Hearing him mention Tang Qiao'er, Shen Nanhuai's expression suddenly changed and became more gloomy.
"What did you say? What do you mean?"
"Tang Qiaoer has always been at odds with Ah Shu. This was known to everyone in the Shen family before she divorced Jingjue. If you think about it carefully, since their divorce, there has never been a time when she appeared without bringing trouble to our Shen family. trouble?
It was her presence again this time that made things happen like this. Even if she doesn't care about Ah Shu's face, she should still take care of our Shen family's face for the sake of you and Jingjue!"
Shen Guangjing originally just wanted to cover up his mistake of not recognizing the person, but the more he talked, the more he talked, and he vomited out all his old and new grudges against Tang Qiaoer, almost deceiving himself, "Yesterday's funeral was such a serious occasion, What kind of grudge does she have that she has to choose to air at that time? Even if she does, can't she wait until the funeral is over to talk about it?
She clearly wanted to make an enemy of the Shen family by doing this. What happened is entirely the result of Tang Qiaoer's repeated willful behavior and reckless attacks on our Shen family!"
"From what you said, do you think Qiao Qiao was wrong about this?" Shen Nanhuai's sharp eyes half-squinted.
"At the very least, Tang Qiaoer has an unshirkable responsibility." Shen Guangjing replied without blushing. He is really a good scapegoat.
"I'm going to fuck your uncle!"
Shen Nanhuai couldn't hold back his emotions, so he picked up the phone on the table and threw it towards Shen Guangjing!
This time, Shen Guangjing avoided it.
If you don't hide from him, your head will become a camel's hump today!
"Our Shen family's servant died in an accident. As the owners of Guanchao Manor, you and Qin Shu have shown such indifference to a human life! Until now, there has been no reaction at all. Qiaoqiao still brought her family to help. The funeral of the poor child gave the child enough respect and dignity.
It's okay if you don't do anything and don't appreciate it. You can't control your bastard wife and don't say anything. You actually confuse right and wrong and blame the innocent Qiaoqiao... You are quite old and bully a girl in her early twenties. Why the hell do you still want to show off your face?"
As long as his baby Xiaoxiao was involved, Shen Nanhuai couldn't calm down, his eyes were scarlet with anger, and his pale and dry lips were trembling, "Shen Guangjing, when did you become so cold-blooded and cruel, unable to distinguish right from wrong? !
Or...you've always been like this, never changed, but I'm blind and blind, and I can't see you clearly until now!"
Shen Guangjing was shocked!
He looked at his father's angry eyes glaring at him, and his whole body felt as cold as if the blood had solidified, and the veins on his temples were pulsing.
"So...actually, from the bottom of your heart, you have never approved of me. In fact, back then, you wanted me to be the one who went to jail more than your brother, right?"
Shen Nanhuai's pupils shrank sharply, and he slapped the armrest of the wheelchair hard, "You and Guang Ning are both my sons. You are the same in my eyes. The palms and backs of your hands are all flesh! I have never thought of favoring one over the other, but you always If you make random assumptions and think too hard, you will feel that I have been favoring your brother and neglecting you!
But now, I do begin to regret it. I regret not throwing you into prison and letting you spend a few years to wake up! I regret that when you insisted on letting Qin Shu in, I didn't find someone to do it. Vixen!
I regret that I didn’t protect Jingjue and her son, causing the child to lose his mother at a young age, and making you miss such a good woman who truly loved you!"
"Love me...what did you say?" Shen Guangjing's face suddenly turned pale and he asked in a daze.
Shen Nanhuai thought of Shen Jingjue's mother, the woman named Zhong Qing, and couldn't help but feel bitter in her heart, "That girl Zhong Qing, you are the only man I have loved from the beginning to the end. She has never changed her heart, nor has she ever changed her mind. There is another man living in my heart.
I've always wondered who the infatuated child followed. I thought it was me, but then I realized that the child followed his mother."
"Impossible...how is it possible..."
Shen Guangjing trembled in panic, his eyes confused, "If she has me in her heart, why is she unwilling to get a certificate from me and become a legal couple? If she loves me, why is she so indifferent to me? She won't even let me touch her..."
"Because she was in poor health at that time and suffered from severe depression, she was suffering from tremendous mental and physical pain. The first thing she did when she woke up every morning was to think about how she should die, but when she thought about it, she was shocked. And I can’t bear to abandon my young son just like that.”
Shen Guangjing staggered half a step back in astonishment, his heart throbbing with pain like a spasm.
It was not that he didn't know that Zhongqing suffered from depression at the time, but there was really nothing particularly unusual about her except that she lived in seclusion and rarely spoke.
