Wen Jiu was stunned for a long time before she came back to her senses.
She lowered her face and said displeasedly: "You are making such a joke, it's very irritating."
Lu Jing lowered his eyes slightly and did not dare to look at her. He clasped his hands tightly, otherwise he was afraid that she would be found to be unable to control the trembling of his fingertips.
"I'm not kidding." He pretended to be calm.
Wen Jiu stared at him.
It was obvious that he was indeed not joking.
But she didn't want to believe that the two of them were doing fine and were about to get divorced suddenly.
She asked tentatively: "Do you have any plan to get me to cooperate with you, so you want to pretend to divorce me?"
Lu Jing said calmly: "No."
"Do you really want to divorce me?"
"Um."
After once again confirming the answer in the affirmative, Wen Jiu suddenly felt that her eyes were going dark, her brain was buzzing, and she had difficulty breathing.
She couldn't figure it out, she really couldn't figure it out, how could it have come to this point without any warning?
It took a long time before she spoke, her voice a little hoarse: "Can you give me a reason?"
What reason could Lu Jing give?
Do you want him to say clearly: Until now, there is no way to explain how that kind of Microsporum appeared in the Ruan family. There is no evidence to prove my innocence. I may not be able to return to Yangtao in this life. If I find a new one that cannot be explained.
Evidence, I will go to jail. Apple’s largest director also hates me. I will never be able to enter this industry again, and if you follow me, you will have to give up the career you love...
If he said this, how could Wen Jiu agree?
His own experiences as a child were still vivid in his mind.
When his family was impoverished and his mother was seriously ill, the biggest thought in his heart was that he hoped that man would stop dragging him and his mother down.
Now, like Lu Xingyu, he made a bad decision and got into trouble.
But he must not follow that man's old path, and he must not drag Wen Jiu down.
It cannot be that he understood the truth more than ten years ago, but he no longer understands it when he grows up.
So he couldn't give any reason. He just lowered his head and said calmly: "I'm sorry. There are so many relationships that end in vain, and many of them have no reason."
Wen Jiu's eyes turned red uncontrollably, and she asked in a low voice: "Yes...it's because you are always giving, so you are tired, right? Then I can take care of you in the future, and I really don't need a career."
, I already have enough money..."
Her eyes were full of water, so transparent that it seemed like she could see right into her heart, which was slowly breaking.
Lu Jing only took one look and didn't dare to look again, otherwise he was afraid that he would regret the decision he had made.
She has always been cheerful and free-spirited, and she has taught countless women not to be humble for love, but why is she so humble now?
She must be heartbroken.
In fact, what she just said was a very good reason for Lu Jing.
He can absolutely say that it is because he is too tired of having to pay all the time.
But he really couldn't bear to blame her for the mistake.
He made up a very despicable reason: "I'm sorry, you didn't see clearly what I am like when we first started. It's boring to be a submissive person. You still like the way you and I are separated from each other."
——I'm sorry, my mother was dragged down by a useless man. Her whole family was dragged down by him, so I can't drag you down.
——I'm sorry, I can share adversity with you, but I can't let you share adversity with me.
However, he could not express what was in his heart.
What he said could be summed up in two words in Wen Jiu's ears: Tired of it.
She had felt countless times that she was so lucky to have met someone who looked at her all the time.
She naively thought that the only setback she had suffered in her life was that time in high school, and thought that she would always be so lucky in the future.
But why did it suddenly and without warning come to an end now?
She felt it was so ironic, and her heart was like a knife. It hurt so much, it was a hundred times more painful than the time ten years ago.
She huddled in the corner of the sofa, covering her face and crying uncontrollably.
Se Se in the cage on the balcony seemed to feel Wen Jiu's sadness. He put his two paws on the cage door and shook the cage vigorously. He let out a low growl of "Woo" in his throat and stared straight into the eyes.
Looking at Wen Jiu in the distance.
It was the first time for both it and Lu Jing to see her, who was invincible, collapse like this.
Lu Jing closed his eyes, he really didn't dare to look or think about it anymore.
Otherwise, I'm afraid that if I get impulsive, I won't be able to control myself and hug her.
Listening to her cries, his heart was crushed into pieces.
But he doesn't regret doing it.
Being without a man is only painful for a while, but being without money will be painful for a lifetime.
This was his personal experience when he was a child, and he understands it better than anyone else.
After Wen Jiu left him, there was no flaw in her body anymore, and she still had an infinitely bright future.
I don’t know how long it took before Wen Jiu stopped crying.
She looked at Lu Jing calmly and asked him for the last time: "Have you really decided?"
"Yeah." Lu Jing still didn't dare to look at her, but he didn't hesitate at all.
The last hope in Wen Jiu's heart was shattered.
She twitched her lips and spoke decisively: "Lu Jing, since you have made your decision, I respect you. But I never look back. I hope you will not regret today's decision."
After she said this, she quietly walked off the sofa and went to the balcony to touch Se Se's head through the cage.
She was actually very reluctant to let go of Sesou, but she still remembered that when she brought Sesou back last time, she was very restless and unwilling to eat.
There was nothing she could do about it. Keeping such a large dog in her house would be a disgrace to her.
Wen Jiu said goodbye to Se Se silently, turned around and walked to the door, put on her shoes, picked up her coat, and pressed the elevator button.
She stood quietly at the elevator entrance, watching the numbers on the elevator slowly change.
She was indeed a person who would never look back after making a decision, but while she was waiting for the elevator for thirty seconds, she was expecting Lu Jing to come over and hug her, saying that he was just joking and it was a prelude before he prepared a surprise for her.
But no.
She just saw his blurred figure from the elevator door, still sitting there motionless.
The elevator door opened.
Wen Jiu walked in and waited until the elevator door closed before she dared to turn around.
It's completely over between them.
After leaving the apartment, a cold wind blew in my face.
The early winter in Beicheng came quickly and hard without any warning, just like her marriage which had undergone drastic changes.
The taxi arrived quickly.
Wen Jiu sat in the back seat and the car drove away.
Looking at the lights speeding by on the roadside, she thought mockingly to herself that if she was live broadcasting her life, the audience would be scolding her now.
"You seem to know a lot of truth every day, and you act like a savior every day to save others."
"Why do you still make your life so miserable?"
"Wen Jiu, you really overestimate your capabilities."
"..."
Soon, the taxi arrived at her community.
Wen Jiu came home, opened the door and went in.
Looking at everything familiar yet distant at home, she suddenly felt very happy that she had bought a house through her own efforts.
I am also very fortunate that when I came back from a bad mood last time, I simply tidied it up and now I can go to sleep directly.
Wen Jiu lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling quietly.
In fact, it is not without warning.
She seemed to understand why in the morning, when he held her in his arms and said, "How else should I love you?", those words and the look in his eyes for those few seconds made her feel so uncomfortable.