It was the next day that Tang Xintian woke up for the second time. She saw Zhou Sen. Zhou Sen's leg was in a broken plaster and he was pushed to her ward by the nurse.
"My heart is sweet." Zhou Sen obviously hasn't had a good rest these days, and he looks very haggard.
Tang Xintian hurriedly asked: "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine, I'm relatively lucky." Zhou Sen shook his head and asked, "What about you? Are you feeling better?"
"I'm fine." Tang Xintian said.
Zhou Sen nodded and said, "Everything will be fine in Huosnian. Don't worry too much."
He also knew about Huo Snian using his body to protect Tang Xintian.
Tang Xintian hummed, obviously feeling very depressed.
"Xintian, do you still remember how we met?" Zhou Sen suddenly asked.
How could Tang Xintian not remember? She thought she would never forget it in her life.
After Huo Snian left the Tang family ten years ago, she was in a bad mood because of her breakup, so she went on a trip alone without a destination. She just went wherever she thought of, and then returned to her country and went to a remote ancient town.
son.
That town is also a well-known local tourist attraction, but because it was not the peak tourist season, there were not many people at that time and it was very quiet. Tang Xintian liked it very much and planned to stay there for a while.
But not long after, she found out that she was pregnant. She still remembers clearly that she was sitting on the toilet with a pregnancy test stick, crying and laughing, like a fool, more like a headless fly.
, I don’t know where the way out is.
Her initial idea was to give birth to a child and raise it on her own at worst. It’s not like she couldn’t afford it, and her parents wouldn’t object. The whole family would love the child very much, and the child would lack nothing in the future, except for his father.
Later, she thought more deeply and didn't want it anymore. She didn't want to use her child to force Huo Snian to let go of her hatred, and she didn't want her child to see his father marry another woman and have other children in the future.
During that time, she lived in pain every day and didn't know what the right choice was. It wasn't until she met a child that she made up her mind.
That child was a child of a single parent. His mother was only eighteen years old when she gave birth to him. However, his father broke up with his mother after hearing that he met another woman when he went out to work. His mother couldn't bear to abort the child.
gave birth to him.
Later, his mother took him to marry someone else, but his stepfather was not kind to him. He depended on others and became very depressed at a young age. Later, he committed suicide by drowning in a river.
This incident deeply touched Tang Xintian. Although her children will not encounter such a thing in the future, no amount of love can make up for the lack of father's love. How can she ensure that the child will not have an unhealthy personality because of the absence of a father?
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She couldn't guarantee it, so she made up her mind to abort the child.
Tang Xintian didn't go to the hospital, so she bought medicine and took it back. She didn't feel anything at first, but gradually her stomach started to hurt, and the pain became more and more painful, and the blood flowed more and more. Tang Xintian panicked, and she
He held himself up and walked out of the room, but fell at the door of the next room.
Zhou Sen lived next door. Zhou Sen heard the commotion and came out. As soon as he opened the door, he saw Tang Xintian lying down. He quickly sent her to the hospital. When the doctor saw Tang Xintian's condition, he scolded him.
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She scolded him for what kind of man he is, he actually asked his girlfriend to take medicine to have an abortion. Don't you know how dangerous this behavior is? If he bleeds heavily, it could be fatal. While scolding him, he asked Zhou Sen to sign the surgery drape.
Zhou Sen was stunned and didn't think too much. Thinking that it was more important to save people first, he signed his name.
Tang Xintian underwent an operation. Fortunately, she was sent to the hospital in time and her life was not in danger. Careful recovery after the operation will not affect her future pregnancy.
"You were all alone at that time. I'm not a nosy person, but I don't know why I couldn't worry about you. Maybe it was fate. It was fate that I would like you at that time." Zhou Sen recalled.
"Thank you for being nosy." Ten years later, every time Tang Xintian thinks of the day she met Zhou Sen, Tang Xintian has to say thank you to him.
Zhou Sen smiled and continued: "I didn't ask you about it later, and you didn't say anything. It's just that from the way you caress your belly unconsciously, it can be seen that you are very reluctant to let go of that child, maybe it is the child's father.
I hurt you too deeply, that’s why you don’t want children. Later, when I got to know Huo Snian and your story, I thought you would never forgive him in this life, but slowly I discovered that you don’t have children at all.
You didn't hate him, you hated yourself.
When I came here this time, I saw Huo Snian chasing you and you avoiding him. I knew that you had never let go of the child. You were still resenting yourself, so that you could no longer be with Huo Snian.
I was wondering if I could help you, so I confessed my love to you. I know that Huo Snian will always pay attention to you. He knows that I have confessed to you, and he will spare no effort to pursue you. Maybe he can make you
Look into your own heart.
I deliberately took you to see the meteor shower, and I guessed that Huo Snian would follow, but I didn't expect that there would be an earthquake, which almost killed you. I'm sorry, sweetheart, it's all my fault."
Tang Xintian was shocked. She never thought that Zhou Sen confessed to her just to stimulate Huo Snian.
"No, no, it's not your fault." Tang Xintian was stunned for a while and then said quickly.
How could this be Zhou Sen's fault? If she was sorry, it was because she was sorry for him.
"Zhou Sen, I'm sorry, I delayed you for ten years." Tang Xintian always felt that she owed him a lot.
Zhou Sen shook his head: "You are not sorry for me. It is because I have not met the second girl I like in these ten years. I should thank you. Thank you for being my girlfriend for a few days and for my ten-year unrequited love."
It has come to an end, I will no longer like you in the future, and I will start a new journey."
Tang Xintian opened her mouth, not knowing what to say.
"Tianxin, it's been ten years, and you should let it go. Even if it's punishment, ten years is enough. You have experienced life and death together, and you should be able to understand that nothing is more important than each other's life. Let it go.
, muster up the courage to pursue the love in your heart again, it will not be in vain for you to regain your life, nor will it be in vain for Huosnian to fight to the death to protect you." Zhou Sen encouraged.
Tang Xintian's tears fell down and she nodded heavily. She figured it out. After walking on the edge of life and death, she finally understood the truth that nothing is more important than living.
Zhou Sen left, feeling relaxed when he left. Tang Xintian let go, and it was time for him to let go, let go of his feelings for her, and re-examine the girls around him. Only by removing the person in his heart can he have time to pretend.
Next to others.
After experiencing life and death, he also understood the truth that if you should give up, you should give up as soon as possible, so that you can find the relationship that truly belongs to you as soon as possible.