Ye Muyi and Xia Song entered a cold war period, and everyone knew the reason. But Ye Muan and Ji Yunqi also entered a cold war period, and everyone was a little confused.
In the laboratory, after Ye Muan was distracted for the nth time, Jiao Jiao finally couldn't help but asked: "Did you and Yun Qi quarrel?"
She has been in the laboratory for the past two days to help Ye Muan overcome the problems in the spacecraft program. She can obviously feel that Ye Muan is a little absent-minded, which has never happened before.
"No." Ye Muan shook his head, stood up and asked, "Do you want coffee?"
"A glass of Americano." Jiao Jiao also stopped and went to the rest area with him.
Ye Muan ground two cups of coffee and handed one of the American cups to Jiao Jiao.
Jiao Jiao took a sip and said jokingly: "You've ground your coffee so hard that you don't have any trouble with Yun Qi?"
Ye Muan:......
He lowered his head and took a sip of the coffee in his cup. The taste was indeed much worse.
"Do you want to talk to me?" Jiao Jiao took another sip of coffee. Although the taste was not very good, she would finish it with dignity.
Ye Mu'an didn't know what to say, and he couldn't speak about what happened that night. The words came to his lips several times, but he swallowed them back.
Jiao Jiao had autism when she was a child, and she didn't like to talk about what was on her mind. Later, her autism gradually improved, and she learned to talk, either to her father, her mother, or her pet dog.
When I really don’t want to tell anyone, I will talk to myself in front of the mirror.
Later, she read a lot of psychological books, and gradually started to do some research on psychology. She knew how to guide others to express their concerns, so she changed the question and asked: "Do you still have such an idea of wanting to go to space?"
Is it intense?”
This question touched Ye Mu'an's heart, and it was also where he had always been conflicted.
"I still want to go, but it's no longer necessary." After a moment of silence, Ye Mu'an replied in a low voice.
"Is it because the clouds are rising?" Jiao Jiao asked step by step.
Ye Muan hummed in a low voice.
Half of the reason is because of Ji Yunqi, and half of the reason is because of himself.
He found more and more that he couldn't live without Ji Yunqi, and he thought about it from his perspective, what would Ji Yunqi do if he couldn't come back? Can she really live in a few years as he originally planned?
Just forget about him and start a new relationship and life?
He found it difficult because he couldn't do it himself. If he lost Ji Yunqi, he would never forget her and would live with the pain of losing her for the rest of his life.
He didn't want Ji Yunqi to live out his life like that at all, it was too cruel. He loved her so much, how could he let her go.
"Dabao, have you ever thought about a question? Maybe going to space is not your dream, but your obsession." He didn't speak, and Jiao Jiao spoke again.
Ye Muan's eyes were filled with confusion: "Obsession?"
"Yes. You and Xinxin actually suffer from the same mental illness. It's just that your illness is very mild and not as serious as Xinxin's. But deep down you are the same, because you are so smart. Ordinary people need to put in a lot of effort to achieve it.
You can learn things easily. Too many things in this world are too easy for you, so you think life is boring.
Your performance is to constantly challenge new fields, and space is a field that you have never succeeded in before, so you want to try it. You have found a new challenge goal, and life will be full for you.
challenges and significance.
Later, Ji Yunqi appeared, you fell in love, and she was added to your life. Then you suddenly discovered that holding hands with the person you love for the rest of your life is actually something worth looking forward to. Your life becomes colorful because of love.
At this time, you will be wavering, but in fact, this is the process of gradually letting go of your obsession.
Dabao, there will be many dreams and challenges in life. Even if you successfully land in space and return, you will still have new goals for the next step, and your pursuit of heights will not stop. But your life is only
You will meet a lover."
The two siblings rarely had such heart-to-heart talks. When they were young, Jiao Jiao didn't like to talk much. When they grew up, they were very busy. What they communicated most about were the problems they encountered. They discussed and solved them together, making them more like partners fighting side by side.
This was the first time that Jiao Jiao had a heart-to-heart talk with Ye Mu'an as her sister and participated in psychological counseling. She knew the crux of Ye Mu'an's problems very well, so she was able to hit the nail on the head.
What she said may be complicated, but in fact it is the same as a very rich person. When a person is very rich, he can buy whatever he wants and live whatever kind of life he wants. At that time, he will
He may feel that life is boring because there is nothing he cannot afford.
The problem of Ye Muan and Ye Yirui is that their IQs are too rich. Ye Muan's disease is not obvious because he is always challenging himself in unfamiliar fields. He is very active and enjoys the challenge.
The reason why Ye Yirui is more "sick" is because she is very negative from the inside. After trying several challenges, she became even more negative when she found that she could easily defeat them. After all, no one with a three-digit IQ likes to do this every day.
One plus one equals two.
This kind of mental illness cannot be cured by others, even the best psychiatrists can't cure it. Her mother once tried to treat Ye Yirui, but the effect was not obvious.
She remembered her mother saying that there is only one antidote for this disease, and only when the antidote appears, they will be cured. But now, Ye Muan's antidote has appeared, and that is Ji Yunqi.
Jiao Jiao looked at Ye Mu'an deep in thought, knowing that he would eventually figure it out, but actually he wasn't too worried.
What she is more worried about is Ye Yirui. She doesn't know when Ye Yirui's antidote will appear.
Ye Muan's meditation had passed for a long time. When he woke up from his meditation, he was the only one left in the laboratory.
He suddenly missed Ji Yunqi, but when he drove home, he remembered that Ji Yunqi had returned to Jin Province, and they had not contacted each other for two or three days.
He wanted to see her and couldn't wait a moment. He checked the nearest flight, booked the closest flight, drove all the way to the airport, and boarded the plane five minutes before takeoff.
Tomorrow is New Year's Eve, and he should be by his parents' side, but he just wants to see Ji Yunqi, want to say sorry to her, want to say many, many things to her, and want to spend the rest of his life with her.
Ye Muan had never felt that time passed so slowly as it did now, and the speed of the plane was like a tortoise. He waited for the plane to land during the long suffering, and went straight to Ji's house as soon as he got off the plane.