Yun Zishu didn't know what happened in the eldest princess's mansion, and she wasn't interested in knowing.
After returning to the princess mansion, she still lived her own life quietly. After her relationship with Sicang made significant progress, in addition to three meals a day, even enjoying the snow together became a special event.
Something sentimental.
New Year's Eve is here in the blink of an eye, and this year's palace banquet is particularly grand and grand.
This year is different from usual. After discussing with the Queen Mother, Emperor Zhaoming decided to hold only a family banquet. The royal family members, princes and princesses attended together, and other ministers stayed at their homes to watch the New Year with their families.
After having a family banquet at Ci'an Palace in the evening, darkness fell outside, and the sound of fireworks and firecrackers could be heard inside and outside the palace. The Queen Mother looked at the lively scene in front of her, and was in a good mood. She invited her relatives and concubines to climb the tower with her and watch.
Fireworks feast outside.
Yun Zishu followed the Queen Mother and walked up the tower step by step. She climbed up and looked into the distance. Looking far away, she could clearly see the noisy atmosphere of the streets and alleys decorated with lights and colorful lights.
She looked at the rows of official mansions, the magnificent palaces where the dignitaries were seated, and the bustling New Year's Eve celebrations in the capital. She turned her eyes slightly, and then saw the concubines and several other princesses and princesses standing behind her.
It was an indifference that was incompatible with the bustle in front of me.
Dayong Palace.
Giving birth to her and raising her has brought her unforgettable hurt and hatred. She will leave this place in the spring of next year and say goodbye to these familiar and unfamiliar faces. I don’t know what it will be like when I come back next time.
?
A smile twitched at the corners of Yun Zishu's lips, and she suddenly remembered a saying, "Eggs touch stones."
She has gotten to where she is today by not being afraid of death and having a gambler's mentality. Is this a sign of "taking destiny into her own hands"?
This fragile egg of hers repeatedly touched the emperor's bottom line, and her body might be shattered if she was not careful. But in this life, even God was destined to be on her side.
If you live a new life, you cannot repeat the mistakes of your previous life. You should have a completely different life.
Bang! Bang! Bang!
The sound of explosions rang clearly in the ears, and then bright fireworks bloomed in the dark sky. The princesses exclaimed excitedly: "The fireworks are so beautiful!"
"Look! What shape is that!"
"Like an umbrella."
"This one looks like a lotus!"
"It's so beautiful! It's so beautiful!"
Yun Zishu came back to her senses. It was the palace people who started setting off fireworks on the other side. The fireworks set off in the palace were closer than those outside, and they looked more beautiful and real. Several young princesses who were about eleven or twelve years old were innocent and innocent.
He smiled happily, completely without his usual reserved and timid appearance.
Yun Zishu looked at the innocent smiles on their faces and felt a little envious from the bottom of her heart. She had never been so happy when she was their age.
Without her in the bustle of the palace, without her in the family ties, the most profound thing she felt when she was a child was the desertion.
The deserted loneliness.
The only warmth may come from Sicang, that young man who is always injured but never gives in. Like a stubborn wolf, he suddenly breaks into her world and occupies a place that no one can replace.
Yun Zishu quickly brushed away the gloomy mood in her heart. Now she no longer needed to envy anyone. With Sicang here, Leng Yue and Leng Shuang, she felt it was enough.
A person's heart is very small. Once you have someone you like and have your own goals, you can't think about more things. If you want too much, you will get nothing in the end.
Quietly looking at the bustle and bustle in front of her, Yun Zishu's eyes showed a cold and determined light. Every step leading to the top of the road is full of thorns. If a person wants to get something, he must pay something.
Danger is everywhere, and she has already prepared for it.
That night, the entire imperial city was immersed in a lively atmosphere. The sound of firecrackers continued one after another, making it noisy for half the night.
It wasn't until midnight that the sound gradually stopped.
After bidding farewell to the Queen Mother and other family members, it was already late at night when Yun Zishu returned to the Princess Mansion. There seemed to be loud noises lingering in her ears. When she took off her robe and sat in front of the window with a cup of hot tea, she finally heard the sound in her ears.
It fell into silence.
"Your Highness, are you tired?" Si Cang walked to Yun Zishu's side and raised his hand to signal Leng Yue and Leng Shuang to go out. "The New Year has always been like this. There are many people to deal with. Even if you don't do anything, it will make people angry.
Feeling very tired.”
As he spoke, he naturally raised his hand and gently squeezed Yun Zishu's shoulders and neck. Even though the martial arts man's hands were strong, his strength was just right, and Yun Zishu did not feel any pain at all.
Yun Zishu breathed a sigh of relief: "Fortunately, I don't have to deal with anything. Tonight's New Year's Eve banquet is just a family banquet. The clan's wife knows that I won't be able to stay in Dayong for long. Not to mention the difficulty in speaking, she can even control her eyes and expressions.
Very good."
Speaking of this, a look of ridicule appeared on her face: "Of course, it may be because the Queen Mother is present and they don't dare."
No matter what, it's always good that no one is looking for trouble. Although she has to fight back every time, but the number of times is too many, people who are blind and blind always think it is her fault.
People who have no voice become unreasonable when they are reasonable.
Everyone is self-righteous, and Yun Zishu really doesn't want to deal with these people.
Si Cang didn't say anything, just soothing her fatigue quietly. Yun Zishu closed her eyes gently, relaxed her body and leaned against Si Cang: "It's great to have you."
Si Cang's expression paused, and he lowered his eyes to look at the top of her head. His eyes were as deep and tender as the sea.
Once a person who is indifferent and taciturn falls in love with someone, all his tenderness is hidden in his eyes and actions, and he will not say too many sweet words. But with him by his side, he can't help but make people feel at ease.
Yun Zishu suddenly wanted to leave this place of right and wrong as soon as possible, go to a place where there was only Sicang, and live a life with only two people. From now on, no one would disturb her, there wouldn't be so much right and wrong, and she could live a simple and smooth life.
It's just that this idea is obviously unrealistic - at least for the time being, she can only think about it briefly.
"Go to bed early." Yun Zishu said, "I will go to the palace early tomorrow morning to pay New Year's greetings to the Queen Mother and my father."
The royal family has a lot of red tape and many rules. Although the New Year's Day is a time for holidays and rest, many of the rules are more tiring than usual, and no one can go wrong.
Yun Zishu couldn't help but believe again that if people want to live as they please, they still have to learn to break the rules within their ability. Whether you are criticized or scolded, as long as you break the rules enough times and it becomes a habit, people will also
I've become accustomed to it and don't think it's strange at all.
Of course, the premise is that you must have enough courage when you break the rules for the first time, and be mentally prepared for all the serious consequences that breaking the rules may have.