Chapter 522 Tell you what you haven't had time to say
Chapter 522: Tell you what you haven’t had time to say yet
Lin Qingyu didn't want to talk too much to Lin Shengguo, so she turned around and wanted to leave.
"Ayu, can you listen to a few words from dad?" Lin Shengguo held her hand, his eyes full of pleading.
Lin Qingyu looked troubled.
Lin Shengguo quickly explained: "Dad doesn't want to kidnap you morally because he helped you. I just want to talk to you. Many times that afternoon... I haven't had time to say it yet. I want to talk to you.
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Lin Qingyu's eyes were sore. She turned away from Lin Shengguo and tried to control her emotions: "Mr. Lin, you really don't need to do this for me. We have no relationship anymore. You don't need to take risks for me next time you meet me."
"Ah Yu, just ten minutes, okay? Dad has been very regretful recently. He regrets that he was blinded by lard and treated you like this. Dad is not going out of his way to please you now, he just wants to make it up to you."
"No need. Some of the damage cannot be made up for." Lin Qingyu looked at the boundless night outside the glass window of the corridor and sighed.
"I generally understand why Mrs. Qi donated such a large amount of wealth to devote herself to the education of young people.
She wanted to make up for the education she had lacked as a mother. She used wrong views on education to cultivate Qi Mingyue and Qi Tianci. She regrets it very much."
After a pause, Lin Qingyu looked at Lin Shengguo expressionlessly: "Many things cannot be repeated.
The perpetrator wants to cry and apologize to the victim because of his uneasy conscience, but this does not mean that the victim has to accept it.
The harm you caused me is like this boundless night. I used to sneak there, being cautious, waiting for the dawn for a long time.
You won't understand that process. I worked hard to grow, to please you, to obey you, until I gave up in despair.
Now, I am trying hard to reconcile with my past cowardly self and make a break with the past, but do you know what the result is?"
Lin Shengguo's heart hurt as if he had been cut with a knife, and tears streamed down his face.
Lin Qingyu took a deep breath and tried to calm down: "No matter how hard I try, I can't get rid of the influence you have had on me.
I wanted to eat sweet and sour pork in the middle of the night. I really wanted to eat it. I coquettishly told my husband that I wanted to eat it. He agreed.
I am very happy and feel that I am worthy of being liked and loved.
But do you know? The next moment, I will deny myself. I am afraid that I will do too much and kill the only person who truly loves me.
It is you who have turned me into a trembling person. The harm you have given me is devastating and lifelong. It will take me a lifetime to heal and tell me that I am worthy of being loved."
Lin Qingyu's eyes became sore and tears fell from the corners of her eyes.
Lin Shengguo held her arm and cried uncontrollably.
"Ayu, listen to me. Once upon a time, I only had money in my eyes. Because my father and your grandfather had great expectations for me.
Before he died, he grabbed my hand and told me, Shengguo, you must not lose the Lin family's property.
I used to be so proud and thought I was capable, but after a series of blows, I discovered that I was not good at business.
Because I am not a business person and refuse to admit that I am not good enough, I would rather believe that it is your horoscope that is to blame.
This is an excuse for my own incompetence, and I want to make my life easier. These days, I have been reflecting on it and recalling the past interactions between our father and daughter.
Ayu, I was really wrong, and dad was really wrong. All my life, I have wanted to find an excellent heir among your eldest, second, and third brothers to make the Lin family bigger and stronger.
But I finally discovered that my most outstanding child is you, the eldest daughter who has been neglected by me.
Having tea with you that afternoon was the first time I discovered that you are so good. Ayu, Dad is really wrong."
Lin Qingyu's eyes were scarlet and she turned her head to look at Lin Shengguo.
"If I hadn't married the third master, would you still think highly of me now?"