Jian Zhanyan sat opposite Su Qian, her smiling eyes full of Su Qian's reflection.
"eat first."
Su Qian asked the waiter to serve the dishes, talking about the store's special dishes one after another, and asked Jian Zhanyan to eat more, otherwise she was afraid that if she told the truth later, the other party would lose their appetite.
Unknowingly, Jian Zhanyan felt happy. Su Qian introduced a dish, and he followed suit. Although Su Qian had no appetite, she also followed the dish and took a few bites.
During the meal, Jian Zhanyan noticed that Su Qian spoke very little today. Looking at the quiet way Su Qian lowered his head to eat, he thought he was shy.
After all, this was the first time for the two of them to have such a formal date, and Qianqian asked him to date him, so he was actually very embarrassed!
The meal was almost done. Jian Zhanyan looked at Su Qian expectantly, waiting for the other party to prepare for the next program. It didn't matter if they didn't prepare. They should go home and sleep early!
Su Qian nodded to the manager standing beside him. The manager understood, and as agreed in advance, he took the employees and left, leaving this floor to Su Qian.
"Zhan Yan, I have something to tell you."
Jian Zhanyan was slightly startled. After seeing Su Qian's attitude, he sat up straight and said, "Okay, Qianqian, you tell me, I'll listen."
"The dream you had is not hypnosis. It is a matter of past lives. Su Yang is not schizophrenic. His second personality is the soul that was reborn in his previous life."
Jian Zhanyan once told Su Qian that Su Yang should go back for a follow-up visit. At that time, Su Qian found an excuse to ignore it. It was because Su Qian knew that there were two souls in the little bun's body. There was no so-called schizophrenia at all.
So there is no need to do those research checks.
Jian Zhanyan was confused. He thought Su Qian was joking: "Qianqian, are you kidding after watching some TV series?"
Time travel and rebirth dramas seem to be very popular recently. Qianqian must have been fascinated by them after watching them.
"No, I am serious and what I say is true. I am not Su Qian. No, to be more precise, I should say I am Su Qian, but I am not the Su Qian of this world. Six years ago..."
Su Qian told everything about her arrival and the discovery of Su Yang's rebirth, including her initial psychology, which was that she did not want to be a cannon fodder female supporting role, nor did she want to become a supporting role in other people's lives.
She also talked about the dreams she had had before, including what the original owner said in the dream. She was very confused about these for a while, and finally forced herself not to think about it until everything was settled.
Now that everything was settled, she chose to speak out and share it with Jian Zhanyan.
Although Su Qian said a lot, Jian Zhanyan still thought that Su Qian was joking. Until the more she talked, Jian Zhanyan's expression gradually became serious.
"Qianqian, are you feeling uncomfortable anywhere?"
In the end, Jian Zhanyan felt that Su Qian was suffering from delusion.
There was nothing I could do, the things Su Qian said were really too wild and unreasonable.
Seeing that Su Qian did not answer his words and looked at her seriously, Jian Zhanyan pursed her lips and said to Su Qian: "So, am I the paper man in the fictional story?"
"The pain and suffering I have experienced are the plots set by the author a long time ago? Who I like and hate only exist because of the author's descriptions."
At this moment, Jian Zhanyan's pupils were shattered. He didn't want to believe the possibility that Su Qian said.
"So Qianqian, do I like you at this moment because of me or because of the author's will? So Qianqian, do you like me or the male protagonist created by the author?"
This was like a refutation. Jian Zhanyan's mind was confused at this moment. When he heard what Su Qian said, he couldn't tell what reality was. What he couldn't accept the most was Su Qian's love.
Does the other person love me? Is it the real him or the character of the paper person in the book?
"What I like is you who I get along with day and night. It has nothing to do with the original work, and the plot of the original work has changed. Zhan Yan, we are all different."
"Then what if we now, like me in the past, think that the world is real, but in fact it is still the plot of a book?"
Hearing what Jian Zhanyan said, Su Qian was stunned. Yes, how could she be sure that she was not suitable for the paper man?
But these are not important.
"Zhan Yan, don't worry about that, we just need to work hard and have a happy birthday."
Su Qian felt that there was no need to think about this kind of problem at all, just spend every day happily and live seriously, and there was no need to think so much and only add trouble.
She wanted to confess to Jian Zhanyan today after a lot of consideration. She was afraid that something would happen to Su Yang again in the future, and there would be no one to discuss the matter with her.
And as a family, it's not a bad idea to tell Jian Zhanyan this.
But now looking at Jian Zhanyan's reaction, it was greater than Su Qian had imagined. She had thought that Jian Zhanyan would easily accept such a thing and would not show much concern.
"Qianqian, I can't ignore it. If the path of life is not taken by myself, but is controlled by others, and every move and thought is planned by the other person, that would be a terrible thing."
