Chi Tianbai's eyes moved, and he realized that the two of them were still holding hands. He wanted to withdraw his hand, but Jian Si held it firmly and refused to let go.
His expression changed: "Let go."
Jian Si shook his head and refused: "I don't!"
Chi Tianbai couldn't explain what he felt in his heart.
A little angry and a little sour.
If he were Lu Youting now, Sisi would be very happy if she held his hand and refused to let him go.
But he is Chi Tianbai now, and Sisi seems to have accepted his identity, but she still holds on to him and refuses to let go.
To her, he was just a strange man she had known for less than a day.
But she acted so intimately.
This made him feel strange.
It's a bit off-putting, but I also know that I have no right to be jealous.
No matter what his name is now, he is still her husband in the end. He shouldn't be jealous, but he can't help it.
"I said, give it away."
These four short words were almost squeezed out from between the teeth.
He couldn't take a breath, and he coughed twice while covering his lips uncomfortably.
Jian Si could feel that he was angry, and she should let go of him quickly before he got angry. But she had an inexplicable intuition that he would not really get angry with herself.
Although this feeling was very strong, he did not confront him head-on. Instead, he lowered his head, deliberately pretending to be pitiful, and whispered: "It's too dark here, I'm scared."
After hearing her words, all the anger in Chi Tianbai's heart disappeared instantly. He sighed and said helplessly: "I'll take you back."
Hearing this, Jian Si slowly raised the corners of her mouth out of sight and nodded desperately: "Okay! Can you drive? My car is in the company's underground parking lot."
"Um!"
Chi Tianbai nodded.
The two of them returned to the company's underground parking lot together.
Chi Tianbai drove and Jian Si sat in the passenger seat.
Chi Tianbai focused on driving, while Jian Si tilted her head and stared at his side face intently.
The dim street lights flickered across his face, making him look unreal, as if he was dreaming.
Chi Tianbai felt uncomfortable looking at her and couldn't help but ask: "I don't have what you are looking for on my face."
Jian Si deliberately refused to answer his words and said with a smile: "Aren't you bored wearing a mask every day? You cough so badly that you can't wear a mask all day long. You have to breathe fresh air, otherwise the situation will be aggravated."
Chi Tianbai tugged on his thin lips hidden under the mask: "Thank you for your concern, I am free to act accordingly."
Jian Si added: "It's so late, how are you going to go back later? I have many rooms at home. If you don't mind, you can stay at my house for one night."
"I mind very much!" Chi Tianbai tightened his grip on the steering wheel and asked sourly: "Is Mr. Jian so enthusiastic about all men?"
Jian Si grinned: "Of course not! Because it's you, that's why I'm enthusiastic."
The straightforward words of love were like a heavy hammer hitting Chi Tianbai's heart.
He almost lost control and hit a flower bed on the roadside.
"If I remember correctly, Mr. Jian's husband seems to have just passed away not long ago! Can't you help but want to find a man so soon?"
As soon as the hurtful words came out of his mouth, Chi Tianbai regretted them and wanted to bite off his tongue.
Unfortunately it's too late.
Because of his words, Jian Si felt as if a bucket of cold water had been poured on her head, and the blood on her face faded cleanly, like transparent glass, frighteningly white.
The good mood just now was gone in an instant.
She moved, tilted her head and looked out the window. She didn't say another word until the car stopped downstairs in the community.
"Thank you for sending me back! Drive the car back and return it to me at the company tomorrow morning."
The enthusiasm from before was gone in his voice, leaving only the indifference that could repel people thousands of miles away, as if a high wall had been built in his heart.
"No need, I..."
Chi Tianbai was about to refuse, but before he could finish his words, Jian Si interrupted him: "It's very late. I don't want anything to happen to my employees."
After saying that, he opened the car door, got out of the car, and walked towards the community without looking back.
The cold moonlight shrouded her body, making her back look particularly weak, lonely and lonely.
Chi Tianbai's heart skipped a beat, and he put his hand on the car door lock. He instinctively wanted to chase after him, but held back at the last moment. He watched helplessly as Jian Si walked further and further away until he turned into a small black dot.
Completely out of sight, he leaned back on the chair like a deflated balloon.
He knew that what he just said was too harsh and caused her a lot of harm.
He didn't know what was wrong with him.
This sentence suddenly came out.
Seeing Jian Si's hurt expression and lonely back, his heart felt as if someone had cut out a piece of it, and it was bleeding and painful.
But that’s fine.
Presumably she will no longer doubt his identity in the future.
It is best not to have any further communication except for official matters.
This way, she won't be sad when he leaves.
Although I have thought clearly, why does my heart still hurt?
Chi Tianbai stretched out his hand to press the left side of his heart, and coughed violently due to anger.
This time I coughed harder than before.
I don't know whether it was because my heart hurt too much or I was coughing, but tears came out. My eyes were red and there were tears in the corners of my eyes.
In the quiet night, the coughing could be heard very clearly.
After a while, he regained his composure, stopped coughing, leaned back on the chair, closed his eyes, and raised his lips in a self-deprecating tone. There was a sadness all over his body, from the inside out.
the other side.
After getting off the car, Jian Si walked on the cobblestone road in the community like a wandering spirit.
The night wind blew against my body, like a knife, causing me pain.
After Chi Tianbai said those words, she completely woke up and clearly understood that Chi Tianbai was Chi Tianbai and he was not Lu Youting.
Her Lu Youting would never say that to her.
Tears flowed down slowly.
My heart, which had been dead for a long time, began to feel pain again.
The joy of seeing Chi Tianbai today was gone at this moment, leaving only loss and disappointment.
Why?
Why did the old man give her hope and then let her down?
Until half an hour ago, she thought that Chi Tianbai was Lu Youting, and that he had some difficulties, so she had to remain anonymous.
Only now did she realize how wrong she was.
The hope that was finally raised was completely shattered, and the whole person fell into the bottomless abyss in an instant.
Just when she was feeling sad, Jian Sichen's voice suddenly sounded from the front: "Mommy, are you back?"
Jian Si was startled and looked along the sound. When she saw the three little guys standing under the streetlight of the unit building, her cold heart gradually felt warm again.
"Why are you here?"
Jian Sichen stepped forward and held Jian Si's hand: "Let's come down to pick up Mommy! Mommy, you must be very tired after working all day, right?"
Jian Si was moved to tears.
The bleeding heart that was hurt by Chi Tianbai healed at this moment.