Chapter 228 Jian Si's morning sickness in front of Lu Youting
After Lu Youting left, Jian Si was arranged to go back to the ward next to Lu Yanbai. Thinking that her mind had been on Chen Bao these past few days and ignored Xiao Bai, she took a special bath, put on clean clothes and went to the ward to find him.
Xiao Bai. Lu Yanbai was lying quietly on the hospital bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, not knowing what he was thinking. Jian Si walked over, lay down next to him, and hugged him out of habit, but he avoided him.
, turned around and faced her with his back. "...?"
Jian Si was startled, sensing something unusual about him, and asked with concern: "Xiao Bai, what's wrong with you? Are you in a bad mood? Tell Mommy, why are you in a bad mood?"
Lu Yanbai remained silent and still turned his back to her. This time, Jian Si found that the matter seemed to be far more serious than she thought. Having known Xiaobai for so long, Xiaobai never ignored her. "Xiaobai, isn't it?
What did mom do to make you unhappy? Tell mom that if it was her fault, she would apologize to you."
Lu Yanbai's back was straight, his shoulders were twitching, and a small sound of sobs could be heard. Jian Si realized something was wrong and pushed his shoulders. Sure enough, Lu Yanbai's face was wet and his teeth were clenched.
Biting her lower lip, she cried so sadly. Seeing his tears, Jian Si's heart ached, and she took out paper to wipe his tears. "Xiaobai, what happened? Why are you crying? Are you?
Are you blaming Mommy for not operating on you for her repeated gaffes?"
Lu Yanbai lowered his head and shook his head silently. His big eyes, which were usually bright and full of energy, were dark with no light. Jian Si was frightened by his appearance. She held up his little face and said anxiously: "Xiao Bai, don't be frightened."
Mommy, tell Mommy quickly, what’s wrong with you?”
Under Jian Si's repeated questioning, Lu Yanbai finally spoke: "Will you still care about me?"
Her voice was lifeless, without any vitality. Jian Si laughed dumbly: "You are my son, how could I not care about you! Xiaobai, why did you say that suddenly? Did mommy do something recently to misunderstand you?
"
Lu Yanbai said gloomily: "You only have Jian Sichen in your heart, not me at all!"
Jian Si was shocked by his words: "Chen Bao is my son, and you are also my son. You are both my favorites. How could I only like him but not you? You two are the same to me.
important."
Her words made Lu Yanbai suddenly become excited. "You lied!"
Jian Si hurriedly explained: "I didn't lie, my love for you is the same."
Lu Yanbai looked at her disappointedly, his eyes filled with tears: "If your love for us is the same, then why haven't you come back to see me for more than four years? When you gave birth to me, you abandoned me to your father.
After leaving, do you know how much I missed you in the past four years? But what about you? You were always with Chen Bao. If you really loved me, you would not abandon me after giving birth to me.
Then she turned around and gave birth to a child with another man. After Chen Bao’s accident, do you still remember me? I’m afraid you have forgotten me a long time ago.”
Jian Si didn't expect that he misunderstood her so deeply. She held him in her arms distressedly and patted his back gently to comfort him. "You really misunderstood Mommy! Mommy gave birth to her baby
I originally wanted to take you away with you. But at that time, you suffered from congenital heart disease. Mommy couldn't cure you. If you followed me, I was afraid that you wouldn't even be able to save your life. You are my life, how could I just watch it?
Fearing that something might happen to you, I had no choice but to hand you over to your father. Over the past four years, I have been thinking about you all the time, thinking about coming back to see you. I have worked hard to specialize in medical skills just to be able to personally
Come back and cure you."
Lu Yanbai couldn't listen to her explanation at all. "I'm not a three-year-old child, you can't lie to me! If you really care about me all the time, then why did you turn around and give birth to Jian Sichen? He grew up beside you.
Big one, you are together day and night, of course you like him more."
Jian Si didn't know how to explain it to him. She knew that Lu Yanbai was very sensitive because he didn't have his mother by his side since he was a child. He was prone to random thoughts and felt insecure. If he was allowed to have random thoughts all the time, he would probably do something bad to him.
Seeing that she remained silent, Lu Yanbai's emotions that he had suppressed for many days suddenly exploded. He pushed Jian Si away, jumped out of bed, and swung away the things on the bedside table. Teacups and vases with one palm.
, mobile phones, were all swept to the ground. Teacups and vases were instantly smashed to pieces. Jian Si was startled and wanted to get closer to him, but Lu Yanbai threw another pillow over. "Don't come here, you liar!
You are all liars! Except for daddy, none of you really loves me. Ye Qingqing used me, grandma hates me, and you abandoned me! I hate you, I hate you so much... I don’t want to see you again, you
Get out... get out..." While roaring, tears fell down in grievance. "Xiao Bai..." Jian Si's distressed tears rolled in her eyes. Lu Yanbai smashed everything at hand. It only took a moment.
All of a sudden, the ward was in a mess. The nurses were too scared to come in. After the bodyguards came in, they were kicked out by Lu Yanbai. After everything in the room was smashed, Lu Yanbai half-crouched on the ground.
His body curled up into a ball, holding his head in his hands, his face full of pain. "Since you don't love me, then why did you give birth to me? I would rather you not give birth to me..." His soft words set off an alarm for Jian Si.
Dazuo. She knew that the matter could no longer be hidden. If she continued to hide it, Xiaobai would be even more hurt. She could not harm Xiaobai because of her own selfishness. Step by step, she cautiously approached Lu Yanbai
He leaned over. Noticing her approach, Lu Yanbai picked up the glass shards beside him and threw them over: "Go away, I don't want to see you, I hate you..." Jian Si felt so sour in her heart that she choked and said: "Xiaobai, you
I really misunderstood, Chen Bao is your biological brother, he is not my child with another man."
Lu Yanbai did not hear the other meaning in her words, and said scornfully: "He is younger than me, how dare he be my brother?"
Jian Si knew that he had misunderstood, and added: "He is your twin brother. Mommy gave birth to twins back then. I did not abandon you and immediately have children with another man."
The sudden revelation made Lu Yanbai stop crying and looked at her in shock, with tears still hanging on his eyelashes. "My twin brother?"
Jian Si nodded vigorously: "Yes, he is the twin brother. He was born ten minutes earlier than you."
"Haha..." Lu Yanbai obviously didn't believe it and sneered: "Then do you still want to tell me that we are fraternal twins and we look different?"
Brief thought: “…??”
Lu Yanbai sarcastically said: "Mommy, do you think I'm stupid?"
Jian Si hurriedly said: "No, you are not stupid, not stupid at all! He is really your twin brother, he looks exactly like you! If you don't believe it, wait until your father gets him back.
knew."
As he spoke, he thought of something and added, "Actually, you have met him."
Lu Yanbai thought about it carefully, but he really couldn't remember it. His little brows knitted together: "When did he and I meet? Why don't I remember it at all?"
Jian Si smiled and asked, "Do you remember Aunt Su Wan?"
Lu Yanbai nodded vigorously. Jian Si asked again: "Then do you still remember her son? The little boy who was with Yueyue at that time, wearing a hat, mask and sunglasses."
Lu Yanbai nodded again, then realized something and his eyes widened in disbelief.