The forty-eighth chapter beautiful abnormality (eight)
The girl originally had no name, and she didn't need it, because she was just a fire fog warrior.
As long as the mission is achieved, nothing has to do with it.
"You are just your own residue, and you are about to gradually extinguish."
Therefore, when she met the boy, she mercilessly cut him away with the enemy, because in her eyes, the other party was dead, just a substitute, at best, a tool with precious treasures.
After that, his reaction was like the people he met in the past. He could not accept the facts and asked in a tangled way when he chased the people... It was really annoying.
Everything he did for his classmate, Hirai, was also meaningless. The moment he was swallowed, he died, was forgotten, and then disappeared. Even if he was the one who knew the truth of the world, he remembered again at that time.
No matter how hard you are, you will forget it as time goes by.
Therefore, she kept saying.
"You are just a torch, and I am just a fire fog, that's all."
"You are Shana, not just flamehaze anymore."
However, the young man said this sentence so sincerely and gave her a name.
What a strange guy...
At first she thought so, but gradually, she accepted the name and took pride in it.
At the same time, she discovered that she could be not just a Fire Mist Warrior, but Shana.
When she realized this, Mistis beside her... No, Yuji has become an important person for her.
I have changed myself.
Originally, she emphasized herself with a warrior mentality, did not need to communicate with others, did not need to have more emotions, but only needed to complete her mission and maintain the balance of the world. Because she has been aiming for this since she was a child, she also
With the promise of raising oneself - "Be the perfect fire fog warrior".
He is just fighting for his mission, not mixed with unnecessary emotions, a warrior with pure beliefs and no hatred in his heart, and is also a girl bound by noble qualities, indifferent emotions, and eternal loneliness.
But as time goes by, she has changed from being serious and expressive. Once she becomes angry, she shouts to Yu Er, "It's so noisy! It's so noisy! It's so noisy!"
I am very happy with Yuji and the daily life I have with everyone.
In the battle, no matter how difficult or how powerful the opponent is, as long as Yuuji is there, she feels full of power.
Holding You Er's hand, you can fly and become stronger.
But when Yuji was unwilling to be with her, the originally relaxed battle became so painful.
She understood that she was no longer alone and could not return to alone.
"Be stronger! Be stronger!"
As a result, Yuji also responded to her and kept working hard for the agreement with her.
She was really happy when she discovered this.
It was very warm when I was taken care of by Qiancao.
Although it was not stated clearly, Qiancao was like a mother, who was tolerant and caring for her. She could tell Qiancao about things that she didn't understand, confused, and sad, and taught her a lot of things.
"Yuji wants to be with me forever!"
"So too, I will never lose to you!"
But when she saw Yoshida Ichimi approaching Yuji, she felt so annoying again.
However, because of Ichimi, she understood her feelings for Yuji and her mixed feelings of possessiveness, which was liked.
They eventually identified with each other. Although there was only one person who stayed with Yuji, they became friends.
But when the result was to be separated, Yuji disappeared.
She was very sad and even despaired for a while, but in the end she chose to believe that Yu Er would definitely come back.
As a result, he came back, but he was the identity of Yuji, the leader of the Masquerade League.
As a fire fog warrior, she wants to kill the other party.
but……
"Shana, I want to survive with you and go with me."
"Why did you say this at this time?"
As a girl named Shana, she shaken.
As a fire fog warrior, she must fight with You Er, as a Shana, she does not want to fight with You Er.
Between the soldiers and the girl, the splitting of the girl burst out completely.
So, she lost and was taken back to the mobile camp of the masquerade "Xingli Temple", by Yuji. The use of the power of existence was bound and stayed with Yuji in the form of house arrest.
"Don't! You are not You Er!"
As a warrior, she lost the ability to fight, and as a girl, she was scared about Yu Er, who created the active activities of the gods, and resisted him.
Is You Er still You Er now?
But when Yu Er felt injured and left, she realized that she realized her problem.
She has been avoided as her own, and her own conflict that hopes to stay with her beside Yuji as a girl, and she dare not admit that she does not want to fight with You Er. She must fight. She chooses to fight.
Hesitate between the two to escape reality and hide his true thoughts.
It's so embarrassing.
But now she has to make a choice.
Let the two separated selves return to one another.
"I like Yuji."
"The mood I am now in love is the strongest way of freedom."
"I will challenge you with this strongest law of freedom and defeat you."
"Then, what should be used for your power and what should not be done. I will find a result that the fog warrior can accept. Yes, as long as you are determined to do this difficult thing.
"
Understand her, she fought against You Er with unprecedented fighting spirit and strength, and at the same time she fully told her mood.
This enlightenment, even if the reason for fighting in the Fire Mist Warrior was eliminated by the new world where his declaration had endless power of existence, did not retreat at all. In order to ensure that the disciples could not devour human principles and penetrated into the new world, Shana continued to fight.
, and for this, I did what I was not good at before - becoming the leader of a team.
She will not regret it whether it is success or failure.
But just when this battle was about to come to an end, everything in front of us returned to daily life.
The previous efforts were like a joke, and they were achieved in the blink of an eye.
What is this?
Although she was dissatisfied with this joking fact, she could not refuse the peaceful world in front of her, without the Red Apostle.
She has no hatred for the existence of the Red Apostle, and she is just a means to maintain the balance of the world. If the balance of the world is not swallowed up, then there is no need for her to fight.
But Yarastel, Will Emina...they are all gone.
The people around her also lost the memories related to this aspect. Even if they were affected by the memory of this world, she still felt a little inconsistent and lonely.
Only when I saw Yuji, my feelings were the same as before, but does he still remember it?
Although they still get along as usual, Shana still wants to find an opportunity to talk to him alone, whether it is the past or the present.
But now ...
"Did you... feel like there are flashbacks in your mind all the time?"
Haoqing's words will lift up everything that is covered up.
Could it be him?
Although she was shocked by the other party's sudden comments, Shana, who had always had a certain degree of suspicion about the world, reacted: "Is the flashback you mentioned something that happened in our original world?"