Su Jinyan sat in the middle of the sofa, with Lu Jiuqi and Gu Beisheng on the left and right, and the other four children sat opposite.
Fu Xizhou had no interest in Song Yuyuan's letter, so he did not get involved.
"This is the letter Song Yuyuan asked me to hand over to my mother." Gu Beisheng took out the envelope from his pocket and handed it to his mother.
Su Jinyan lowered her eyes, and there was only one line written on the envelope: Personally signed by Mrs. Lu.
The handwriting is beautiful and strong, very similar to the font Su Jinyan usually used to write reports. Since she was the one who taught Song Yuyuan how to write, the similarity is inevitable.
She opened the envelope neatly and slowly opened the folded letter. A faint fragrance followed, as if Song Yuyuan was beside her, making her feel dazed for a moment.
On the opposite side, Lu Sinian frowned without any trace, as if he had an instinctive resistance to Song Yuyuan's scent.
The size of the letter paper is A4, and the rows of neat handwriting are as if they were engraved on them. You can clearly feel how carefully Song Yuyuan wrote before writing.
The title at the beginning is three clear characters: Letter of Apology.
[Mom, I'm sorry, although our relationship as mother and daughter has ended, please allow me to call you "Mom" on paper for the last time, as it will bring the final end to our relationship of nearly twenty years.
When you open this letter, I have already left Bincheng, and we may never meet again in this life.
I'm sorry that I have received the kindness of the Lu family in raising me for many years, but I didn't have the opportunity to repay you and show my filial piety to you.
Originally I had a lot of things on my mind that I wanted to tell you one by one, but then I thought about it, you are no longer my mother, and I have no right to trouble you to listen to me talk anymore, so I will spare you the unnecessary words.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Thank you for taking me back to the Lu family. Thank you to the Lu family for treating me as a relative and letting me feel the warmth of your family. It’s a pity that I didn’t control my jealousy and did stupid things that I shouldn’t have done. I am particularly important here.
, I want to say sorry to my third brother.
If I hadn't made a wrong step, maybe the third brother wouldn't have been unconscious for too long, causing his family to worry in vain.】
After reading this, Su Jinyan raised her eyes and glanced at Lu Beixiao.
Lu Beixiao's complexion has not yet fully recovered, his lips are slightly white, but his eyebrows and eyes are still dark, as if he has not heard anything.
No one could tell what he thought of Song Yuyuan, but Gu Beisheng still saw his thumb and tightened it unnaturally.
Perhaps, for the third brother, compared to the injuries sustained on his body, the change in his former sister was a more serious blow.
Su Jinyan then chanted softly, and her hoarse voice actually sounded a bit mellow in the quiet study.
"And Jiuqi, I believe that the Lu family is now united and will no longer hide anything from you. You should also know about the stupid things I have done.
I'm also very sorry to you. I didn't set a good example as a sister and became a negative teaching material. You must be very disappointed in me. But whether you still trust me again, I will still regard you as my forever
Sister, if you have any troubles in the future, you can write me an email and I will definitely read it."
Lu Jiuqi listened carefully, but at the beginning of the first sentence, his eyes began to swell.
At this moment, I was full of tears.
She knew that Yu Yuan was totally wrong this time, but she, who was not involved, heard the news that she had left when she came back, and her complicated emotions were even worse than angry.
Because no matter what, the relationship between the two of them was so good.
As an elder sister, Song Yuyuan treats her as a real sister.
But the exchange of fairy grass that time was considered a use...
It is precisely because of the deep feelings that the hurt is particularly great, making it more difficult for her to understand.
Everyone looked at her with distressed eyes. Su Jinyan and Gu Beisheng silently held her little hand, squeezed the back of her hand, and silently comforted her.
"I'm fine." Lu Jiuqi forced himself to cheer up, took a deep breath, and forced a smile: "Mom, please continue reading, I'm fine."
Compared to her, Sister Shengsheng, her mother, and her brothers were hurt even more.
She failed to comfort her family members, and she didn't want them to worry about her instead.
Su Jinyan raised her hand and stroked her little daughter's hair, then looked down at Chang Xin.
Only this time, she frowned slightly and visibly paused.
It's the content of the breach of trust, and it's like struggling with how to express it.
Gu Beisheng's eyes swept over, and after waiting for a long time, he didn't see his mother speaking, so he took the initiative to pick up the conversation gently, and said very objectively: "There is no content in the bottom two rows. It can be seen that her pen tip paused for a long time, and there are very thick strokes.
A dark spot, let me guess, she originally wanted to write something about the eldest brother, the fourth brother, or the second brother, but she didn’t know what to say, so she didn’t write it.”
Su Jinyan looked at Gu Beisheng, her eyes filled with spring water, so gentle and reassuring.
Her idea was actually the same as Sheng'er's, but she was stuck and didn't know how to express it.
None of the four boys opposite showed any emotion on the surface, but the complicated light and shadow in their eyes, and the inevitable low pressure, all turned into silence.
No one can make any judgment on the former family members.
Be it love or hate, they are all in the past.
"Finally, I sincerely thank the Lu family for their unstinting affection for me, and I sincerely wish that you, the Lu family, will always live happily together without any worries.
In fact, I have thought about whether to write this letter for a long time, because I will feel that I am already in your heart and insignificant, but I still want to bring this family relationship to a complete end.
Goodbye, Lu family."
Su Jinyan read to the end and let out an almost inaudible sigh, mixed with various emotions: "This is what Yuyuan wanted to say to us. No matter what, we no longer have anything to do with Yuyuan.
Without the Lu family, I hope she can live her own life."
Gu Beisheng looked at his mother and folded the letter gently and carefully.
Although her mother didn't say much on the surface, she knew that her mother would definitely keep this letter and treasure it.
In any case, my mother has given Song Yuyuan nearly twenty years of maternal love. If my mother could just let go, she wouldn't be her mother.
"Yes." Gu Beisheng hugged his mother's arm and murmured softly: "When I saw her for the last time, I could see that after this incident, she had grown a lot and had a clear goal.
Even if there is no Lu family to protect her, she can face the ups and downs of the world independently. The Lu family has taught her enough."
Su Jinyan raised her hand to hold her in her arms, her eyes were red, and she asked in a low voice: "How did Sheng'er cope in the past twenty years without us protecting you?"