What Jian Zhanyan said was for the following important words: "Qianqian, do you really love me?"
If the world is all fake, then what about Qian Qian's love? This is the thing that Jian Zhanyan can't accept the most. Before this, Qian Qian and Xiao Yang talked about things in their previous lives. Why did they hide it from themselves at that time? ?
"Are you worried about me, do you think I will let you down like I did in my previous life? Or do you think I will be with Zhou Qiang, even though I have said I love you more than once?"
Su Qian thought about many possibilities, but she never thought that Jian Zhanyan would doubt her love for him.
"So, you think you take me seriously, but my love for you is false, purposeful and utilitarian?"
Jian Zhanyan subconsciously wanted to shake his head, but Su Qian didn't give him a chance. He stood up, took the bag and said, "Think about it carefully. Let's calm down first."
Su Qian wanted to believe that Jian Zhanyan couldn't accept this kind of thing for a while, so she said these nonsense without any restraint!
Doubt her love? She has been attracted to such a man in her two lifetimes, but what does Gou Dengxi think of her? Su Qian's face was gloomy, and she seemed to be fine, but in fact she was furious.
Jian Zhanyan, who stayed in the restaurant, rubbed his hair twice and slammed the table in frustration. What did he say!
What Su Qian said was too explosive. Jian Zhanyan felt that if he chased Su Qian now, it would only add fuel to the fire. He needed to figure out the current situation first. He was in such chaos now.
He is not afraid of rebirth, nor is he afraid of time travel. Jian Zhanyan doesn't care about things like having two souls in his son's body, having a completely different fate in his previous life, and so on.
What he cares about is whether Su Qian loves him or not.
If Su Qian looked at everyone from the beginning with the attitude of a bystander from a God's perspective, then what about him?
She really liked him, or something else. Jian Zhanyan was so unsure of herself in front of Su Qian that he was frightened by the other person's love.
On the road to getting Su Qian's love, no matter how difficult it was, Jian Zhanyan could go on it. He could wait slowly, as long as Su Qian was by his side.
But things are different now. If Qianqian is like what she said, will she leave here? Is she serious about herself? Will a normal person have true feelings for a paper person?
There is a saying that if I had never seen the light, I could have endured the darkness.
Now Jian Zhanyan felt Su Qian's love, but suddenly a thunderbolt came from the blue, saying that these things did not belong to him, how could the paper man deserve any love?
This was the most unbearable thing for Jian Zhanyan. He thought he and Su Qian could stay together forever, but in the end such a fantasy thing happened. Jian Zhanyan knew that he had made a mistake in telling Su Qian.
Maybe he should explain his inner fear to Su Qian. His suspicion is not that she is not good enough, but his inferiority complex.
He was afraid that Su Qian loved someone other than him.
I don't think I thought about it for long, but when Jian Zhanyan came back to his senses, it was already dawn, and Jian Zhanyan sat here all night.
He thought that he should go home and have a good talk with Qian Qian. He had to apologize first. Qian Qian was willing to tell him this, which meant that she took him into her heart, but he still questioned it. This was not right.
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Jian Zhanyan reflected on herself all the way. When she got home, she faced an empty apartment, not even Guagua was at home!
The extremely quiet space made Jian Zhanyan feel that he was the only one left in the whole world. He hurried upstairs to Su Qian's room and saw that half of the clothes in her cabinet were missing. Then he went to Su Yang's room.
All his things are there, but Little Baozi’s favorite little dolphin suitcase is not there!
When we came to the balcony again, Guagua’s favorite blanket was not in its nest.
Have you been left behind?
Jian Zhanyan first found Ms. Zhao's phone number and paused when he was about to press the dial. Then he called Xia Fan and asked whether Su Qian had gone to the studio.
"Boss? She took an early morning flight to fly abroad. Doesn't Mr. Jane know?"
After Su Qian came home last night, the more she thought about it, the angrier she became. What kind of attitude did Gou Dengxi have to vent his bad feelings about being a paper person on her body? Doubt her love?! It's really good!
She said this to him as a way of asking for help! She wanted to consult with Jian Zhanyan, but Gou Dengxi suddenly exploded, and Su Qian admitted that she still didn't understand Jian Zhanyan well enough.
She thought the other party would accept this easily. After all, Jian Zhanyan's temperament was really different from ordinary people. In fact, Jian Zhanyan couldn't accept the fact that she was a paper person.
Indeed, it is difficult for anyone to understand this matter. She took it too much for granted.
Even so, Su Qian couldn't get rid of the anger in her heart. It happened that she received the program schedule from the foreign program team at this time. There were still about ten days before the recording. The program team asked Su Qian to read it in advance.
Communicate via email on any issues to avoid any delays before recording.
