Chapter 63 The only thing I can’t let go of is him
Author: Lan Jiajia
Chapter 63 The only thing I can’t let go of is him
During dinner, Su Yuanyuan was the last one to wash her hands. Xiao Douding still helped put the dishes and chopsticks. When he put them on Su Yuanyuan's side, Su Yuanyuan pinched his armpits with both hands and picked him up and put him down.
He sat on the seat where he was originally sitting, and she sat down one seat outside, putting Xiao Douding between her and Jiang Wenzheng.
Jiang Wenzheng's hand holding the chopsticks was stunned, and Jiang Zhiyi's little head shook back and forth to observe the expressions of Jiang Wenzheng and Su Yuanyuan.
What happened to dad and mom today? Why is the atmosphere so weird? Did they quarrel?
The painful memories from the past swept through his brain instantly, and tears filled his eyes unsatisfactorily.
When I was in Wangjiacun, my mother would quarrel with my father almost every day, and all the bowls at home would be broken. When my mother was angry, she would beat him. Whenever her mother was angry, he would try his best to get behind the kang.
, a small group hiding in the corner.
But my mother has not been angry these days, and she is very gentle to him. Why is my mother angry again? Will she beat herself like before?
That painful memory has cast a shadow on Jiang Zhiyi's heart. Even though the wound has healed, the scar is still there, and that painful memory will never be erased.
He couldn't help but tremble while sitting in his seat, but Qingyi was the first to notice something was wrong with him, and quickly squatted in front of him, gently holding his shoulders.
"Ayi? What's wrong?"
Little Douding couldn't listen to anything anymore, and looked at his hands hanging on his legs with dull eyes.
Su Yuanyuan also noticed something was wrong with him, and put the back of her hand on his forehead, which was scalding hot as soon as she touched it.
"Let's take him to the room first, Dongyuan, and get a basin of cold water."
Qingyi picked up Little Douding and walked to the backyard. Dongyuan also moved quickly to get the wooden basin to fetch water.
Su Yuanyuan prepared first aid medicines at home, as well as daily medicines.
In this era, she could not develop a quick-acting antipyretic drug by herself, so she could only use herbal medicine instead.
She put a homemade cooling patch on Xiao Douding's forehead. At this time, Dongyuan also filled the water. She untied Jiang Zhiyi's clothes and wiped his body with a wet towel over and over again.
At this time, Little Douding had fallen asleep, her little face was burning red, and her mouth was slightly open, panting for hot air.
Su Yuanyuan sat by the bed and then recalled that Jiang Zhiyi was not concentrating in the afternoon. It turned out that there were signs at that time. Why didn't she notice it?
Because of self-blame, Su Yuanyuan's eyebrows were tightly knitted together, and her eyes were filled with distress as she looked at Little Douding lying on the bed.
On the side, Qing Yi looked at Su Yuanyuan's self-reproaching and distressed look, and was struggling in his heart whether to tell him what happened in the afternoon, but he had obviously promised Xiaodouding, so if he told him, wouldn't he be blamed for not keeping his promise?
Jiang Wenzheng had been watching Su Yuanyuan wipe Xiao Douding's body. He always felt that Su Yuanyuan was acting strange today, as if she was deliberately alienating him.
"You go and rest, Ayi, I will take care of you."
Su Yuanyuan didn't even turn her head, and only had little Douding in her eyes.
Sometimes blood relationships are really strange. Su Yuanyuan does not belong to this world and has no relationship with the people here. Jiang Wenzheng has no feelings for her. She can persuade herself to engage in industry instead of being stuck in love and making things difficult for others.
She, she always had a way to fight back, but only Jiang Zhiyi, she couldn't bear to let go of him. She once thought that she would leave when she had the financial strength, but now, she couldn't bear to let him go.
"Just let me come. You go back to the bedroom first. I'll watch over you for a while."
Jiang Wenzheng's eyes darkened and he nodded calmly.
Qingyi and Dongyuan also followed him out.
However, both Qingyi and Dongyuan went back to their respective rooms, but Jiang Wenzheng came back and sat quietly on the corridor in front of the window, staring blankly at the window paper emitting warm light.
A cool breeze suddenly rose at night, blowing his hair on the side, and the blanket covering his body was replaced by a thin navy blue brocade quilt with a white lotus embroidered on it.
He gently stroked the white lotus petals with his fingertips, feeling the uneven touch.
The white lotus embroidery was very rough, even a little childish, but he cherished it very much and kept it covered these days. What he liked was not the white lotus, but the person who embroidered the white lotus.
Thanks to Su Yuanyuan's constant efforts, Jiang Zhiyi's fever finally subsided and his body temperature returned to normal.
"Mom, if you're not angry, don't... hit me..."
Xiaodou Ding was so confused that he suddenly muttered this sentence.
Su Yuanyuan, who was so sleepy that she could hardly open her eyes, was suddenly startled, as if she was in a world of ice and snow, and her whole body was shivering.
She deliberately avoided Jiang Wenzheng today, and Jiang Wenzheng didn't pay attention to her when he spoke to her. She also deliberately distanced herself from him during the meal. Unexpectedly, all of this was noticed by Jiang Zhiyi, who thought she was angry with Jiang Wenzheng.
The original owner was often angry with Jiang Wenzheng before, and would hit the child when she was angry. Now that she is suddenly angry, it may have brought back the memories that Xiao Douding did not want to face, and that is why she fell ill, as if she had lost her soul.
For a moment, Su Yuanyuan didn't know what to do. She could only hold Jiang Zhiyi tightly in her arms and keep stroking his back.
It turns out that hurting someone will leave an everlasting wound in their heart.
It wasn't until late at night that the lights in the room were turned off. Jiang Wenzheng in the corridor glanced at the window and then slowly returned to the room.
In order to make up for Xiao Douding, Su Yuanyuan deliberately did not go to the shop the next day and asked Fu Shen to take a day off from the college.
When Little Douding woke up, it was already past midnight. His hair was all messed up from sleeping, and he was sitting blankly on his little bed. His large underwear made him look small.
"Mom! I'm going to be late for school!"
After a long while, Su Yuanyuan came over slowly, holding a bowl of sweet porridge in her hand.
Seeing Xiao Douding just sitting on the bed, he pulled the quilt aside to cover him.
"You won't go if you are sick today. Mother asked Mr. Fu for leave for you."
"So you don't have to go to school today?"
Jiang Zhiyi looked at Su Yuanyuan in disbelief, but from Su Yuanyuan's expression, it didn't look like she was lying, and she happily waved her little fist.
"Yeah!"
Su Yuanyuan sat by the bed and fed him the sweet porridge she had cooked. She also found him a month-old white gown with dark silver patterns embroidered on it. He looked like a young man wearing it.
Today she planned to do some housework in the morning and take Little Douding for a walk on the street in the afternoon to let him have fun and relax.
