"Grandpa, what kind of person is my mother? Is she still alive?" I asked in a low voice.
Grandpa did not speak, but nodded slightly.
"It turns out that she is still alive, but I have never seen her!" There was a trace of sadness on my face.
Grandpa observed my expression and sighed softly: "Son, you can't blame your mother for what happened to your father. Your mother is a good woman. She is beautiful and has a beautiful heart. She is very kind to me and your father.
."
"But she still left me and my dad. What kind of good woman is she?" My eyes turned slightly red.
In my mind, I couldn't help but recall scenes from my childhood. My classmates laughed at me and cursed me, which made me feel inferior. That was my missing childhood, the days I spent without my mother.
Grandpa sighed softly, "Jiuyang, I know you and I feel wronged, but you have never been a parent, so you will not understand your parents' feelings. You will understand when you have your own child one day!"
"But no matter what happens, she shouldn't leave me and my dad. I can't pretend that nothing happened!" My eyes became even redder.
"Your mother doesn't want to leave you either. She has a deep relationship with your father, and she has sacrificed a lot to be with your father, so you can't blame your mother, you know?" Grandpa said earnestly.
I took a deep breath, and then nodded reluctantly, because I didn't want to make grandpa unhappy.
But I knew in my heart that I couldn't get over this hurdle, and I couldn't forgive her.
Grandpa seemed to see what I was thinking. He sighed helplessly and hesitated before saying:
"Originally, there are some things I don't want to tell you, but I can't watch you misunderstand your mother. Forget it, I'll tell you anyway!"
I quickly looked at Grandpa, waiting for his next words.
"Jiuya, the reason why your mother left in the first place was not because she wanted to leave, but because of your damn grandpa."
I frowned immediately.
"That damn old guy didn't have the status he has today at that time. In order to climb up, he lied to your mother that your grandma was seriously ill and asked her to go back to see your grandma for the last time. Your mother was anxious, so she hurried back
We arrived in the imperial capital, but no one thought that it was all a trap! Once your mother left, she never came back."
When grandpa said this, his voice gradually turned cold.
"It's that bastard again!" I gritted my teeth fiercely.
"Yes, he is a bastard. Not only did he break up your parents, he also restricted your mother's movements and prevented her from leaving the house. That's why he can't come back."
"Asshole!" I roared.
Grandpa sighed, "I also heard from an acquaintance that Nima was locked in the house until your father died in the imperial capital. Your mother couldn't bear the blow and cried her eyes out!"
After hearing this, I couldn't hold back my tears any longer, and they started to flow down as quickly as I could. All the resentment accumulated in my heart disappeared in an instant.
"So, all this is caused by that old guy. It was he who ruined our Zhang family. Until now, that old guy still refuses to apologize to our Zhang family for what happened back then. I really can't wait for this old bastard.
Twist his head off." Grandpa was furious.
"Grandpa, what about my mother, her eyes..."
My voice trembled a little.
"There is no cure, organ failure, plus a heart attack... ugh!" Grandpa sighed and shook his head.
I clenched my fists tightly, and the hatred in my heart was overwhelming.
"So, you can't blame your mother. She is the most pitiful person. He has two most important men in his heart. One died for her, and the other can never see each other again. I won't tell you, it's
I'm afraid that you will be sad, but if I tell you, I'm afraid that you will kill them and go to their house, but grandpa, I once swore that I would never let anyone from the Zhang family step through the door of his Chen family!"
I listened quietly, tears falling continuously.
I feel sorry for my mother, my heart is bleeding!
I have never met my mother, but I still long for maternal love in my heart.
It turns out that I, Zhang Jiuyang, also have a great mother!
But when I think about the tragic experiences of my father and mother, and that all these tragedies were caused by my grandfather, my teeth can't help but rattle.
I clenched my fists tightly, and my body couldn't help but tremble slightly. From birth to now, I have never been as angry and irritable as I am now.
How much my heart hurts, how deep my hatred is!
"Grandpa, what's that old guy's name?" I asked through gritted teeth.
Grandpa was silent for a moment, as if he didn't want to mention this person's name, but in the end he calmly uttered three words: "Chen Longxiang"
"Chen Longxiang..."
I repeated the name lightly and remembered it firmly in my heart.
I secretly swore in my heart that no matter whether this old guy was involved in harming my father or not, I would make him pay for what he had done, and I would make him kneel before my father’s grave to repent.
Grandpa sighed, his eyes a little confused.
"Xiao Jiu, I have already explained everything that needs to be said. Grandpa wants to avenge your father, but he is also afraid of you going to the Imperial Capital. After all, you are still too young. Life and death are unpredictable once you enter the Imperial Capital. It is the center of Chinese power.
, but it is also the center of the whirlpool. If you are not careful, you will be shattered to pieces..."
Before my grandfather could finish what he said, I fell to my knees on the ground with a plop, and my grandfather kowtowed three times.
"Grandpa, the revenge for killing my father is irreconcilable. Even if I risk my life, I will definitely avenge my father. I will let old man Chen kowtow to my father and you. Otherwise, I will live.
What else does it mean!"
Grandpa looked at me deeply, and after a long time, he nodded heavily, with a look of relief on his face.
"Okay, okay, okay, he is indeed the grandson of my ninth son reaching for the stars. Now that you have made your decision, go ahead and do it to your heart's content!"
"Remember, you must not be lenient when dealing with the enemy. If you don't have friends on the battlefield, you will die or I will die. You must kill when you have to kill, and you must be ruthless and ruthless. Can you do it?" Grandpa suddenly asked loudly.
I stood up from the ground and looked at Grandpa with bright eyes.
"The way to do it."
"How do you prove it? Killing people is different from killing ghosts. Do you have the consciousness?" Grandpa stared at me closely.
I looked at my grandpa calmly. I knew he was worried about me, but grandpa didn't know that I was no longer the same person.
"Grandpa, I have killed people!" I said calmly.
Grandpa was stunned for a moment and looked at me in surprise.
"What did you say?"
"I've killed people!" I said again.
"Xiaojiu, you can't joke about this. There is no blood on you."