When I was in kindergarten, I was carefree and only knew how to play.
When I was in elementary school, I began to worry about the amount of homework, and the exam was like a great enemy of life and death. Every time I passed it, it was like passing the gate of hell, and I felt a layer of skin lost on my body.
When I was in junior high school... I didn't know why I started to get involved in extracurricular books, and then I was out of control. I first read it after class, then I went to peeking in class, and then being discovered by the teacher to take it away, and I accepted it at a loss.
Resist, then quietly slipped into the teacher's office and took the book back, and was secretly happy that his actions were not discovered. At the same time, his reaction to homework and exams became even more painful.
In high school, I just upgraded the idle books from extracurricular books to online physical novels at the beginning, and then found that my classmates were holding hands... Finally, I couldn't help but feel itchy and bought one, which opened the door to a new world.
While feeling very happy, I started playing cat and mouse games with the teacher, fighting wits and courage, and wandering on the edge of danger to try it out. This kind of pleasure makes people unable to stop. As for homework and exams... don’t worry about him, happiness is over!
When I was in college, my mobile phone was free to dominate. Everyone was feeling the joy of the virtual world of the Internet, chasing, chatting, listening to music and playing games, and even in class, I couldn't stop... Anyway, the teacher basically didn't care.
After playing for a long time, I looked up tiredly, and suddenly I realized that I didn’t even know the name of my roommate—because everyone bowed their heads in and out, and never talked to each other until they died.
Absurd and happy, but extremely empty... This is basically a portrayal of his past life.
Occasionally, I feel lonely when I see others in pairs and I am alone, want to change, and then immerse myself in my own world and can’t extricate myself.
Haoqing knew that at this time he was like... no, he was just a useless person. He had no plans for what he wanted to do in the future, nor did he know himself. He just wanted to continue the current fun, and complete his studies and other things were just
By the way, if you complete it for the sake of completion, you have no fighting spirit, and you will all want in your own world. It is very empty, just like an empty shell.
No one needs him, nor does he need to do anything for anyone. This is great, and he deserves it.
But whoever thought that when he decided to make a fucking mess, a strange dream entangled him.
Whenever he fell asleep, he found himself in a city full of white mist, filled with all kinds of monsters, and they all thought of killing him.
The perception here is the same as reality. If it is injured, it will hurt very much. Fortunately, if you are beaten to death, you will wake up, but the smell is too stimulating.
But this... seems to be very interesting, it can summon magical panels to enhance combat, it feels the same as playing games! And it is also the percentage simulation version that is only available in novels.
Anyway, he is only a bad life, so if you get cheated, he doesn't care.
With the mentality of a strategy game, he rushed in alone for half a month. The dream ended, and then he also had the abilities he had in his dream.
A powerful body that can penetrate the walls, a strong body that can fall from a high building without any trouble, controls the mind power of objects as you wish, and can also travel through the world that should exist in fantasy as you wish...
To achieve this, the energy accumulated by emotional fluctuations of oneself or others is only required. As long as someone who knows how to operate, he can take off with this, right?
Haoqing also imagined in his mind what would happen if he had the ability, but when he really got the ability, he was confused after the excitement and excitement at the beginning.
Suddenly I found that I didn’t seem to have any wish to realize it… It wasn’t just a blank feeling in my mind.
Is it because he has no goals?
He was confused and went online to the group where he was often active and threw the problem to others using the excuse of writing materials, hoping to find a goal for himself.
[If you reach the maximum level, you will show your holy status before the descendants, and beat the whole world]
[Shike to those worlds that can reach the sky in one step, and be invincible, and what you love afterwards]
[Using this ability to be a big devil is not taking off directly]
…………
There are many visionary plans among them, and Haoqing also thinks they are right, maybe he should do this.
...But I always feel that this is so boring.
Maybe he thought that such things were too far away from him. Even though he held the strength in his hand, he didn't want to do anything with it. He just listened to other people's opinions and tried to do it.
If you can't do it, leave it aside. It's better to go to class, play with your phone, and go to bed.
He is still the same self who occasionally wants to change but returns to its original state immediately.
Until that day, he had an enemy.
A thing called abnormal by the panel is the natural enemy of all dimensional creatures. If you leave it alone, he will suffer next.
It feels like the same as when the teacher suddenly announced that he was going to take the exam in class...
Black and white people? A name I haven't heard of before, but the threat level is not high, so go.
I'm doing practical things like this, right?
He thought so, and the result was easy to solve, but...
"Did I mess up?"
Looking at the streets without recognition, the whistling police cars and the flashing red ambulances, as well as the fishy human-shaped sacks, were sent to the stretcher, and the family members who were crying in silence, look at the three
The panel with large characters was rumbling up and down like boiling water, and it was very uncomfortable. He could only escape and return to his own world, go to the bathroom to wash his face, and then stare at the mirror in a daze.
"If I started faster and more straightforwardly, wouldn't anyone die?"
Although there was always a voice in my heart that it was nothing to do with you, but for this matter, he realized what the power he held could do, and he knew that he could do better, but he did not do his best.
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So, is it still time to start from now on?
Although netizens laughed at him as a whining about his thoughts, this time he didn't want to betray his heart. Perhaps this is the goal he should have found. This time he persisted, although he had not done well...
During this process, he began to get used to reflection and began to actively seek strength, but things usually did not go as smoothly as expected. Even if he was sure that he had worked very hard, he was becoming increasingly unable to do so in the battle.
What you can do is still too limited...
During this process, Haoqing felt more and more powerless, which made him feel uncomfortable, and at the same time he felt the nothingness of his own existence.
Even if it is happening in front of him, he may not be able to change it. What's the point of having him or not?
Nothing meaningless...
Thinking of this, Haoqing just wanted to keep sinking until he fell to the bottom with a bang.
But wait...what am I doing before?
Realizing this, Haoqing felt that his body lightened and he woke up, and stood up from the ground.