Chapter 2: The early death of parents is eternal pain
Her father had been lying on the hospital bed for a year and passed away. At that time, He Xiner often cried secretly in her back at night, but she did not dare to cry loudly because her mother's health was getting worse and worse. She was really afraid.
She was very afraid that one day she would be the only one left.
She has to go to work during the day, and her mother can barely take care of herself. After get off work, she hurries home to take care of the housework. Because of the sequelae of cerebral hemorrhage, her mother rarely speaks, and her brain is getting slower and slower. He Xiner's personality has become more and more introverted in the past two years, except for work. I need to communicate with others and speak less and less.
He Xiner works in the county town. Every day after work, she rides an electric car to the vegetable market to buy groceries, and then hurries home. There is no time for socializing. Most of her former friends have just gotten married. They are not in the sweet period of marriage with her husband.
, even though she was a first-time mother after having a baby, she encouraged and comforted her at the beginning. As time went by, she had a lot of things to do at home, and she seldom contacted Xin'er.
He Xiner goes home after get off work to take care of her sick mother. In addition to having less and less contact with the outside world at work, Xiner's job is also very simple. She is an internal staff member of the unit, usually typing documents and recording attendance.
She has no time to socialize with others and seems to have no need to socialize. She is such an ordinary person, and her mother is the only person who needs her the most and cannot live without her.
He Xiner is used to this kind of life, and her salary is not high, which can basically meet the living needs of her and her mother. She is becoming less and less good at interacting with people. In this era where human relationships are becoming more and more important, it is difficult to make friends.
It also requires costs.
He Xiner simply lived like a transparent person~
He Xiner just wanted to be by her mother's side and spend the rest of her life slowly. She wanted to live a normal life with her mother. But her mother actually left too, just over a year later than her father, and now she is the only one left.
There are no more people, and there is nothing left.
No one would prepare a meal for her at home after get off work, no one would give her an umbrella when it rained, no one would pick her up when it snowed, everything was gone, everything was gone!
There is no mother to tell her to eat well, no father to tell her to be careful when crossing the road~
She used to dislike their nagging, but now no one is nagging her. The house is so quiet that it makes her feel panicked.
Most of the time, Xin'er would turn on the TV and fall asleep listening to the sound of TV programs. Every night, she would dream about going back to her childhood. How wonderful it was back then. When she came home from school, her mother would prepare meals, and her father would tell her to wash her hands quickly.
When the family eats together, Xin'er always chatters about things in school, her father always looks at her with a smile, and her mother always tells her not to laugh when eating, but to eat well. After the dream, she couldn't help but burst into tears.
The pillow is wet every morning.
He Xiner lived in a daze all day, her whole person was confused.
He Xiner was sick. She didn't tell her second uncle and aunt because she didn't want to trouble others with everything. She went to the hospital for a consultation. The doctor diagnosed He Xiner as suffering from mild depression and suggested that she chat more with her friends.
Travel to places you like.
He Xiner walked out of the hospital calmly. She had basically stopped interacting with friends in the past two years, and now she didn't want to disturb others.
He Xiner really wanted to travel. She wanted to leave home and get some fresh air. She was planning to save some salary in half a year and then take a week off to visit the south.
In the past two years, her family's savings have been used up, and she has no money. If she wants to go out for fun, she has to wait until she saves some money.
He Xiner walked slowly with her head lowered. An electric bicycle passed by her. He Xiner looked at the old lady on the bicycle. Although the old lady could not move her legs and needed to ride on the bicycle, she was in good spirits.
He looks good, and there is a small speaker on the electric wheelie that plays an old song.
He Xiner's thoughts wandered far away, how wonderful it would be if her mother could sit on a wheelbarrow like this. She also thought of her father's appearance when he fell ill, and felt a dull pain in her heart.
Her eyes became blurry again, and at this time He Xiner also walked to the old lady waiting at the red light, thinking about something in a low mood. This chapter has been completed!