"If not, why did you touch your face subconsciously?"
Even if she denies it, she can't deceive herself. Under that guy's expression of "Look, it's just as I expected", the psychological defense built by forcing a smile and pretending to be stupid can no longer be maintained. She can only lower her face and
In the form of dissatisfaction, the emotions that have been broken down are vented——
"Even if it is, what does it have to do with you!"
She rarely shows this kind of expression to others because it would hurt others.
But now, she no longer wants to care about the person in front of her.
Anyway, there is no point in pretending that nothing is wrong. If you can make him retreat...
"Let's have this conversation again," however, it was destined to be meaningless. The man's chuckle as if it didn't matter instantly reminded her of the past, "Do you want me to repeat that sentence again?"
"So you're just here to scold me, right?"
"Yo yo yo, don't get excited, but it's good that you are willing to be so honest." Someone raised his hands and waved them in front of his chest to signal her to calm down, and then the expression on his face changed to a serious one, "Look for
Of course you are not just for such a trivial matter...Of course I admit that it is quite interesting to see your reaction like this."
"Hello!"
Regarding her dissatisfied reaction, "Hao Qing" naturally chose to ignore it: "Let's not talk about this anymore, let's go directly to the topic - what does it feel like to go berserk?"
"Eh?"
Xiang didn't expect that he would ask this, but before she could respond, "Hao Qing" said to herself: "Compared to the uncomfortable and uncontrollable pain before, what I feel this time is rare...
Is it a bit relaxing?"
Going berserk makes people happy?
Naturally, Hibiki couldn't accept such deviant words: "No, I'm...!!"
"Stop lying!" The other person suppressed his resistance with a higher tone. Facing Hibiki's slightly repulsive gaze, he smiled softly and whispered, "If you carefully review the feeling at that time, you are
What are you thinking about, what are you doing, and what satisfaction do you get from it?"
"No, this is not what I want! I didn't want to hurt anyone!"
With the stimulation of "Haoqing"'s words, the scene in the dream reappeared. The pain of killing an important person with his own hands made Hibiki cover his head uncontrollably, shaking his head as if to expel it all.
.
"No, no, I don't want this!"
"You see, that's why you are in pain," and "Hao Qing" walked to her side, reached out and pushed away the hand that was covering her head, forcing the golden pupils to look at him, and turned his
The words forced their way into the other person's heart, "Why resist? Obey it, accept it, and the pain will disappear - you don't even understand such a simple thing, do you?"
"No! Symphogear is the power to save others. If you let this destructive impulse take control..."
"Destructive impulse...ha, that's what you think," someone seemed to be sneering, shaking his head, and then explaining his behavior as if to comfort him, "Indeed, this is not the first time you have gone berserk.
, there is nothing wrong with using this commonplace empiricism to make judgments.”
"what do you want to say in the end?"
Hibiki felt that the "Hao Qing" in front of him was a bit scary, but he couldn't restrain his curiosity to know the truth.
It seems like something is approaching.
In this mixed mood, "Hao Qing" in front of her slowly said as if teaching an ignorant child:
"This is about the nature of your energy... Do you still remember your relaxed red state?"
"Well, I..."
Hibiki couldn't help but speak a little hastily at this point - after all, it's not a good look to be attacked and lost by the original owner in front of him.
However, "Hao Qing" did not intend to delve into this matter, and immediately brought it up after a brief mention: "That is part of my energy, and now it seems to be lodged in you."
What does this have to do with rampage?
Doubts arose in Xiang's heart, but due to some hunch in her heart, she did not interrupt and listened patiently as "Hao Qing" continued to speak.
"There's nothing wrong with that. It has gone through the baptism of time in you and now it has truly become a part of you - you should be deeply aware of this, right?"
"...Well, this is all thanks to you."
Just like symphogear, it is the existence that accompanies and redeems me.
"Then you should know its essence," "Hao Qing" said, putting his hand on his heart, and chuckled, "that is, to respond to people's expectations."
"……expect?"
At that time, a fleeting thought came to mind again...
(Just blow everything away, including dad.
