My mother couldn't hold back all of a sudden. She looked at me and covered her mouth with her hand. The collapse of an adult was clearly reflected in this moment.
"Yangyang..."
"Mom?" I burst into tears.
"Son, my poor son!"
My mother slowly knelt down and stretched out her hand tremblingly. I grabbed her hand excitedly.
Then, my mother hugged me tightly in her arms.
"Son, my poor son!"
My mother patted my back gently, but I felt that her body was so thin, light and without any strength.
Thinking of what my grandma said to me, my mother must have suffered a lot over the years, and I felt even more sad.
"Grow up, my son has grown up! It's mom who has no ability, mom is sorry for you! Don't hate mom!..."
My mother's words instantly broke my defenses and defeated all the defenses in my heart. I burst into tears, and all the grievances and loneliness in my heart were released in this moment.
I have never cried so sadly since I was a child. I can't tell whether I am sad or happy. I also don't know why I cry so ugly. I have never even thought that it would be embarrassing for a grown man to cry like this.
!
But I just couldn't control the suppressed emotions in my heart. It was like I had found an outlet, and I had no reservations in front of my mother.
My mother patted my back gently, slowly released her embrace, and gently held my face with her hands. Her eyes were full of love and guilt, and the tears couldn't stop like a bursting dam.
It flowed downwards, so the cold rain fell to the ground and shattered into pieces.
The two of us just knelt in the rain and cried together. Grandma sighed softly, standing on the side laughing and crying, wiping her tears constantly.
"It'll be good to be reunited, it'll be good to be reunited!"
Hu Qiu's voice sounded from behind: "Jiuyang, it's so cold, please let mom go in and talk!"
Only then did I come to my senses, wiped away my tears carelessly, and quickly helped my mother stand up from the ground. My mother also keenly heard Hu Qiu's name and cast her eyes on Hu Qiu.
Just as I was about to introduce myself, Hu Qiu came over gracefully. She rubbed her reddish eyes and introduced herself with a smile: "Auntie, I am Jiuyang's fiancée. It's cold outside. Come inside quickly."
sit down!"
When my mother heard this, she was stunned for a moment, then she was overjoyed, and now she fell in love with Hu Qiu at first sight.
"Okay, okay, good boy! Yangyang is lucky to find a beautiful wife like you!"
"Auntie, I am lucky to be able to marry Jiuyang." Hu Qiu is very good at talking.
My mother was even happier, nodding her head repeatedly and praising Hu Qiu as a good girl.
"Son, please stop calling me auntie. Can you call me mom?" My mother said expectantly.
Hu Qiu smiled and called "Mom" without any hesitation.
My mother immediately responded with joy, and then hurriedly took off the bracelet on her wrist, obviously wanting to give Hu Qiu a greeting gift.
"Mom, it's cold outside. Come in and warm yourself up." Hu Qiu quickly gave me a wink, indicating that it was not the place to talk outside.
Then, Hu Qiu looked like a grandma and said, "Grandma, let me help you! Don't catch a cold!"
Grandma naturally knew Hu Qiu, so she responded happily, and then followed us into the yard with Hu Qiu's support.
The lights were already on in the courtyard. Fatty and the others got up and stood in the courtyard. After we came in, they all smiled and came up to greet my mother one by one. Because it was raining, I didn't introduce them and we all came together.
Entered the main hall.
There was a brazier burning inside the house, which was much warmer than outside. As soon as my mother and grandma sat down, the fat man quickly brought the brazier in front of them.
At the same time, Huzi brought the hot tea that had been prepared long ago and asked my mother and grandma to warm themselves up first.
Hu Qiu, on the other hand, had already taken out two clean coats from the gift and helped my mother and grandma change out of the coats that were soaked by the rain.
I stood by and watched this scene, but my nose couldn't help but feel a little sore, because I didn't think of this at all before, let alone that they were already prepared.
Suddenly, I seemed to have a realization that living like this in this life is really enough!
After everything was done, Fatty took Huzi and the others out, leaving some space for us, and the atmosphere suddenly became solemn.
Hu Qiu and I sat next to each other, not knowing what to say for a moment, because I was really afraid that my mother would see my father like this. Although I tried my best to repair my father's body, I couldn't make up for it after all.
The regret in my heart.
"Yangyang, where is your dad? Take me to meet her!"
My mother spoke first, and I realized that her expression was much calmer than I thought.
But she couldn't hide it, she just didn't want to show too much sadness because she was afraid that I would be sad.
I nodded and then took my mother to the next room.
"Mom, my dad, she..."
I hesitated for a moment, then gritted my teeth and said, "My dad's limbs will not be intact if you do, so you have to be mentally prepared."
My mother's body trembled visibly, then she nodded slightly, reached out and pushed, and the door opened with a creak.
My mother's eyes immediately fell on the bed, where my father's body was covered with white cloth.
She stood in front of the door and paused for a long time, just watching quietly but refusing to go in.
"Xiao Wan, go in, you will always have to face it!" Grandma said from behind.
My mother's hand suddenly grabbed the door frame and supported her body with all her strength. Only then did I realize that her whole body was trembling and her fingers turned white. It was obvious that she had exhausted all her strength.
"Mom, are you okay?" I quickly helped my mother.
My mother stubbornly shook her head. After all, she couldn't control her tears and flowed down silently.
"Mom, go in, go in and see my dad for the last time." I said.
My mother grabbed my hand, tried hard to calm down, and walked in step by step. Every step she took seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, enough to exhaust all her strength, but my mother's eyes were tight from beginning to end.
She stared closely at the white cloth on the bed, staring at the lover who had made her miss her all her life, but was heartbroken!
Until, she worked hard to walk to the edge of the bed...
I quickly reached out to lift the white cloth, because I planned to only lift the intact half of my dad's face, because I didn't want my mom to see the dead half of my dad's face, but my mom called me away, she said
She wants to do it herself.
"Mom, let me do it!" I said.
"Mom is not as fragile as you think, I am ready!" my mother said.
I sighed secretly and had to let go of my hand.
My mother leaned forward again, sitting on the edge of the bed, close to my father's body, her movements were so gentle.
For a moment, she seemed to hesitate, but in the end she gently held a corner of the white cloth and pulled it away bit by bit.
My father's eyebrows were revealed bit by bit under the white cloth. She closed her eyes tightly, as if she was asleep.
Looking at my dad's familiar face, my mom's body couldn't help but tremble violently. Her tears were like broken beads, dripping down onto the white cloth, making it wet.
I can see how deeply my mother feels for my father. There is deep pain and emotion in her eyes, which I have never seen in my life and cannot forget...
Finally, my mother completely lifted the white cloth.
My dad's missing half of his chin was also completely exposed.
At this moment, my mother was stunned, and then her whole body was obviously violently stimulated, and she suddenly covered her mouth with both hands.
The thing I was most worried about finally happened.
The thickest string in my mother's heart finally broke.
Her body trembled violently, and then a mouthful of blood spurted out. Her body went limp and she fell down.
Hu Qiu quickly picked up my mother in her arms.
This scene frightened all of us. We shouted loudly, but my mother didn't respond at all.
At this moment, I suddenly saw a faint gray gas floating out of my mother's forehead.
There was a thump in my heart and I secretly screamed something bad.