Moreover, at that time, there was not much understanding of depression as a disease. Many patients with depression would be ignored by their relatives and even scolded as "hypocritical". So Shen Guangjing did not know that Zhongqing was already seriously ill. , and as the president was busy with everything, he ignored her.
There was a bit of sorrow in Shen Nanhuai's vicissitudes of life, "At first, she didn't agree to marry you, alienated you, and didn't get close to you. I thought she wanted to take advantage of you or had someone else in her heart.
But then one day, Zhongqing came to see me while you were on a business trip and told me everything that was on his mind..."
——"Mr. Shen, I am here this time just to ask you something."
Shen Nanhuai recalled the love she had at that time. She stood in front of him in plain clothes without any makeup, but she was still stunningly beautiful, arousing the man's huge desire for protection. No wonder his son was so obsessed with her.
——"I hope you can allow me to leave the scene and leave the Shen family."
——"You want to leave the Shen family?! What about Jingxu, you want to take him away too?!" Shen Nanhuai couldn't sit still after hearing this.
Zhong Qing shook his head lightly.
——"This is the biggest purpose of my trip to see you. I will leave the Shen family alone, alone, and will not take anything with me, including Ah Jue.
Ah Jue is my son, and he is also Guangjing’s son and your grandson. These days, I can see that you really care about Ah Jue. Ah Jue has a grandfather who loves him. No matter where I am, I will always care about him. Peace of mind and very satisfied.
Besides, I know very well what my physical condition is. Ajue being with a mother like me... will be torture every day. If it goes on for a long time, our mother-son bond will eventually be exhausted. I don’t want Ajue to hate me."
Shen Nanhuai could tell that although this woman was weak, she was smart.
He knew that what the Shen family could give, she would never be able to give in this life. And if her son could stay in the Shen family, he would be given a noble education and receive an elite education. When he grew up, her son would be a very promising person.
If you raise a child for one hundred years, you will always worry about ninety-nine.
——"I want to ask you a question. I don't understand why you want to leave the Shen family at this juncture?"
Although Shen Nanhuai was secretly happy that she didn't take her grandson away, he still couldn't help but asked curiously, "You are my son's favorite now. He has tried all kinds of tricks to make you smile. In ancient times, he even It's time to play with the princes by beacon fire.
And he has to get the certificate from you. You have to know that if you become his legal wife, you will be the real mistress of the Shen family. And you also gave birth to a son. If nothing unexpected happens, it is very likely that he is the mistress of the Shen family. The future heir of the Shen family.
Glory and wealth are right in front of you, but you have to leave. Are you really willing to leave?
Or...you have always had someone you like outside, but you followed Guangjing because of the power of our Shen family. You don't really love my son at all?"
As the voice fell, Shen Nanhuai felt that he had spoken too harshly.
But Zhongqing didn't show the slightest bit of resentment, and remained calm and calm.
——"No, Mr. Shen, I love Guangjing, I love him very much.
But my current mental and physical condition is no longer suitable to be his wife and Shen's mistress, and I don't know how long I can stay with him.
Side by side with him should be a beautiful and outstanding woman who can take care of him and his children and can add icing on the cake to his career.
But I can't do any of these, and I don't want to be a burden to him. So, it's better to let him stop thinking about me early, and I will leave too... I'll feel more at ease."
After Shen Nanhuai narrated all this, his eyes became red.
You can imagine what a soul-cleansing and thrilling impact Shen Guangjing must have had after hearing this!
He stood there stupidly, his eyes were empty, and his heart was beating heavily against his chest, almost crushing his bones.
"No way...how could it be like this...how could it be..." the man murmured with trembling lips, and even the muscles in his cheeks were faintly twitching.
Seeing Shen Guangjing falling into great shock and losing his mind, Shen Nanhuai immediately thought of Shen Jingjue.
No matter how he looked at it, he felt that his grandson was far more promising than his son. But there was one thing, they were exactly the same.
As long as you don’t hit the wall and don’t give up, and don’t break the wall, you will never admit how wrong and stupid what you did back then!
"Zhongqing has always asked me to keep this matter a secret from you. She wants to leave quietly and doesn't want you and the child to have any nostalgia for her."
Shen Nanhuai shook his head regretfully, "I was also confused and selfish at that time. I didn't take her feelings into consideration. I only thought about it. As long as Jingxu stays in the Shen family and is under Cheng Huan's knees, I won't worry about anything between you." I don't want to take care of it anymore.
