Eight hundred and twentieth chapters self-defeating
An Lu's eyes dodged, and in an instant he returned to peace.
"Even if I, I asked not to contact you... they still contacted you." An Lu's voice was very weak.
Song Yunyun also showed a very calm expression and did not dare to feel sad.
All Anlu is like this.
She showed her discomfort in her heart again, wouldn’t An Lu be even more unable to treat her with peace of mind?
She sat beside the bed and held her hand.
There are many pinholes on the back of her hand, which should be left behind by injections, green and purple, one by one.
She didn't dare to exert force, for fear that it would hurt her.
She lowered her eyes and did not dare to let An Lu see the distress in her eyes, "You don't contact me, are you here alone?"
Anlu pulled her lips, "I just don't want to make you sad!"
Song Yunyun couldn't suppress it, "You've become like this, are you still afraid that I'll worry?"
Before An Lu could speak, she continued, "I have told them that I want to take you away. I will ask a doctor to treat you. I know many doctors and will definitely cure you..."
"Forget it." An Lu said lightly, "I know my own situation, let alone, can I cure my heart? I have lost my heart, what else do I have to do?"
"Don't talk nonsense." Song Yunyun whispered, "Don't give up on yourself, you still have children!"
"child."
A light flashed quickly in An Lu's eyes.
It dimmed immediately.
She looks like this and is afraid that she will scare her children.
How can you be a good mother?
"Don't worry about me." An Lu was quite determined, "I won't go with you."
Song Yunyun couldn't help but, "Do you really want to die?"
Anlu replied, "Yes."
Song Yunyun didn't care about her mood and said, "No matter what you become, you are the mother of a child. Without you, she will become a child without a mother. How pitiful is a child without a mother? Even if she has a father,
It’s a lifelong regret without a mother. I can promise you that I can cure you. Even if you look different from the previous one, you will look very good."
"Yunyun, can you heal my face? "An Lu's eyes were dull, "I'm dirty with such a body myself. I feel so disgusting when I think about it. I can't survive.
I don't want to live anymore, I - I'm sorry for the person who is really nice to me, do you know? If I hadn't been with Mingshuo, maybe Mingshuo wouldn't die. I'm probably an ominous person..."
"How can you say that to yourself? Even if there is anything, it is not yours. How can you say it is yours?" Song Yunyun said with distress, "No one will care, and no one will know, you go to F country with me and go to F country?"
In life, you will have someone to know you, stay away from everything in China, live again, you are still young and have a long life, and you can start over again. Don’t give up on yourself, believe me, you will definitely get better.”
"How can I be better if I'm like this?" Anlu said, "You go, don't tell anyone about me, let me die here."
Song Yunyun didn't dare to leave. She listened to An Lu's despair and had no desire to survive.
She was heartbroken.
"I will always be by your side."
"Why do you have to worry about me?" Anlu said, "You can't save me, no one can save me. My life should be like this. I accept such a fate."
"Nothing nonsense, what is life like this? Everything will be fine. Just listen to me once!"