"This bastard, he was under so much pressure at that time, but he didn't even tell me that I needed him for my own good! Bastard!"
Ms. Zhao cursed angrily, with tears in her eyes.
Su's father has been dead for so many years, but no one has introduced men to Ms. Zhao, but she has refused.
Su Qian knew that although her mother didn't say anything, she still had a place for her father in her heart. Every year on the anniversary of her father's death, her mother would go to her father's grave and talk all day long.
The mother, who was usually free and easy, felt the pain of her father's death never dissipated in her heart, but she could not be weak. She still had a daughter to raise.
When Su Qian became pregnant out of wedlock, no one knew that Ms. Zhao sat in front of her husband's grave for a day and a night. She failed to teach her daughter well and allowed a wild man to cheat her body and cheat her relationship!
After Su's father passed away, Ms. Zhao behaved very strongly, but she almost always responded to her daughter's requests. Many things she was not allowed to do now would be made up for in other ways later.
Su Qian was misled by the original work at first, thinking that Ms. Zhao was not a good mother, but a money-loving person who followed others' influence. However, the memories of the past gradually became clearer in her mind, and she discovered that Ms. Zhao's love of money was not a shortcoming, and her love for her daughter was unparalleled. Others get half a point less.
After giving birth to Su Yang, Ms. Zhao felt that she had failed in educating Su Qian and did not let Su Qian experience real suffering, so that she would regard everyone as a good person.
So she is cold to her daughter and asks her for living expenses. It is true that she dislikes her grandson, and it is true that she wants her daughter to be strong.
She was afraid that her daughter would think of that wild man, and she was also afraid that her daughter would suffer from so-called postpartum depression. There were too many people who were abandoned by men and were looking for life, so she kept her daughter busy until she couldn't think of anything else.
No one knows how guilty Ms. Zhao feels towards Su Qian. She feels that she failed to raise her daughter well.
Ms. Zhao is a person who loves beauty and beauty. In the 1980s and 1990s, she always dressed the most fashionable fashion girl. Why did she later become an aunt with an out-of-shape figure and her dressing habits began to change? She used to dislike her the most. public aesthetics?
Like her peers, she has small, curly hair permed, and her clothes no longer have any fashion trends. She always chooses bright red and pink, and tacky patterns...
Isn't this a kind of exile, or punishment, by Ms. Zhao?
If I didn't love beauty so much and always wanted to buy good-looking clothes and cosmetics, would my child's father not want to make money so much, and wouldn't he have a car accident while he was busy outside?
After Su Qian and Jian Zhanyan got together, everyone said that Ms. Zhao became more beautiful. Later, she was able to keep her appearance in front of a noble lady like Jian's mother because her daughter was doing well.
Her daughter has a career, a family, a husband who loves her and sensible children, which makes Ms. Zhao feel much less guilty.
She has regained interest in beauty salons, and is in the mood to tidy up herself. Whether it is makeup or clothing, she has the same thoughts as before. Naturally, she will not see what her peers in the community are wearing, so she will just follow them and buy whatever they want.
Ms. Zhao's changes are visible to the naked eye, because her daughter's life is getting better, and she is getting better.
Now that she received Su's father's letter, Ms. Zhao's whole mood reached the edge of collapse. All the emotions in the past were swept away, and the sadness in her heart made her breathless.
So regardless of whether Jian Zhanyan, her son-in-law, was here or not, she hugged her daughter and cried and told her about the past, saying that she felt deep in her heart the pain that she had never expressed even after meeting Ms. Liu Meiru.
Jian Zhanyan silently went to the study room on the second floor, leaving space for mother and daughter. Su Yang went to Ms. Liu Meiru's place early in the morning, but he was not at home.
Su Qian hugged Ms. Zhao and let her mother vent her sorrow. She knew that her mother had been very miserable these years, but she never said it.
Relatives and friends all said that her mother was strong, but in her memory, her mother was also a little woman who was afraid of the dark at night. She would hug her and run quickly when walking at night. When her father came to pick her up, she would act coquettishly and say why she didn't come earlier.
Hiding it from her mother is for her own good, but does her mother want this?
Su Qian didn't talk about those things about her father because she thought her mother had downplayed those emotions over the years and bringing them up again would only make her more sad.
But this moment of crying made Su Qian realize that the wound of her father's departure had never healed in her mother's heart.
Not mentioning it doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt. Does it mean that letting the mother know the cause and effect of everything will make it easier to get over the pain? Ms. Zhao, with her father by her side, is a fragile little girl. Ms. Zhao has raised her daughter, which is enough strong.
"Mom, let me tell you something, about my father and about me."
Ms. Zhao, who couldn't stop crying, heard what her daughter said. She tried her best to calm down and said, "Qianqian, Mom can bear anything now. Mom doesn't want to be kept in the dark."
Ms. Zhao is such a shrewd person. She knew that her daughter and son-in-law were hiding something from her. If Su Qian was alone, she might still be worried. But with such a smart son-in-law beside her daughter, Ms. Zhao stopped asking. She believed them. Can be done well.
But now she heard about her husband and her daughter, and she wanted to know.
Su Qian started talking about the incident six years ago, saying that she was not deceived by a wild man, and that her pregnancy was an accident. Later, she realized that the child would live better with his father, and later she and Jian Zhanyan After truly falling in love, they discovered the conspiracy between the An family and Zhou Guo, as well as the problems of foreign forces.
Su Qian, who had said all this, still hid part of it. As for how she and Jian Zhanyan pretended to be a loving couple, she said that they met again and liked each other. Anyway, her relationship with Jian Zhanyan was stable now, so this was not important. There is no need to tell Ms. Zhao the trouble.
"Why didn't you say it in the first place? Why didn't you say it? You damn child, you are soooooooooo..."
Ms. Zhao let go of her voice and cried. She didn't dare to think about how uncomfortable her daughter must have been. It was already very painful to experience such a thing. As a mother, she still pressed the child's father and said that his daughter had no brain...
"Mom, I've never blamed you, so don't be sad. I'm living a good life now. If it hadn't been for six years ago, I might not have had a rich husband like Jian Zhanyan, right..."
Su Qian deliberately said it in a teasing tone, which made Ms. Zhao slap her arm in anger.
"We are experiencing bitterness first and then sweetness. Who doesn't envy your daughter now? Our neighbors, relatives and friends all say that your luck lies behind you! The past is over, and we can just be happy in the future. Dad's spirit in heaven also hopes You and I can be happy, but if you know that he has made you suffer for so many years, he will know how sad he is. Don't let dad worry about it, okay?"
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Listening to her daughter's comfort, Ms. Zhao quickly calmed down.
"At that time, my father was isolated and helpless, but now I have Zhan Yan. The president of Jane's Group is not someone to be bullied. Your daughter and I are also a famous designer. They don't dare to deal with me the same way they dealt with my father."
"Ms. Zhao, we will be able to avenge dad soon."
Mrs. An is not Su Qian's ultimate revenge target. She is more determined after her father's letter. She must find out that force. If she had read this letter at the beginning of time travel, she might not have been so confident, but things have developed to this point.
, no one can run away!
"So An Hua pursued me at that time because he thought I had the core information left by your father? Was this also the reason for the several thefts at home?"
The former disgusted Ms. Zhao, and the latter Ms. Zhao thought someone was deliberately bullying her orphans and widowers, so she took a kitchen knife and cursed at the door of the unit for a long time.
Su Qian responded, and then heard Ms. Zhao say: "I think I do have it on hand."