Si Cang remained silent for a longer time this time, and finally nodded slowly: "Yes."
"In addition to taking this opportunity to deal with some people who need to be dealt with, there is another reason why you want me to take power and prepare to become the Queen Regent in the future?"
Sicang's voice was low: "Shu'er is so smart that no one can match her."
"You don't need to put a high hat on me." Yun Zishu said calmly, "Since you already have the previous memories, you might as well tell me the truth. I am too lazy to look for clues in the book bit by bit."
Concubine Gua is eager to make her remember the past, no matter whether it is reasonable or not. Sicang is also eager to make amends for her past life, whether she wants to or not.
In this case, let's just do it quickly and find out the truth as soon as possible to save her from spending too much meaningless time and energy.
Sicang was silent for a long time before saying: "Emperor Wen is a selfish and unfeeling person and does not deserve forgiveness."
Yun Zishu picked up the fruit and took a sip with her eyes closed: "So before you tell me the truth, you are actually ready to turn against me?"
Sicang's expression tightened and he shook his head quickly: "No, it's not."
"Since you yourself think he is not worthy of forgiveness, why do you still have to let me know the truth?" Yun Zishu looked up at him, "You want me to take Dongshu's place, let me have Dongshu's memory, and then treat him magnanimously.
Can you just tell me that it’s okay and I don’t care about the past things anymore?”
Sicang pursed his thin lips tightly and looked slightly pale.
"You said yourself that you don't deserve to be forgiven, but you still want to tell me the truth." Yun Zishu said calmly, with a hint of ridicule in her eyes, "You have no intention of turning against me, so what you want most is to treat me as someone who deserves to be forgiven."
After knowing all the causes and consequences, can I still forgive you generously? Then you can let go?"
Sicang was speechless, he didn't know how to defend himself.
But now Yun Zishu has solved some doubts. If Sicang has the memory of his previous life, it explains why he has never lived in Dongyou, but he can quickly take control of the situation as soon as he comes back. He has obviously been trained by the Shadow Guard since he was a child.
Although he is trained, he has a strong mind and is proficient in strategy.
Because he was once an emperor who grew up from a young age and was proficient in the emperor's mental skills.
A person who is proficient in the emperor's mind and is best at picking out the weaknesses of his ministers. In addition, he is a pure-blooded heir of the royal family and has excellent martial arts. In the Dongyou royal family that advocates warriors, he wants to get the new generation of those big families to take power.
It is obviously not difficult to get support from readers.
Yun Zishu said in a casual manner: "In your mind, what kind of woman is Queen Dongshu?"
"Intelligent, wise, and noble." Sicang narrowed his eyes, "A legendary woman who is unique in history."
"The evaluation is quite high." Yun Zishu smiled lightly, "Did Emperor Wen ever like her?"
Sicang nodded lightly and lowered his eyes: "I love you deeply, but..."
"Just what?"
"When he ascended the throne when he was young, he learned the art of being a king and the art of controlling his subordinates, but no one taught him the relationship between men and women." Sicang's voice was calm and silent, "He foolishly used the art of the emperor on him.
On the woman I love deeply.”
In the game of power, he worked hard to find a balance, naively thinking that feelings can also be measured by power. Emperor Wen was a smart student and a born emperor. He trapped his beloved in the harem, and he was broken step by step.
Her wing thought that this would be able to maintain the stability of the former dynasty and the harem, but...
"So in fact, he himself feels that he is not worthy of forgiveness, but he still wants to be forgiven?" Yun Zishu pierced his thoughts, "Why bother? It is not good to let everything in the past just pass and disappear in the long river of time.
?”
Si Cang whispered: "I also want those things to disappear, but..."
"But what?"
"Having such a memory is beyond my control." Sicang held her hand, and his voice rarely revealed a hint of hesitation, "I often stay up all night, hoping that you will remember that, but also afraid that you will remember that...
When I dream back in the middle of the night, I often forget where I am in a trance, and my present life is confused with the past, resulting in the feeling of being out of time."
Yun Zishu didn't speak, she was deep in thought.
In fact, there is no need to know more. Whether it is Concubine Gua or Sicang, the reason why they want her to remember the secret history is because they both lived too short and left too much regret and pain.
Sicang wanted to make amends, and Concubine Gua also wanted to make amends, but they wanted to make up for different things.
What Sicang wants to make up for is feelings, but Concubine Gua wants to do the exact opposite. She wants to use that past incident to make Yun Zishu and Sicang turn against each other or become estranged. Yun Zishu doesn't want to be manipulated, but at this moment, she seems to understand Si Cang.
Cang's mood also had some sympathy for Concubine Gua.
Of course, she still didn't know what kind of relationship Concubine Gua had with her in her previous life, but she could already vaguely guess something about it.
Although these are actually not important.
Yun Zishu was silent for a long time: "I believe that people have past and present lives, and reincarnation, but every death represents the end of that life. The same is true for the changes of kingdoms and the rise and fall of dynasties. If everyone regards the regrets of the past life as
With the experience of making a comeback in this life, has the world already been in chaos?"
Sicang remained silent.
"I have always believed that people's destiny has been predestined by God. A person's destiny, a family's destiny, and even a country's destiny will all end when it is time to end." Yun Zishu spoke calmly, "The obsession will be
Inner demons form, and inner demons make people suffer."
Sicang shook his head slowly: "Fate can be destined by God, or it can be a sin made by man."
Yun Zishu said calmly: "Are you repenting?"
"……yes."
"It is true that some people do evil things." Yun Zishu agreed, "Doing more good deeds will change your destiny, and doing too many evil things will speed up the arrival of your destiny. I believe that Emperor Wen has paid an unbearable price for his actions. Even if he is still alive in this life,
There is too much guilt and compensation, and it is impossible to bring the disappeared family back to life."
Sicang was speechless.
"So what do you think is the use of making amends? What's the use of repenting?" Yun Zishu frowned, "What we have to do is to look forward and plan for our own affairs. When you ascend the throne in the future, we will eliminate traitors and implement benevolent policies.
Let the people of this country and even the whole world live a better life than before. There will be no war within a hundred years and everyone will live and work in peace and contentment. This is the real compensation and the most important thing you should do."
Sicang pursed his lips and remained silent.
"And for the person you owe something to, you can make up for it twice as much in this life." Yun Zishu patted his face, "But making up for it doesn't mean you have to be immersed in regret all the time. God will give you a chance to start over again.
This is not for you to waste on repentance."
Si Cang narrowed his eyes and smiled bitterly: "After all, I can't see as clearly as Shu'er."