Lei Yishan didn't speak, just looked at her silently.
As if she felt Lei Yishan's realization, she shook her head in relief: "I was the one who insisted on going my own way back then, and it is really my fault that I am in this situation."
Lei Yishan shook his head, trying to comfort her: "No..."
"Shh." She stopped him.
Lei Yishan saw her put away the expression on her face and sit in the corner like a puppet.
He immediately picked up the book on the table and read it carefully.
Sure enough, Lei Yishan had just picked up the book and was about to pretend to turn a page when his door was pushed open.
Lei Yishan pretended to have been reading for a long time, rubbed his eyes and looked at Anna who walked in.
"You're here." Lei Yishan put down the book in his hand, stood up, and walked towards Anna.
Anna raised her head and looked at Lei Yishan steadily: "I'm getting married."
Lei Yishan nodded without saying anything, looking at Anna's eyes full of tenderness.
Having been with Anna for so long, Lei Yishan has been able to pretend to be Anna's sinking without changing his expression.
He also knew that Anna liked him most to look at her with concern on his face.
As the days passed, Anna's belly gradually became pregnant.
But Lei Yishan still seemed not to know, pretending that Anna was still so pure, which was very useful to Anna.
It was as if when she was with Lei Yishan, the rumors and her messy marriage no longer existed in reality.
"When I kill Dou Zhun, I will come back and be with you forever."
Anna's hand slowly caressed Lei Yishan's face, looking at Lei Yishan's eyes revealing obsession.
With a gentle smile like a mask on his face, Lei Yishan raised his hand and grabbed Anna's hand: "I want to go to your wedding."
Hearing Lei Yishan's request, Anna tilted her head in confusion: "Why, is it possible that you really want to see me marry another man?"
As she spoke, Anna's voice became aggrieved.
Lei Yishan pinched her face ambiguously: "How could that be?"
Later, Lei Yishan looked lost and lost his mind, and said to Anna as if mumbling to himself: "After all, I am not worthy of you."
Lei Yishan did not continue talking, but looked at Anna with obsessed and greedy eyes.
Anna was stunned. She didn't know why, but looking at Lei Yishan's appearance, her heart ached.
Lei Yishan pursed his lips deliberately, as if he wanted to say something.
But under Anna's expectant gaze, he lowered his head helplessly.
"What's wrong?" Anna looked at him with a look that was undoubtedly filled with heartache.
Lei Yishan lowered his voice and said to Anna quite aggrievedly: "I am from a humble background, and I am afraid that I will never be worthy of a noble person like Miss Anna in this life."
He held Anna's finger and rubbed it with his face. The atmosphere between the two was particularly affectionate. Lei Yishan showed an expression of attachment: "I have never expected Miss Anna to marry me in my life. I just
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Having said this, Lei Yishan buried half of his face in Anna's palm, and pretended to shed a tear, moistening Anna's palm.
Anna felt the dampness in her palms, opened her mouth slightly, and looked at Lei Yishan blankly, her eyes began to turn red with Lei Yishan's emotions.
Lei Yishan had peach blossom eyes with a blush at the corners, which made Anna heartbroken.
"Chief Dou and I are just having fun, I still have you in my heart." Anna said to Lei Yishan eagerly.
Lei Yishan just leaned on her palm and looked at her lovingly with a pair of watery eyes.
When Lei Yishan looked at her like this, Anna felt like there was a suffocation in her heart that couldn't come out or go down. It was just stuck in the middle, like a lump in her throat.
"I...I don't want to get married. The two of us will be together forever, okay?"
Holding Lei Yishan's face, she felt that at this moment, her heart and eyes were full of this man who was so ashamed that he shed tears for his own sake.
Lei Yishan's eyes were like peach blossom pool water, looking at Anna with a bottomless look.
It's a pity that Anna can only see the peach blossom petals floating on the pond, but cannot see the deepest abyss hidden under the romantic and affectionate petals.
"No," Lei Yishan shook his head gently, the fine stubble on his face gently rubbing against Anna's palm, "Chief Dou is more worthy of Miss Anna than me."
Speaking, Lei Yishan showed a smile that comforted Anna.
His voice was a little more choked up when he spoke, and he pursed his white lips tightly, as if he had made some important decision: "Let me watch you from a distance, just watch you here, even if you hold back
Holding his arm, I just need to look at you."
Lei Yishan raised his head slightly, as if trying his best to prevent tears from falling from his eyes.
Anna looked at Lei Yishan's pear-shaped treatment and listened to Lei Yishan's affectionate confession, and her heart had already softened into a puddle of water.
Lei Yishan saw Anna's wavering and struck while the iron was hot, defeating Anna's guard against him: "Just watch you from a distance, even if the person you marry is not me."
Anna felt a twinge of sadness, and nodded with tears in her eyes: "Okay."
Lei Yishan immediately showed a relieved smile: "Anna, we still have every tomorrow in the future, don't we?"
Anna nodded, her tears finally falling uncontrollably. At this moment, Anna felt that she had made the right decision in taking Lei Yishan from Chen Jinjun that day.
But Anna didn't know that Lei Yishan was so affectionate on the surface, but in his heart he only felt disgust and indifference towards Anna.
She sank into the Peach Blossom Pond created for her by Lei Yishan, unable to get out, and unwilling to get out.
This was the first time in this period of time that Anna had been put on the tip of her heart so tenderly, making her feel that there was such a person in this world, who was full of herself.
But Anna was about to hold her wedding to Dou Zhun. During this period, she could only visit Lei Yishan in her free time, coveting this moment of tenderness.
Afterwards, she will continue to prepare for a marriage that will attract everyone's attention in Rongcheng in the next few days.
After Anna left, Miss Huang, who had always been silent, sat in the corner with a sarcastic smile on her lips.
"Why are you laughing?" Lei Yishan noticed her expression and asked her immediately.
"It's nothing," Miss Huang calmed down slightly, "I just feel sorry for her."