"Let me lean on you." Yun Zishu leaned lightly on Sicang's shoulder, "I'm so tired from scheming with people all day long. Although I have some confidence, I need to tighten my heartstrings all the time. When facing my father, I look like
The clouds are calm and the wind is gentle, but in fact no one sees the tension in my heart."
The king of a country holds the power of life and death, and the coercion cultivated by being in power for many years cannot be ignored. Yun Zishu can only rely on the hatred from her previous life, a little understanding of her father, and the secrets she holds in her hands to be confident.
But she knew in her heart that secrets were not everything.
She challenged his bottom line again and again with an attitude of not being afraid of death. Even though she was really not afraid of death, after achieving the results she wanted step by step, Yun Zishu knew that she didn't want to die.
Especially now that she has someone she really likes, she must consider her escape route when dealing with her father and be as foolproof as possible.
Yun Zishu turned her head, looked at Sicang's angular face under the light, raised her hand and touched it: "Sicang, you are so beautiful."
Si Cang's eyes deepened slightly, and his voice couldn't help but deepen: "Your Highness."
"Um?"
"Don't touch it." Sicang raised his hand to catch her wanton hand, "I dare not offend His Highness before we get married."
Yun Zishu's expression paused: "You just touched your face, where did you touch randomly?"
Sicang: "..."
"Does this constitute a violation of ethics?" Yun Zishu raised her lips and smiled softly, her expression relaxed a lot, "But I have done more than one or two things that violate ethics. This one should be the most important."
The defense between men and women has been a decoration since Sicang came to her as a personal shadow guard. Moreover, now that the two of them have a formal commitment and engagement, it is reasonable to have some intimacy in advance.
"Normal men can't stand teasing." Si Cang said in a tight voice, "Especially when facing the person he likes the most."
"I see." Yun Zishu blinked, "But haven't you been trained for a long time? You should have an extraordinary will."
Sicang remained silent: "The training is to eliminate the seven emotions and six desires. However, the training results of Beizhi are obviously a failure, because every time he faces His Highness, Beizhi cannot restrain his feelings."
Since all emotions and desires are indelible, how can he restrain the throb he feels when faced with the flirtation of the woman he loves?
Yun Zishu groaned, as if thinking about something: "So you don't like me getting close to you?"
Sicang immediately denied: "No."
Yun Zishu raised her eyebrows: "Do you like it or not?"
"...I like it." Si Cang turned to look out the window, trying to stay calm, "I like it very much."
It's just a bit torturous.
"Since you like him, don't resist." After Yun Zishu finished speaking, she couldn't help but rub his face again, "Follow the truest emotions in your heart. There should be some joyful behavior between lovers."
Intimacy is not limited to the wedding ceremony. You can get used to it in advance and be a little subtle...for example, touching your face, holding hands, and saying a few words of love.
"Sicang." Yun Zishu raised her eyes and stared at his face, "Don't you dare to look at me?"
Si Cang's heart skipped a beat and his voice tightened: "No."
The smile on Yun Zishu's face deepened, and there was a bit of slyness in her eyes: "Then why are you staring out the window? The scenery outside is beautiful?"
Si Cang was silent for a moment, then slowly turned his head, staring at the girl with a beautiful smile in front of him, his heart softened little by little, his eyes fell on the glossy lips, and he couldn't help but want to kiss her.
However, he took a deep breath and said in a tight voice: "It's getting late. Your Highness, please go to bed early."
After saying this, he stood up and walked out without waiting for Yun Zishu to say anything.
The cool night breeze quickly drives away the undue restlessness in the body.
Sicang stood outside the palace and looked at the night sky. As His Highness's shadow guard, he could be close to the water and towers, and could not only protect her, but also get closer to her. However, he had never thought about it before and did not dare to have any unreasonable thoughts, so he always did it.
When your heart is as calm as water, even if you occasionally have some emotions, you can control them well.
Now that he has a title and a marriage contract, that layer of imprisonment seems to have been broken through unknowingly - or in other words, it is just because she has expressed her feelings to him that he seems to have been forgiven.
There is no need to restrain the deep emotions in your heart and allow them to spread, surge, and get out of control.
Yun Zishu, who was staying in front of the window, held her chin, with a naughty smile on her face. Thinking of Sicang's rare panic and loss of composure, she couldn't help but click her tongue.
Strong, calm, taciturn, dedicated... Tonight I will add a pure feeling.
Yes, the innocent leader of the Shadow Guard.
It is said that a son from a famous family is the most ideal husband for a boudoir's daughter, but in Yun Zishu's view, a man as powerful as Sicang is the rarest treasure in the world.
No one can match his powerful skills. He is as sharp as a sword waiting to be unsheathed at any time. He is not afraid of life and death and only protects what he cares about.
When he is calm and indifferent, he is like a loyal shadow, not scheming, not so calculating, which makes people feel at ease.
When you fall in love with someone, you will be committed to it for a lifetime. Your attitude towards feelings is as solid as a rock, but in some aspects, you are so innocent that you find it cute.
Okay, the word "cute" is really inappropriate for a strong man, but Yun Zishu thinks that Sicang is indeed cute sometimes.
"Your Highness." Sicang walked in, his expression calm again, "Go to bed early."
Yun Zishu looked up at him and held her chin up casually: "Sicang, are you sure you want to continue to stay in my dormitory?"
Si Cang narrowed his eyes: "Before I left Dayong, I was still His Highness's personal shadow guard. Protecting Your Highness is my duty."
Yun Zishu snorted: "I don't mean anything else, I'm just worried that you won't be able to bear it."
Sicang's handsome face was slightly warm: "Your Highness is joking. He has received special training for his humble position."
Yun Zishu chuckled.
Sicang stared at her smiling face. When the girl smiled, her eyes were curved and bright, and her eyes seemed to be filled with stars and gems, which made people lose their mind.
His Highness has not laughed like this for a long time. Si Cang thought in a daze that from birth to now, the number of times His Highness has laughed so heartily is very rare. It seems that there has been nothing worthy of her happiness.
Sicang walked over and reached out to touch the top of her head, "I am very happy to see His Highness smile so sincerely and happily tonight."
Yun Zishu put her face against his heart and sighed softly: "Because the times when you are happy are so few, do you think it is very precious?"
Si Cang snorted: "I will make His Highness happy every day from now on."
"Be happy every day, and it won't feel strange after a while. Most of the time, you still need to maintain a stable attitude." Yun Zishu said, "Just be happy once every three to five. Those who achieve great things must pay attention to their manners and maintain a calm and calm demeanor."
Sicang put his arm around her shoulders and said in a low and sweet voice: "I hope that His Highness will be happy every day. Even if you are only happy in your heart, it doesn't matter if you don't have to show it on your face. At least you should live comfortably and not be bullied by others."