Then there will be no more worries... along with daddy!)
Could it be that it’s because of this...!
"It seems that you have understood it," someone seemed to have noticed the psychological activity, and the smile on his face became more intense, "The so-called rampage is actually the product of helping you realize your inner thoughts.
It is the crystallization of your wishes."
"It can be seen that you acted with good intentions. Unfortunately, you are destined to be a human being and still have personal feelings. You have likes and dislikes for people and things. Even if you think this is bad, your inner feelings about it are still the same.
It will accumulate until it reaches a peak...and then completely explodes."
"Let's use an analogy. For example, your best friend, your best friend, advises you to do something you don't want to do, and you agree out of the name of your best friend, but you still feel repulsed by the matter in your heart, even if it is
The people you cherish will also accumulate feelings of disgust because of this. If there is a bad result about this matter... the burden will be even greater, and the wounds caused will be deeper."
"No, I never thought of hurting me in the future!"
Before he could finish speaking, Hibiki couldn't help but interrupt because of his excitement, but "Hao Qing" blocked all the subsequent words with just one sentence——
"So...why is your heart crying?"
"..."
Seeing Xiang fall into silence, "Haoqing" spread his hands and concluded: "So, it's not just malice that can hurt others, but good intentions as well. Who would have expected it? The so-called accumulation of emotions is the retribution of karma.
, that’s it.”
"So... is it all my fault that it turned out like this?"
Seeing the guilt in the girl's eyes deepened, "Hao Qing" sighed softly and said casually: "Who knows, it may be because of recent events that your emotions have been aggravated to the extreme. Through the new device you are using now,
The power is further amplified, and combined with it, an incredible chemical reaction occurs, which leads to a more intense form of realizing your thoughts... Well, if you want to explain it, let's just say this."
"If that's the case, then I..."
Before she could finish speaking, someone raised his hand and stopped the conversation: "Wait, I know what you want to say, but it has become a part of you, and I can't take it back if I want."
"No, that's not what I meant." To his surprise, Hibiki shook her head. It was obvious that the wavering in her heart still existed, but the firmness in it did not change. "I will do it for me."
Do what you do responsibly, so I won’t leave it behind.”
"Um?"
In response to this, "Hao Qing" tilted his head and hummed at the same time, indicating that he was listening.
"So, if I control my emotions, won't I go violent?"
Facing Hibiki's hopeful gaze, "Hao Qing" clicked his tongue, shook his head and said, "It's possible, but... the premise is that you can do it."
"It is not that simple for people to control their emotions, not to mention going against the thoughts that arise in their hearts, just like going against one's own instincts, which is basically impossible. Once the instinct arises, it cannot be suppressed, and it cannot be suppressed.
The only way to solve the problem is to obey it and gradually liberate it."
"Hao Qing" said it very sincerely, as if this was the only solution to the problem, but Xiang did not agree: "So, it is possible!"
"...If you want to think so, then so be it." At this point, "Hao Qing" seemed not to want to argue with her anymore. After shrugging, he turned and walked out the window, "It's just that you can be free.
It seems there is not much time to come down~"
"What do you mean?"
Just when Hibiki was confused, "Hao Qing" put his hand back without looking back, and a bright red object rolled down onto the hospital bed, immediately occupying Hibiki's sight as soon as it appeared.
"Gangnir...why are you here?"
When Hibiki grabbed the pendant and raised his head, someone's figure had disappeared from the window.
Why did you give it back to me now, and...how did he get it?
It should obviously be left to the master and the others for safekeeping.
Looking at the open window and feeling the sound of wind blowing in, Xiang's heart was filled with confusion and loneliness.
Yes, I forgot about it. Is his injury healed?
Just thinking about that annoying gesture, I completely forgot about it.
Sighing secretly, Hibiki looked at the lost pendant, thought about it, and put it in his hand.
Let's do this for now. If nothing happens, return it to the master... If you are scolded, just apologize for Hao Qing.
The girl's thoughts were so simple, but she didn't know that after she got the gear back, the crisis came quietly.]