"Well, now that I have no past, I really can't have any extra thoughts."
His voice sounded deeper and his mood was not high.
Chu Yan didn't offer any comfort, he just smiled.
Because I know his future choices, I feel very calm now.
"Chang Zhe..."
"Um?"
"Go to rest early."
She said with a smile and closed the window.
Chang Zhe stared blankly at the closed window, his eyes darkening.
Sometimes he felt that Chu Yan was close to him, and sometimes he felt as if she would leave at any time.
There is a feeling of worrying about gains and losses. He knows that he cannot grasp it, so he can always easily affect his heart.
inside the room.
Chu Yan leaned against the wall, raised his head slightly, his eyes burning.
Nowadays, her soul is riddled with holes. With the blessing of God, she can start over again and feel the warmth of the world.
She didn't have to spend her days in cold, lifeless paintings, which she cherished even more.
She just wants to live freshly.
How dare you jump into the pit you jumped into in your previous life again in this life?
Ah Qi, it would be great if you were here, I think you would be very pleased with my current choice.
Chu Yan said silently in her heart, and then tears rolled down her cheeks. Why didn't she understand earlier in her previous life? If so, Ah Qi should be happy.
That bright, lively girl came to another world alone just to save her.
But she persisted and wasted her good intentions several times.
The sound of footsteps outside the window came, and the corners of Chu Yan's lips raised into a smile, cold and bitter.
She quickly threw away all the messy things in her mind, lay down on the bed, and fell asleep after a while.
The next day I got up early.
The aunt was going out when she saw Chu Yan had also gotten up. She smiled and said, "I will come back to cook when I go out. Do you want to go and sleep for a while?"
"Where are you going, aunt? On the mountain?"
"Yeah, it rained a little last night, so I thought I'd go to the mountains to see if there were any mushrooms and pick them up and make some soup for lunch."
"I'll go with you."
Chu Yan hurriedly said something, but before the aunt could say anything, she had already changed into a shabby coat.
The aunt put back any words of rejection that came to her lips, her eyes filled with relief.
On the way to the mountain, I met many people from the same village. Like them, they were all going to the mountain to grow mushrooms.
The aunt deliberately distanced herself from them and looked a little nervous.
Suddenly she felt warmth on her hand, and when she looked over, she saw Chu Yan with a smile on his face.
The aunt was a little stunned.
"Let's go quickly, otherwise Changzhe will not have anything to eat when he goes home soon."
"good."
A smile slowly bloomed on the aunt's face.
Her caution was reflected in Chu Yan's eyes, so she also wanted to support her.
"Yan Yan, what happened last night was because Auntie was too anxious. Don't take it to heart. No matter how you and Chang Zhe are, in Auntie's heart, you are just like a daughter. Auntie is old and sometimes she can't think clearly.
Just say some stupid things, don’t take it to heart.”
The aunt talked a little bit.
She listened to some of what Chang Zhe and Chu Yan said last night and thought about it for a long time.
She understands Chu Yan's worries and reserve as a girl, and also knows that she is a very independent girl. She should not look down on others and think that she should become a couple with Chang Zhe.
After hearing this, Chu Yan felt relieved and very moved.
She hurriedly asked, "What did the aunt say? Did you say anything that you shouldn't have said last night?"
The other party was stunned for a moment, then understood immediately and stopped mentioning the matter.
"Aunt Chang...are you taking Yan Yan to the mountains to grow mushrooms?"
Unknowingly, they had caught up with the people in front of them, and Chu Dazhuang's family said with a smile.
Chu Dazhuang is a rare barefoot doctor in the village, so his family is also very respected in the village, not to mention Qinggen Village, even in the nearby Shiliba Village, they all have a reputation.
At this time, Aunt Ge took the initiative to say hello, and several other women also stopped.
Aunt Chang walked forward with a smile on her face, "Yes, it rained a little last night, didn't you want to eat something fresh?"
"Yan Yan is now with Chang Zhe..."
She didn't say much more, just waiting for them to answer the question.
Aunt Chang said hurriedly, "Yanyan is my daughter now, and I am lucky enough to have such a beautiful baby for free."
One daughter at a time made it clear that they did not insist on bringing Chu Yan and Chang Zhe together.
"This body has been exposed, what kind of daughter is there? She lives under the same roof all day, alone and alone. No one would believe her even if she told her."
The person on the side said something sour.
Mrs. Chang said with a fierce face, "I am a dead person!"
After she finished speaking, her face turned red.
She rarely spoke so forcefully in front of people named Chu.
As soon as these words came out, everyone around him was stunned for a long time.
Chu Yan squeezed her aunt's hand naturally and signaled her to relax.
"let's go."
So Aunt Chang and Aunt Ge said hello and left first.
"Hey! Did you hear it? What did she just say!"
The woman said something very dissatisfied.
However, Aunt Ge frowned and her voice became a bit colder, "Chang Zhe originally had good intentions to save people, but he was tripped up by the Daniu family. Even if they really want Chu Yan to be their daughter-in-law, it is only natural and natural. No one can do it.
What to say, there is no need for her to tell this lie now."
The woman immediately stopped saying anything.
Chu Yan and his aunt arrived in the mountains. They searched for a long time but didn't see any mushrooms.
Soon, the trouser legs were wet with dew on the grass and trees, and a biting coldness came, making both of them feel exhausted.
"Let's go and have a rest over there."
The aunt was afraid that Chu Yan would be tired, so when she saw a big rock, she hurriedly said that the sun could be shining on the rock, so she thought it wouldn't be so cold.
"Really, why did I bring you to the mountain in such a cold weather? What would you do if you got sick?"
The aunt muttered.
Chu Yan chuckled and said, "What are you afraid of, ma'am? I'm in good health."
When she walked towards the stone in front of her, she was stunned for a moment, with a trace of unnatural emotion appearing on her face.
Why is this stone so similar to the stone she is lying on in the painting?
Chu Yan suddenly felt fearful.
She was afraid that if she lay down on it, what would happen if her soul returned to the painting again.
The kind of life where you are the only one in the world is cold, lifeless, and not cute at all.
"Kid, what's wrong? Come up quickly, we'll have a rest and then go back."
The aunt waved to her.
Chu Yan remained motionless, the smile on his face froze, "No, I'm not tired yet, I want to stand for a while."
"How can you not be tired? You just walked for so long!"
When Chu Yan saw her aunt coming down to help her, she was afraid that she would fall, so she hurriedly walked over.
As she got closer, her eyes were attracted by a long gray-brown cloth in the cracks of the stone.