeed not good."
"In order to paralyze the emperor, I do look a little dissolute in front of others."
"The emperor did arrange for some women to be around me to test me, and I used some means to make them misunderstand what had happened to me."
"But it is precisely because of these things that I am extremely disgusted with women. Before I met you, I always thought that I would die alone."
"Because I know how difficult the road I am going to take is, and I also know that if the people around me are not strong enough, they will only suffer along with me."
"After I met you, I struggled and hesitated, but in the end I couldn't control myself. I was too selfish to marry you."
"But when a person sees the light and tastes the taste of love, he no longer wants to sink into the darkness and die alone."
Lin Xiuyan looked at him, his peach blossom eyes were dark and dark, but there were extremely strong emotions rolling in them.
She knew before that his eyes were very beautiful, but no matter when they were beautiful and deep, or when they were cruel and ruthless, they seemed like bottomless pools.
She knew that only people who had experienced extreme pain would have such a pair of eyes, which seemed calm but always revealed a sense of madness.
These words reminded her of many things.
She asked softly: "If you were not controlled by drugs, would you never touch a woman you don't like?"
Ye Junfei nodded: "That's natural."
Lin Xiuyan thought about his temperament and felt that what he was telling the truth at this time.
She then recalled the madness that night in her previous life, when he was not controlled by drugs.
She also remembered that he had seriously told her that he liked her in his previous life.