Today is Christmas Eve, a night that should be spent with family.
It's a pity that I have no family anymore.
Before going out, I picked up the cold knife and put it in my pocket, just because Bruce invited me to the castle to attend the dinner he held.
Invite me to a dinner party?
Ha, this is really a very funny thing.
Rather than saying it is Christmas Eve, it is more appropriate to say it is the Night of No Return.
Bruce and I used to be best friends.
But today, it is you who want to kill me, and I want to kill you.
Bruce.
The plum blossom porridge you prepared for me is very sweet.
But it will definitely not be as sweet as your own bowl.
We used to have such a good relationship, so if I drink your plum blossom porridge and you drink mine, it shouldn't be too much, right?
Bruce.
You may never understand how I feel now.
The feeling of watching your family die and watching your friends die.
How could you possibly understand?
Your son is still alive.
Your wife is still alive.
The culprit who caused these things is actually still alive...
Bruce.
I feel like I'm going crazy...
I often hear a sharp and harsh sound in my dreams recently...
Monday, February 18, 2013 sunny
Recently, there have been many strange foreigners in the small town.
They seem to be investigating something.
I saw them chatting with merchants along the road, chatting with pedestrians on the road, and even saw them going to the old castle...
But these have nothing to do with me anymore.
Because from today on, I am no longer the mayor of the silent town.
Friday, May 8, 2015 sunny
I've been having nightmares lately.
Dreaming about those who died under my sword.
Every time I think of them, I always hear a sharp and harsh voice in my ears.
It will tell me some rules.
It will require me to act according to these rules.
I hid in the video store and tried not to have any contact with the outside world.
But...it doesn't seem to be planning to let me go...
Cloudy Sunday, September 23, 2018
I haven't left a video store in a long time.
I haven't met anyone I know for a long time.
Maybe it's because the life in the video store is so lonely. I couldn't bear it today and walked to the streets of the quiet town in the dead of night.
I'm looking forward to seeing some familiar people.
But I'm afraid I'll see some familiar people.
This uneasy feeling accompanied me, and I unknowingly walked to the path to the castle.
The flowers that used to be planted here are now gone.
Instead, there are barren weeds.
I don't know why I ended up here inexplicably.
Maybe it's because there are too many people I know buried here.
I originally wanted to stay here a little longer.
But, I saw Jim.
He must have been having a rough time in the past few years.
Maybe he couldn't sleep many nights over the years and often came here to see his wife.
Otherwise, his originally thick hair would not have become so thin.
I don't want to disturb him, and I don't want him to see me.
I can't find peace in my heart, but I hope he can.
On the way back, I saw a window seemed to be opened inside the castle.
Inside the window, a figure floated past.
At that time, I almost rushed over and opened the window to see if the mother and son were back.
If I didn't have some sense left, I would really want to do this.
November 14, 2020
Time seems to have no end, every day passes very long.
If it weren't for the habit of keeping a diary, I might have forgotten how much time has passed.
I still walk alone in the streets of a quiet town in the middle of the night.
There was no one else at this time, only me, with the silent town.
I don't need to see people, I just need to see the plants and trees here, and then I can imagine what might have happened in the town today.
Last week, there was an additional decoration shop on this street.
This week, there is another bakery shop opposite the decoration shop.
The children in the small town should have grown up gradually.
It's time for them to start their own business.
Sunday, December 18, 2022 will be sunny
My record store is hidden in a remote alley in a quiet town, and few people come to visit it.
But today, a strange young man came.
He was wearing a very elegant suit with a brooch on the suit. He looked like he was a child from a wealthy family.
Although he looks nothing like Bruce and his eyes are not blue.
But when he appeared, the shadow of Bruce did appear in my mind.
At first, I thought he was just a lost stranger.
It wasn't until he asked me about the record of the song "Jingle Bells" that I realized something was wrong.
I don't want to sell this record to him.
Because of that sharp and piercing sound, I hope I can sell him the record.
It requires me to follow the rules.
But I don't.
Although I don't know what it is, I know that it is definitely not a good thing...
Monday, December 19, 2022 sunny
Breaking the rules again made my health worse and worse, so bad that it was even difficult to walk.
However, I still had to walk, because I had to take a look at the castle to see if my guess was true.
On the way to the castle, I saw lights coming on in the distance.
I can't quite remember how long it has been since the castle was lit up.
After Bruce's death, someone seemed to have lived in the castle.
But that person was not very courageous and was scared away after not staying there for long.
At that time I still wanted to laugh at him.
It's just some graves, so what's there to be afraid of?
However, when I was hiding in the grass and saw a long-haired woman jumping out of the kitchen window, I realized that I was actually the one who deserved to be laughed at.
She is not dead! She has been hiding in the castle!
And I actually let her live for so many years.
Tuesday, December 20, 2022 sunny
The young man came to see me again and brought a pen and paper, for fear that I would not be able to hear clearly what he said.
At that moment, I was actually a little panicked.
Because of his behavior, I was directly forced to express my attitude.
I waved my hand to him, as if seeing off a guest.
And from the look in his leaving eyes, I could guess that he must have doubted me.
After last night, I already knew that he was the latest owner of the castle.
If I want revenge, going through him would be a good choice.
But, I haven't thought about it yet...
This is not an easy decision to make.
Thursday, December 22, 2022 sunny
I took the record and sat at the door of the record store, waiting for the young man to come over. I had been waiting for two days.
I still can't let go of my hatred.
I can't help but watch the person who caused all these tragedies still live well in this world.
Even if I end up becoming its puppet, it doesn't matter.
I just want the guilty person to pay the price she deserves.