Remembering that Xia Fan had said before that she would go abroad to supervise work and discuss contracts and other matters with the shopping mall, she called Xia Fan directly and found that he was still working overtime.
Nowadays, Xia Fan is like a desperate mother. Su Qian repeatedly advised her to rest early and take good care of her body.
My brain is full of work, and I wish I could divide myself into eight.
The brand has been busy with a lot of domestic work recently, and Su Qian originally planned to lighten Xia Fan's work once she was ready. After seeing the email from the program team, Su Qian decided to go abroad now.
Pay attention to the brand promotion in offline stores and then record the program.
Su Qian called Xia Fan and told her that she was taking over a job abroad. Xia Fan didn't ask why, but asked Su Qian when she planned to go and booked a flight ticket.
Su Yang on the side was sleepy-eyed. He was woken up by urination and was going to go to the toilet. But he heard his mother calling and saying that he was going abroad and it would take at least half a month to come back!
Su Yang rubbed his eyes, walked over and pulled Su Qian's clothes and said, "Mom, I want to go with you too~"
As soon as he finished speaking, Guagua on the side also came over and barked softly, as if in line with Su Yang's words, he said he wanted to go too.
She promised to accompany her son, but she ended up going abroad to work for half a month. After thinking about it, Su Qian nodded and said, "Okay, my son's mother will take you there."
Guagua barked twice more. Su Yang lowered his head to look at Guagua, then looked up at Su Qian and said, "Mom, Guagua wants to go too."
"Then let's go together!"
She left this home to Jian Zhanyan and asked him to calm down!
In this way, Su Qian led her son and puppy out of the country. When she left, she left a note for Jian Zhanyan.
After Jian Zhanyan finished talking to Xia Fan, he hung up the phone and walked to the kitchen dejectedly with his shoulders slumped. He wanted to get a bottle of wine from the refrigerator.
Does Qian Qian not want herself? Jian Zhanyan may not have thought of this! He wanted to call Su Qian, but the other party should still be on the plane at this time. He also wanted to take a plane and follow him immediately, but if Qian Qian didn't want herself , I would not look him in the eyes in the past.
But I still want to go, it’s a matter of attitude!
Jian Zhanyan, who walked to the refrigerator, thought of this and decided not to drink anymore, and to go find his wife now.
Just when he was about to turn around, he saw Su Qian's message on the refrigerator.
"Give you enough space, think about it at home, and we'll talk about it when you get back."
The moment she saw the note, Jian Zhanyan's worries were relieved. It turned out that Qian Qian did not abandon her! Then her raised eyebrows dropped again. Xia Fan said that it would take at least half a month for Qian Qian to come back after going abroad this time.
This also meant that he couldn't see Qian Qian for half a month. Seeing that he was thinking about these five words at home, Jian Zhanyan put down his phone. If he took a plane to see Qian Qian, wouldn't Qian Qian be angry?
But now, he really needs to sort out his thoughts. Jian Zhanyan has not yet digested the news that Su Qian told him.
If someone else said it, Jian Zhanyan would definitely sneer and not believe a word of it, but this was what Su Qian said, and he could see that Su Qian was not joking, so no matter how bizarre Su Qian's words were, he would take it seriously.
It even made Su Qian angry.
Jian Zhanyan opened the refrigerator and took out a few cans of beer. He needed to think quietly about what all this was going on.
Regarding this trip to country F, Su Qian did not disclose the itinerary to the outside world, but when she got off the plane, she was blocked by a group of foreign reporters.
Everyone looked at her and asked her how she would respond to Hurd's provocation. Did she come to country F so early in advance? Did she think Hurd was a strong enemy, so she came to prepare in advance...
Media workers all over the world are the same. They would pick off the moon for first-hand information. At this moment, Su Qian was extremely lucky to have a rest in the room. Otherwise, Xiao Baozi would have been very uncomfortable facing reporters' constant attacks.
A simple and official answer to a few questions. Su Qian broke through the trouble and found the car she rented. Then she turned into the underground garage of the airport. After picking up her son from the airport staff, she drove all the way to the rental place.
This was originally a house rented by Xia Fan for a temporary stay, but now it was put to use. The reporters knew that she would stay in a hotel, and it would be troublesome to block her in the hotel.
When she came back this time, she drove away three cars and finally arrived at this high-end apartment. Su Qian was relieved.
This apartment building has a good environment and reliable security. It is a relatively comfortable and safe place in country F. When they got home, the mother and son simply packed their luggage and went to rest on the bed.
They are so tired!
While the mother and son were sleeping soundly, various news about Su Qian appeared on the Internet. She just showed up at the airport and provided a lot of news topics for the entertainment pages of country F.
Not only that, even financial news has reported about her. After all, this is Ms. Su who provided breakthrough research for China!
By the time Su Qian knew this, it was already the next day.