Eight hundred and twentieth chapters self-defeating
An Lu's eyes dodge, and she becomes calm in an instant.
"Even if I asked not to contact you...they still contacted you." An Lu's voice was very weak.
Song Yunyun also acted very calmly, not daring to feel a little sad.
Anlu is like this.
If she showed her inner pain again, An Lu would be even more unable to take care of herself.
She sat on the edge of the bed and held her hand.
There were many pinholes on the back of her hands, probably left over from injections, and they were all blue and purple.
She didn't dare to use force, for fear of hurting her.
She lowered her eyes and did not dare to let An Lu see the distress in her eyes, "If you don't contact me, are you just holding on here by yourself?"
An Lu pulled her lips, "I just don't want to make you sad!"
Song Yunyun couldn't hold it back, "You've become like this, why are you still worried about me?"
Without waiting for An Lu to speak, she continued, "I have already told them that I will take you away and I will find a doctor to treat you. I know many doctors and I will definitely cure you..."
"Forget it." An Lu said calmly, "I know my own situation. What's more, if you can cure the body, can you cure the heart? If the heart is gone, what else do you need to do with the body?"
"Don't talk nonsense." Song Yunyun whispered, "Don't give up on yourself, you still have a child!"
"child."
An Lu's eyes quickly flashed with light.
Then it dimmed.
She's like this, I'm afraid it will scare her children.
How can I still be a good mother?
"Leave me alone." An Lu said firmly, "I won't go with you."
Song Yunyun couldn't help but asked, "Do you really want to die?"
Anlu replied, "Yes."
Song Yunyun ignored her mood and said, "No matter what you become, you are still the mother of the child. Without you, she will become a child without a mother. How pitiful is a child without a mother? Even if she has a father, but
Not having a mother is a lifelong regret. I can assure you that I can definitely cure you. Even if your appearance is different from before, you will still look good."
"Yunyun, you can heal my face, but can you heal my body?" An Lu's eyes were filled with sadness, "My body is dirty first. I feel sick just thinking about it. I can't live anymore. It's really hard."
I don’t want to live anymore. I-I’m sorry for the people who are really kind to me, you know? If I hadn’t been with Mingshuo, maybe Mingshuo wouldn’t have died. I’m probably an unlucky person..."
"How can you say that about yourself? Even if there is something, it is not of your own free will. How can you say it is not yours?" Song Yunyun said distressedly, "No one will care, and no one will know that you went to country F with me.
In life, you will have people who know you. Stay away from everything in the country and start a new life. You are still young and have a long life. You can start over. Don't give up on yourself. Believe me, it will get better."
"It's already like this, how can we get better?" An Lu said, "You go away, don't tell anyone about me, let me fend for myself here."
Song Yunyun didn't dare to leave. She heard An Lu's desperate words without any desire to survive.
She was heartbroken.
"I will always stay by your side."
"Why do you care about me?" Anlu said, "You can't save me, and no one can save me. This is my fate, and I accept this fate."
"Nonsense, why should fate be like this? Everything will be fine. Just listen to me once!"