Chapter 90 Shouldn't have married you in the first place!
"Why?" Shen Jingjue frowned and narrowed his eyes.
God knows how long it took him to mentally build up after saying this sorry sentence, and he suffered from insomnia for a whole week!
Originally, he planned to wait until the day of his grandfather's birthday to tell her in person, but tonight when he saw Huo Ruxi appearing grandly at her home, he couldn't wait any longer and just wanted to come to her as quickly as possible.
He didn't know what was wrong with him, he had never been like this before.
There has always been a switch for his emotions. But now, he gradually discovered that the switch that controlled his emotions seemed to be in Bai Xiaoxiao's hands.
"If you want to apologize, Jin Enrou should come and apologize to me in person. What does it mean for you to apologize to me on her behalf? How about showing affection?"
Tang Qiaoer's eyes were as cold as ice, "She wants to kill someone, so do you have to pay for her with your life?"
"Bai Xiaoxiao, I'm here to sincerely apologize to you!" Shen Jingjue's voice was a little higher, and his starry eyes were slightly red.
"I think you are deliberately angry with me."
Tang Qiaoer laughed out loud, her clear eyes flashing with cold light, "Shen Jingjue, if you don't understand what I mean, you'd better not say sorry, so as not to tarnish these three words!"
"Bai Xiaoxiao, are you looking for trouble with me?" Shen Jingjue's voice became colder and harder.
"It's you who's looking for trouble. I didn't ask you to come over. It's you who came here to make trouble for yourself."
Tang Qiaoer struggled to free her wrist, but felt her bones hurt, "Let go, I'm going back!"
"Even if I am apologizing to you on her behalf, so what? I still bow to you. How do you want to be satisfied?!" Shen Jingjue could no longer control his anger and grabbed her shoulders with both hands. A flash.
"Shen Jingjue, what I want has never been for you to bow to me."
What I want is that you love me.
But I know that I will never get your love in this life. I accepted it and finally let go. Why do you insist on provoking me again and again? Am I very contemptible in your eyes?
Tang Qiaoer smiled bitterly, her eyes red from laughter.
This blush was bright, beautiful, and scorching. Shen Jing felt his heart tremble, and his soul felt like it was being burned.
"I want you to disappear from my world, the kind that turns into ashes. Just leave, and I won't send you away."
Tang Qiaoer pushed Shen Jingjue away hard, but the man grabbed her wrist again, "How could I disappear? You and I have been married for three years, and the word 'divorce' will always be written on your life resume. You Never try to erase that past!"
"It's okay if I say yes. In your opinion, we are divorced, but in my opinion, I am widowed." Tang Qiaoer's eyes were extremely contemptuous, as if he was an insignificant wisp of dust.
Shen Jingjue's vision flickered, as if he had received some kind of heavy blow, and there was a buzzing sound in his head, causing severe pain!
He took a breath, his hands trembling with pain, "Bai Xiaoxiao! If I don't let you go, you will have my surname in front of your name! If I don't divorce you, you will never... don't even think about having a new beginning!"
Snapped--!
Tang Qiaoer's always strong eyes were forced to shed tears. She finally couldn't bear it anymore and slapped Shen Jingjue with her hand.
This was the second time she hit him, but her mood was completely different from the first time.
Her heart ached so much at this moment, as if his words had pierced her heart.
"Shen Jingjue, I should have known you were so shameless... I shouldn't have married you in the first place!"
Tang Qiaoer quickly got out of the car and slammed the car door.
She didn't even have time to hold an umbrella, so she rushed back to the villa in the rain.
Shen was shocked to find that his eyes were dull and his head was still tilted to the same position as when he was beaten.
I don't know how long it took, but his tall body curled up, holding his severely aching head with both arms and trembling. He looked more embarrassed and pitiful.
…
After returning home, Tang Qiaoer avoided Lin Su and ran towards her room.
As soon as she ran upstairs, she couldn't hold it anymore. She held the wall with her left hand and clutched the skirt of her clothes with her right hand, panting as if she was drowning. She suppressed it to prevent tears of sadness from bursting out of her eyes.
"Xiao Xiao?"
Huo Ruxi's worried voice came from behind. Tang Qiaoer gritted her teeth and swallowed back her tears.
"I'm tired and want to rest, so I won't give it to you. Thank you for your gift."
"Xiao Xiaoyou...what's wrong with you?" Huo Ruxi asked with trembling heart.
"I'm fine, good night."
"Xiao Xiao!"
Huo Ruxi caught up with her in long strides, grabbed her thin shoulders with both hands, and forced her to turn to him domineeringly.
The man's strength was too strong, and Tang Qiao'er was a little dizzy from being shaken by him, and her moist apricot eyes were filled with a hint of resentful confusion.
It’s even more touching.