But I didn’t expect that Qin Shu would come out in the middle! I didn’t expect that you would fall in love with someone else and bring such a scumbag into the Shen family! I really regret it... I regret it so much that my intestines are blue!"
"If... if she wasn't indifferent to me, if she didn't hate me so much, how could I..."
Until now, in Shen Guangjing's heart, Zhongqing's status is higher than that of Qin Shu.
Even if Qin Shu didn't do so many evil things, the position of love in his heart could not be replaced.
It's just that he is a naturally stubborn person who never admits his mistakes or admits defeat.
He is a noble man, a proud man of heaven. He can get everything he wants at his fingertips, and he can answer everything he wants at the drop of a hat.
He couldn't stand Zhongqing's indifference to him, and couldn't bear that her heart was not with him...
That's why Qin Shu took advantage of the gap between them, and that insidious and vicious woman occupied the magpie's nest and took over her place!
"Secretary Xu, take out the things that Zhongqing kept here with me and give them to him." Shen Nanhuai sighed deeply.
"Yes, Mr. Shen."
Secretary Xu took out a wooden storage box from the handbag he carried with him, walked over and handed it to Shen Guangjing, "Dr. Shen, this is the personal belongings of the ex-wife.
She gave it to Mr. Shen before she decided to leave the Shen family. She said it would be a pity to throw it away, but it would make her sad to keep it. So it was returned to its original owner, and it contained the love tokens, rings, etc. that you had given to your ex-husband."
Shen Guangjing stared at the box blankly, curling his trembling fingers toward his palm, but did not dare to take it.
"The past is gone, and you have replaced the old one with a new one. I think there is no need for you to see these things again."
Shen Nanhuai's eyes darkened, "But now, I think I should leave these to you, otherwise you will never be able to see clearly who you really love in your heart, and you will never be able to see clearly who you are now. How foolish!"
Shen Guangjing took the box, his throat was tight and dry and it was difficult to speak.
After he left the office, Shen Nanhuai held his forehead, feeling so angry that all the strength in his body seemed to be drained, and he had no energy at all.
"Mr. Shen, I don't understand something."
Secretary Xu paused and asked gently, "Ms. Zhong wanted you to get rid of this box back then. Why did you keep it for her instead of disposing of it as she said?"
"Because I've been waiting for the day when he sees Qin Shu's ugly face."
"But as you just saw, Director Shen is still determined to protect her. It shows that Director Shen has not really..."
"Humph, no, he is just protecting his self-esteem and face. My son, I don't understand, who understands?"
Shen Nanhuai leaned back, closed his eyes and rested, "Now, he may be only one step away from giving up on Qin Shu. At this time, awakening his feelings for his old love may add fuel to the flames.
The destructive power of dead people to him is often stronger than that of living people. It will make him deaf and regretful."
*
The luxury car drove towards Guanchao Manor.
Shen Guangjing held the wooden box firmly during the whole process, and after a long period of mental preparation, he slowly opened it.
The box is divided into two layers.
On the first floor, there were neatly laid out velvet bags. Every time she opened one, Shen Guangjing felt a sharp pain in his heart.
The ring was given to her when he proposed. Now it seems that the diamond is a little small, but thirty years ago, it would have really attracted the envy of countless women.
The jade bracelet was a birthday gift from him, and it was also carefully selected.
Back then, he would remember her birthday, the anniversaries they had together, and the festivals that every lover would celebrate.
Now, he doesn't even want to remember the anniversary of her death.
Shen Guangjing took a deep breath and opened the second floor——
It turned out to be a stack of old photos that had turned yellow.
He picked it up tremblingly and looked through it one by one. Suddenly his eyes were red, his ears were buzzing, and his eyes were blurry with tears.
He remembered that he loved photography and always took a small camera and took pictures while walking in Guanchao Manor.
He didn't know what she was filming then, but now, he knows.
In Zhong Qing's photography, there is only one protagonist - him.
Behind the photo, there are written words of love that she deeply buried in her heart but could not tell. They were restrained, gentle, and affectionate.
"Looking at the sky at dawn and the clouds at dusk, I think of you when I walk and when I sit down."
"I don't know since when, I have become a person who cannot be separated from you. Maybe this is what the Bible means, women are the ribs of men."
"Ajing, I hope my humble background, miserable past, and clumsy love have not troubled you.
I know that my love is not worth mentioning in your bright and bright life. But A Jing, this is all I can give you.
I love you much."
Shen Guangjing crumpled the photo, and tears silently fell down his cheeks, soaking Juan Xiu's words.
"Why...you never told me this yourself...
Ah Qing, do you know that I have always... loved you very much."