These days, Jian Si is listless, unable to do anything with energy, and is often in a daze.
When I was dealing with official duties, I was suddenly staring at the documents in a daze.
During the meeting, I looked down at a group of senior executives in a daze.
When you are not doing anything, just stare ahead in a daze.
She herself didn't know what she was thinking or doing. When she was staring at a place in a daze, her head was empty and she was in a state of relaxation.
Lu Ya saw it in his eyes and felt pain in his heart.
Nothing can be done to help her, she can only do things silently.
Although Su Wan no longer lives with them, he still talks to Jian Si on the phone every day and visits her every once in a while.
On the phone, she realized something was wrong with Jian Si.
He was speaking nicely, but suddenly he became silent.
She yelled several times before she came back to her senses.
When we met this time, we were immediately frightened and confused.
"Sisi, what's wrong with you? Why have you lost so much weight after we haven't seen you for a few days?"
When Luk Youting passed away, Sisi was also extremely thin. Every bit of flesh on her body was gone, and it was all bones. During this period, she finally gained some flesh, but lost weight again.
What exactly happened here?
What happened?
People who didn’t know thought that Lu Youting died again!
Jian Si didn't realize it and touched her face with her hand.
"Have it?"
Su Wan's eyes widened in surprise: "Not yet!" He took out a small mirror from his bag, opened it and handed it to her: "See for yourself, have you lost weight? Did you finally gain weight? You gave it to me again?
Where did it go? Was it sold?"
He deliberately said some humorous words to make Jian Si happy.
The results were minimal.
Jian Si didn't even twitch her lips, she looked at herself in the mirror with dull eyes, and then said "oh" very calmly.
Su Wan: "...??"
The more I look at it, the more something seems wrong, something is definitely going on.
Still a big deal.
"Sisi, tell me, what happened?"
Sisi has always been strong.
Except for the time when Luk Youting died, nothing could ever knock her down and make her unable to recover for such a long time.
Even six years ago, when Lu Youting divorced her for Ye Qingqing, she quickly cheered up and had never been so depressed.
Those who didn’t know thought she had fallen out of love again!
Jian Si put away the mirror, looked at Su Wan, and suddenly said: "Xiao Wan, do you want to drink?"
Su Wan: "...??"
Jian Si said: "Suddenly I really want to drink! Let's go to the bar! Call Qingcheng and join us."
Su Wan became even more worried: "Qingcheng went to Country Y, don't you remember?"
Jian Si responded mechanically, with a calm expression, and did not show any surprise or sudden realization.
Su Wan held her hand tightly and said fearfully: "Sisi, what's wrong with you? What happened? Tell me, maybe I can help you."
Jian Si tried hard to make an arc with her lips, but when she tried, she found that she couldn't even make a fake smile.
"I just want to drink! Do you want to accompany me?"
Su Wan didn't dare to let her go out alone. He patted his chest without hesitation and said: "Sisters have spoken, so of course I'm accompanying them! I heard that a new bar has opened with a good reputation and many handsome guys! Maybe you can find it.
The next spring, I can find my Mr. Right."
Jian Si only heard the word "accompany" and didn't hear any of the other words. She grabbed Su Wan's hand and stood up.
"let's go!"
p?u bar.
Located in the most central location of Jiangcheng.
Closed during the day and open at night.
There is only one floor, but it is a full 300 square meters.
There is a bar and a special area.
There was a large dance floor in the middle of the bar. In the middle of the dance floor, a scantily clad woman was pole dancing, surrounded by a group of men and women holding glow sticks, twisting their bodies to the beat.
Special area.
Jian Si felt that it was too quiet there. Once it calmed down, her mind began to uncontrollably empty out, so she pulled Su Wan and sat down in the general area.
The deafening music and noise are constant.
Jian Si thought it could distract her attention.
However, he was not affected at all. It seemed as if a barrier had automatically formed around his body, isolating everything around him, and he continued to drink wine regardless of it.
Seeing her drinking desperately, Su Wan was shocked. When she picked up another glass and was about to drink, he snatched the wine glass from her hand.
"What are you doing? Are you trying to kill yourself? Why are you drinking so much?"
Jian Si is not very good at drinking.
Before, it was poured by the glass.
After taking over the Lu Group, I kept socializing and drinking, and my drinking capacity was improved to the point where I couldn't even get drunk after a few drinks.
"We came out specifically to drink this time, so naturally we want to have a good time."
With that said, he reached out and grabbed the wine from Su Wan's hand.
Su Wan looked at her like a monster.
"You're not here to drink to your heart's content, you're here to drink yourself to death. What happened? You want to use alcohol to anesthetize yourself? Fortunately, I understand your feelings for Luk Youting, otherwise I would have thought you had fallen in love again!
"
An unintentional word made Jian Si pause for a moment before drinking, and then drank all the wine in the glass.
Just this moment made Su Wan feel like he was struck by lightning.
The two have been best friends since childhood, and they know each other better than themselves.
You can know what the other person is thinking with just one look or movement.
Therefore, even if Jian Si didn't say or do anything, but just paused while drinking, she immediately noticed something was fishy.
"You, are you in love again?"
Luk Youting just died.
She immediately fell in love with another man.
This...this is a little too fast.
Sisi has been in love for a long time. They were separated for five years, and even though she hated Lu Youting so much, she never fell in love with anyone else.
Now that Luk Youting is dead, it should be even more impossible to fall in love with someone else.
How...how could you fall in love with another man so quickly?
The word 'love' made Jian Si completely stupid. Her mind was very confused, as if there were many threads wound into a ball. She tried hard to figure it out, but she couldn't figure it out.
Is it love?
Is she in love with Chi Tianbai?
How can it be!
Absolutely impossible.
Seeing that she did not deny it, Su Wan further confirmed his suspicion. His eyes widened in disbelief and he asked in surprise: "Who is it? Do I know him?"
Jian Si was so upset that she picked up a glass of wine and drank it all.
Su Wan was afraid that something would happen to her if she continued to drink like this. When she picked up another glass of wine, he held her hand and said in a deep voice: "Stop drinking! If you really like it, then be brave and chase it! Lu Youting has already
After you die, he will definitely hope that you can be happy."
"Xiao Wan, you don't understand!"
Jian Si finally spoke and said the first thing she said after arriving at the bar.
Su Wan: "Others don't understand, so why don't I understand how it feels?
I know you will feel guilty for betraying Lu Youting!
But, love is love!
I know you too well, you will not fall in love with someone easily.
If you love, you will keep loving.
Sisi, I don’t want to see you in such pain.”
Jian Si swallowed her saliva.
The bitterness spreads from the tip of my heart to my whole body.
She broke away from Su Wan's hand, picked up the wine and drank it.