"Are you...crying?" Huo Ruxi stared at her with blank eyes.
"No." She replied coldly, but her red eyes betrayed her.
"Xiaoxiao, did Ah Jue make you angry? He is a stupid, straight man and a stupid roe deer! Don't be the same as him, it's not worth it!"
"Yes, it's not worth it..." Tang Qiaoer muttered absently.
Huo Ruxi took a cold breath. Her gaze at this moment was shattered into fine ice, which made his heart hurt.
"Xiao Xiao, how about you try to have sex with me?"
Tang Qiaoer's eyebrows tightened little by little.
"How about you try to accept me? Although I am not a good person, I am willing to be a good person for you!"
If you can't compare to others, why not compare to Shen Jingjue?
"Ruxi, I'm really, really tired. Please don't make things difficult for me anymore." Tang Qiaoer looked at his eyes with deep sadness.
"Xiao Xiao..." Huo Ruxi's breathing was stagnant, and her heart was filled with pity.
"It's very late. I really want to go to bed. Let's go back early."
Tang Qiaoer pushed him away, turned around and walked slowly towards the bedroom.
"Are you and Tang Yue...really a couple? What is your relationship with him? Are you really in a relationship with him, or are you using him to take revenge on Ah Jue?!"
Tang Qiaoer was suddenly startled and secretly clenched her fists, "None of this has anything to do with you."
"There is no trace of you and Tang Yue living together in this villa. If he is your boyfriend, why is there not even a pair of his shoes at the door? How can there be no trace of him being with you here?!"
"I'll say it again, none of this has anything to do with you. You don't need to worry about it."
"Xiao Xiao! Don't hurt yourself, don't do stupid things!" Huo Ruxi's throat was bitter and her voice was anxious.
Tang Qiaoer pursed her lips and left from him without looking back.
*
Shen Jingjue drove back to Guanchao Manor from Tang Qiaoer's house. The journey took less than an hour, but he drove for a full two hours.
The severe headache made it almost impossible for him to see the road ahead, and the heavy rain interfered with his vision. He almost got into car accidents twice along the way.
Shen Jingjue knocked open the door of the study room and hurriedly knocked over the cups and documents on the table in order to find medicine. He finally dug out the medicine bottle and swallowed it without even having time to drink the water.
However, he took double the amount of medicine, but his headache was not relieved at all.
——"Shen Jingjue, I had known you were so shameless...I shouldn't have married you in the first place!"
"Well--!"
Bai Xiaoxiao's hateful words echoed in his mind. His strong and tall body curled up into a cocoon, he had a splitting headache and was dripping with cold sweat.
Here, Wu Ma heard the noise and hurriedly opened the door and entered.
Seeing Shen Jingjue's painful look, she felt so distressed that tears welled up in her eyes.
"Master! What's wrong with you?! Do you have a headache again?!"
Shen Jingjue's mind was confused and his speech was unclear, "Xiaoxiao...Bai Xiaoxiao..."
"Master! Just hold on, I'll call your personal doctor right away!"
Wu's mother turned pale with fright and rushed out of the door. Just then a phone call happened to come in.
It's an unfamiliar number and it keeps vibrating.
"Who?!"
"Wu Ma, it's me." A gentle voice came.
"Ma'am, madam? Is that you?!" Wu's mother was so excited that she covered her mouth, in disbelief.
"Well, it's me, Xiaoxiao."
"Young Madam...it's really you...that's great!"
Wu Ma wiped away her old tears and burst into tears, "Please...save the young master! Young Master, the young master's head disease has happened again! He is already in pain and talking nonsense!"
When you were with the young master...the young master's headache had not recurred for a long time, but now that you are away...it has become more serious! What should I do?!"
"Wu Ma, don't worry, listen to me."
Tang Qiaoer took a deep breath and spoke in a calm and orderly tone, "Go to my room immediately. There is a silver box in the drawer beside my bed. Inside is a set of silver needles that I used to treat Mr. Shen's head ailments.
I also have a notebook under the box, which records in detail the treatment methods and the locations of acupuncture. I remember that you have studied some Chinese medicine before, and acupuncture is not difficult for you, right?"
"Yes...yes! I know acupuncture, I will go now!"
"And Mother Wu, Mr. Shen was injured tonight. His back was hit by a tree branch. He couldn't bear to say anything, but I know the injury was probably serious.
I also have ointment for treating bruises in my drawer. You can apply it on him later. If it doesn’t feel better after a few days, take him to have a look. Don’t delay."
"Yes, yes, I have remembered the young lady..." Wu Ma wiped her tears hard, feeling extremely uncomfortable.
What a good girl, why did the young master lose her?
"One last thing."
Tang Qiaoer was silent and said softly like a sigh, "Please don't mention the phone call I made to you tonight to Mr. Shen, please."